Dazed&Confused

When you can’t find a moment or a place to catch your breath

Until it forced me into reality

Now I’m learning about deeper things

And freeing souls was the first for me

I’d have turned the world if it made you shine

I was creating magic for you with my free time

Anything you wanted I’d given you

My heart, respect, and I was loyal too.

But after time all you wanted was your peace

Ended up giving you room to leave

Back to here, to learn through my fear.

What was it that I forgot before, or maybe where was it that I stopped.

I’m trying to hold my breath but my lungs keep needing air. I’m trying to say nothing wrong but nothing right seems to fall out.

I’m trying to throw my heart away but it stays attached to me. And I’m trying to give my all mean while youre now miserable.

I try to correct my ways but sometimes I forget and I do the same things. I try and try but I guess it’s not enough.

I don’t want to do this or do that because I’m falling right back where I’ve been trying to flee. If I stop trying to do this will I fall free.