Imagines From A Fangirls Mind

I was nervous, today was the day everyone was going back to Hogwarts. Everything was going to be awkward, everyone I was friends with were also friends with George. We all sat together when it was time to eat. And last time we were at school, Draco and I barely talked, and when we did, it wasn’t nice.

              Draco hugged me, “what are you thinking about?” I sighed, “what if we go back to how we were before? Where we didn’t talk and acted like we hated each other.” He kissed me cheek, “that isn’t going to happen. You are mine now, sadly we won’t be able to spend as much time together. Damn you being so brave.” I gasped, “I can’t believe you just made a joke because of my house, you snake.” We laughed, “hey, I’m going to sit with Ginny on the ride if that’s okay?” Draco didn’t look happy, “fine, but only because it’s what you want. I probably won’t really get to talk to you again until tomorrow, so kiss me.”  I smiled, pressing my lips against his, it was gentle and loving. “eww, break it up. She’s mine now.” I jumped away from him to see Ginny. “Hush, now let’s find somewhere to sit.”

              I swallowed, not knowing how I felt as we walked into the Great Hall. We sat down and I remembered what I told Ginny earlier, that I was still going to sit with my friends, even if George is there. I’ll just pretend like it doesn’t hurt. A few moments later everyone was seated, I avoided looking to see where everyone was sitting, until now. I looked across from me to see George, he looked normal, like being this close to me doesn’t affect him. Ginny lend to my ear, “Fred forced George to sit here, sorry.” I faked a smile, “it’s alright. Really.” After all the end of break speeches were down, we were finally allowed to eat. I looked across the room, to find where Draco was sitting. When I spotted him, he was already looking at me, intensely. It made my heart flutter, sad when I realized I wouldn’t be able to really hold him again until summer.

Time skip (a week later)

              I was so happy that Draco transferred back into potions with me. It means I got to see him early, as we sat together, he’d secretly holding my hand under to table. As Snape would lecturing about something, I could care less about. Being back at Hogwarts was nice, awkward though. Everyday, when it was time to eat. George was sitting in front of me, looking happy and not speaking to me. I was dreading lunch, which was where I was heading to now. I took a deep breath as I took my seat. Today was different, some girl named Shell (I don’t think that’s a name, so I’m using it. I don’t want to use anyone that’s reading this name.) It surprised everyone, but it didn’t take long for us to realize by she was there. She made it so obvious she had a crush on George, she was flirting so hard. He didn’t notice at first, until she whispered something only him and I could hear, “come on, I’m so good. Forget about whoever you have slept with before, they are nothing now. After you’re with me, you’ll forget about her.” I laughed, “he already has.” I choked, realizing he heard me, “umm, I need to get ready to study, I’ll see you later Ginny.” Before she could reply, I ran out of there. And straight into Draco, “what was that? Something happened. I’ve seen how tense it’s been for you sitting by him. Do you still want him?” I sighed, “Draco, just because it’s awkward sitting so close to my ex, doesn’t mean I want him. I want you, you should know that. You are the only one who makes my feel better.” Draco stepped closer to me, “yes, but I’m making you feel better about everything with him. I know you love me, but you have unfinished business with him. Deal with it.” I looked up at him, “what?” He groaned, “Deal with it, I don’t want you too. But I want to marry you soon, so I’d rather you get your feelings for him out of your system now. No, I’m going to marry you soon. So, do what you got to do, but I’ll be waiting for you before dinner. With that I watched as Draco walked away. I just stood there, outside of the Great Hall, speechless. I can’t just go back in there and tell my ex I want to talk to him. I just can’t.

              I jumped, when I heard someone call my name. I turned to see George, I didn’t know what to do so I ran. I ran as fast as I could until I fell to the ground, by the lake. Not fast enough, because he followed. “Y/n? Y/n, don’t ignore me.” I laughed, “why, it works so well for you?” I heard him sigh, “what else am I supposed to do?” Silence, “you have to know what that girl said, isn’t true. You’ll never be nothing to me, I couldn’t forget you. Trust me, I’ve been trying.” I started crying, “this is all your fault.” He moved closer and hugged me, “I know, when Ginny got back home, I she almost tore my apart. I broke up with you out of anger, but I thought, hopefully, when you came to the Borrow we could make up. But after what I said I don’t blame you for not coming. And then I found out you are really with him now. All I did was push you closer to him, and I hate myself for it, because I still love you so much.”

              I just kept crying, “we can’t change anything now. And now I stuck with feelings for you, while I’m engaged to someone else.” I looked up to see that George was crying to, “I know, I’ve already lost you, I don’t want to mess up your happiness, so I’ll learn to let you go. But…” he stopped. I whined, “but..” Before I could say what, he kissed me. I pulled away, “I thought you said you were going to let me go?” He sighed, “ I will, just give me this one thing…”

I’m so excited, today is the day Ginny is supposed to come over. I’m also scared, what if she decided after everything that happened with her brother and I, that she doesn’t want to be friends anymore. With all this time I’ve been spending with Draco, it’s been easy to forget about everything that happened between George and me. I try not to think about it, when I do think about him, it makes my chest hurt. Don’t get me wrong, I am in love with Draco, but I loved George as well. He was my first, and I can’t say that I don’t still love him. I’ve made my decision though, I’ll always pick Draco.

              “What is wrong,” I jumped as I turned towards the voice to find Draco. I shook my head no and was about to say nothing when he interrupted me, “don’t say nothing, we both know that isn’t true.” I sighed, “Ginny is supposed to come over today.” He sat down beside me, “I know, trust me I do. I’m having to go visit my parents while she is here.” I groaned, “that’s not what I mean. What if she doesn’t want to be friends with me, because of her brother…” Draco took a visibly deep breath, “I know, I doubt she would do that. You’ve been friends for a long time. Try not to worry.” I laughed, “surprisingly, having someone tell me not to worry, doesn’t make me worry any less.” He chuckled, “shut up, and let’s go eat breakfast. I’m leaving after.” I nodded and followed him to the dinning room.

              After we were finished eating, I gave Draco a big hug, he laughed, “are you that ready for me to leave that you are giving me my goodbye hug?” I whined, “no, actually I’d rather you stay. That way if she doesn’t show up, you can hold me while I cry.” He pulled me closed, “don’t say stuff like that. It’s like you are trying to jinx yourself. I want to stay so I can sleep with you.” I pushed him away, laughing, “you better go before I jinx you, lover boy.” He raised his hands up in defeat, “alright, just one kiss before I go?” I sighed, as I walked close to Draco and pushed my lips onto his. The kiss was sweet and short, I wish it was longer; but my mom interrupted it. “Draco it’s time, your parents want you there at a certain time.” Draco kissed my forehead, “yes, ma’am. I’m coming.” I waved bye until I couldn’t see him anymore. I hated the way I feel when he leaves. Not just because I miss him, but because it’s the only time I think about George. I’ve so preoccupied, everything is happening so fast. I have to admit, if George hadn’t broken up with me, I wouldn’t have gotten with Draco. I don’t know whether that is a good or bad thing.

 Later in the Evening

Y/n’s POV

              I walked over to where Liam was and sat on the love seat, he followed in suit. He drank some of his drink and then licked his lips, “you know, you should really try some, it’s great. I won’t tell anyone, if you are old enough to be engaged, you should be allowed to drink a sip.” I shook my head, “no, my mother would be mad if that glass touched my lips.” He smiled, “then I got a better Idea.” I was confused as he took a sip of his drink and then pressed his lips to mine, before I could pull away he passed the liquid from his mouth to mine. It was so bitter I had to swallow before I gaged. I tried to back away but he ended up pushing me back and hovering over me. I tried to get away, but he was strong, luckily his tongue wasn’t in my mouth.

              Draco’s POV

              I busted through the doors, the see the worst thing. Liam was on top of Y/n, kissing her. There was no doubt in my mind that she was fighting against his. All I could see was rage.

              Y/n POV

              I jumped when I heard someone yell, “crucio!” I jumped up to see Liam squirming on the floor and Draco pointing his wand at him. I ran over and pushed Draco, breaking the spell. “Are you stupid, you could be arrested for using that spell,” I yelled. Draco huffed, “well, it’s a good thing he won’t tell, because if he does, he knows all about the bad stuff that could happen to him and his family.” Liam finally managed to stand up, “fuck you. You know, I may not be able to turn you in, but I can still do this.” I was confused until you grabbed me, pushing his tongue down my throat and tried to grope me. Astoria finally walked in and pulled her brother off me, before Draco could. “Are you both stupid? How could you use an unforgivable curse on my brother! And Liam, how dare you violate her, this isn’t want I agreed to. I agreed to you making Draco a little jealous, not this!” Before she could keep yelling I shouted, “STOP! Enough, the nights over, I’m pretty sure the Malfoys will be ready to leave soon. So, since both boys were in the wrong, none of us will tell anybody, anything about this.” They nodded their heads in agreement, before my mom knock on the door, “Astoria and Liam, it’s time for you to go. The Malfoys are wanting for you outside.”

                 I ran upstairs, wanting to just be alone; but before I could shut and lock my door Draco pushed his way in. I sighed, “what do you want? I’m still not over this morning.” I walked over to my dresser, taking my earrings out and setting them down. I turned to tell him to left but didn’t get the chance. He slammed his lips into mine, I tried to push him away, but it didn’t work. He tried to gain entrance to my mouth, but I denied him. I gasped, when he picked me up and slammed me into the wall closest to us. It gave him the chance to slip his tongue in my mouth. I still tried to fight and deny him, but he didn’t care; I hate that I’m loving this. He quickly threw me on the bed, untying his tie, taking his tux coat off, and literally ripped open his dress shirt, the buttons went everywhere. He kicked his shoes and socks off but kept his dress pants on. He slowly made his way on top of me. And I can’t lie, I was frozen, not knowing how to react. He used this as an opportunity to tie my hands above my head with his tie. He grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled it back, I cried out, more surprised than in pain. He then attached his lips to my neck, kissing down to my chest. “This is your fault you know, wearing this dress, you had to know I wouldn’t approve. In fact, I think that’s why you wore it, naughty.” I shivered as he lowers the top on my dress and ripped my bra off. He sat up and started to tease my nipples, as he looks at my face. “I was so surprised when you didn’t stop me from being alone with Astoria, but maybe that was because you wanted to be alone with Liam. You wanted a reaction, you got one, huh,” he spoke slowly and husky. I couldn’t speak, I was so desperate right now, and had a tingly sensation in my chest.

              He stopped teasing long enough to slid my dress down my body, slapping the side of my bum after. I bit my lip, stopping myself from moaning. He lowered his head to my heat, “awe, nothing to say, darling. That’s okay, I’ll make you talk.” He pulled my panties down, and I gasped when he shoved a finger in, luckily, I was already super wet. After pumping one finger in and out for a minute, I was desperate for another finger, and he knew this. He took his finger out, just to push two back in, “you want it so bad, don’t you? Well you need to want it twice as much to get it. Move your hips, I’m not moving my fingers, any friction you get, you’ll have to work for it.” I went wide eyed, ashamed at the thought, but my hips started moving, wanting the feeling so bad. He licked his lips and then started teasing my nipples, just barely touching them. Making me so wet and needy.

              I finally couldn’t keep my mouth shut any longer, “please, stop. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have worn the dress,” I moaned out. I stopped teasing my breast and looked at me, “tell me what you want. And don’t’ hint towards it. If want you say isn’t dirty enough. I’ll stop touching you and leave you tied up until tomorrow. I swallowed, “please, Draco. I need you to fuck me, so hard. But first tease me more, I want you to put it in my mouth and be rough about it.” He smirked, pulling his fingers out, I whimpered, but continued to watch him. Draco stood up, and slowly took his pants and boxers off. I swear it got bigger.

              He closer, getting on top of me, where his penis was in my face. He put it in my mouth and started to thrust, I choked, but somehow it turned me on more. He groaned as he stared to pull me hair, “fuck this.” And he pulls out of my mouth and positioned himself at my entrance. Without warning he started pounding into me, it hurt for a few moments but the went away. As he found my spot, my vision blurred and I couldn’t control the sounds coming out of my mouth. I moaned, as he started taking dirty to me, “ahh, you’re so bad. This is only your third time having sex, and you already like it rough.” He lend down and started kissing me, he pulled back and I expected him to say more naughty things, but he didn’t, “I love you so much, I’m about to cum.” I nodded my head in agreement, still not able to speak. “Together, 3…2…1…”

              I don’t know what was louder, us moaning out each other’s names, or the sound of him thrusting into me. He pulled out, and clasped nest to me. He reached over and untied me, pulling me close, “I’m sorry, was I too rough? I took my anger out on you, I’m sorry.” I finally regained the ability to talk, “then you should get mad and take it out on me more often. I’ve never felt anything like that, I couldn’t even talk.” He got up, and walked to the bathroom, he came back a cloth to clean me up. “You’re so sweet,” I muttered right before I passed out. Draco kissed my forehead and put both of us under the covers, “I love you so much.”

I hide in a section of the garden, that was a secret to any visitors to the mansion. I feel so stupid, I actually thought that maybe the whole Liam thing was what was bothering him. But no, it’s the fact that his past snogging partner will be here tonight, he must feel some romantic way about her. I have so many thoughts going through my head, and honestly, I’m not ready to take it through with Draco. But there is one thing I know, I plan on wowing everyone at dinner tonight, and act like nothing bothers me. I’d rather seem cold and collected, then caring, and naïve. So, I used magic to climb up to my window, I checked and saw that Draco wasn’t there, so I went in. I ran to the door and locked it. ‘bastard, didn’t even come look for me.’ I walked into my closet and pulled out a dress I would have never dreamt of wearing before tonight. It was appropriate enough to wear in front of Draco’s parents and my mom; but revealing and tight enough to give off the aura I want the Greengrasses to get and Draco.

 After I got done doing my hair and makeup, I slide my clothes off and my dress on. I walked to the mirror and smiled, I look almost like a different person, and as much as I want to say maybe Draco wouldn’t approve of other people seeing me dressed like this; the fact that he didn’t look for me makes me wonder. ‘Fuck him!’ I heard a knock on the door, “it’s me,” my mom said. I walked over and unlocked it, “how do I look?” My mom looked at me like she was going to cry, “you look beautiful, baby. Don’t be nervous, you already got the Malfoy’s stamp of approval.” I sighed, “yeah, then why are the Greengrass siblings coming. Is she my replacement, if I act up?” Mom rubbed my cheek, “no, the letter said that the sister insisted on coming. She was also childhood friends with Draco and said she wanted to get to know his future wife.” I snorted, “oh, believe me, I’m not the one she wants to get closer to.” Mom smiled, “I know, that’s way I’m so glad my amazing daughter, is going to make everyone’s heads turn. And that bitch will know he is yours.” I laughed, “mom! That’s not like you to talk like that.” “I know, but you’re my child, and I can see how you feel about Draco, I would be willing to kill anyone that threatened your happiness.” I smiled, trying hard not to cry, “what if he decides he wants her and not me.” “Then he is an idiot, and he’ll eventually realize that leaving you would be the biggest mistake of his life. But I hate to inform you that the guest are here. I’m going to go down first. And then you come in alone, that way all eyes are on you.” I swallowed, “one question, does she look better than I do?” Mom chuckled, “sweetie, no one could look better than you, tonight.”

 I tried to calm my breathing as I stood at the last doorway before everyone sees me. This feels clique, I’ll be making a grand entrance walking down steps, like in all the movies. No matter what, I have to pretend like nothing bothers me, just for one night.

              I took a deep breath and postured my body to look perfect. I stepped out and walked to the top step, “there she is,” my mom stated. I looked around at everyone, while I walked down the stairs. It seemed like everything was in slow motion. My mom was smirking, they Malfoy’s looked pleased, the man I assumed to be Liam looked like he was undressing me with his eyes, Astoria look displeased as she looked at Draco’s reaction, and Draco’s reaction was the best of all. If people’s eyes could turn into hearts, his would be. He looks speechless and visibly shook; and without a second thought he walked towards me and met me at the bottom step. And even though I was still incredibly mad at him, I refused to let it show. So, I accepted his hand, “you look…. You look...,” Draco spoke, now he was really speechless. “You look magnificent,” I turned my head to see that Liam was the one to finish Draco’s sentence. I frowned for a moment, I didn’t want his complement, I wanted Draco’s. Draco looked at Liam, with a look of pure hatred. My mother cleared her throat, “let us head to the dining hall to eat.” Narcissa smiled, “yes, let us.” While Lucius seemed to be looking between Draco and Liam. I swallowed worried.

              We all sat down with Draco at my side, Liam across from me, and his sister was sitting next to him, across from Draco. This pissed me off. Usually married couples sit across from one another, but since Draco and I aren’t married yet, it wouldn’t be appropriate. But Astoria looked like a smug bitch at the fact she is sitting across from him. Through all of this I kept a straight face, reminding myself to act like nothing bothers me. Small talk was made throughout dinner, but mostly it was my mom and Draco’s Parents doing all the talking.

              When everyone was done eating, my mom spoke up, “The Malfoy’s and I have some private matters to discuss, I hope the four of you can entertain one another.” I nodded, but then I heard Astoria speak up, “quiet, I actually had some things I wanted to speak to Draco about in private,” she then turned to me, “can you please keep my dear brother company.” As much I wanted to physically harm this girl, I knew all eyes were on me. So, I smiled, “of course, what kind of host would I be, if I didn’t entertain guests. Liam and I will be in the west parlor, you two can converse in the library across the hall.” My reply seemed to annoy her, and Draco too look confused, thinking I would say no.

              After Liam and I walked into the West parlor, I closed the doors, because mother says it’s not right to leave the doors open. I turned to him, “would you like a drink? I’m not old enough to drink, but you are.” He smiled, “thank you, but left my pour it, what kind of gentleman would I be if I let a minor pour me a drink.” I nodded, you pointed towards the alcohol. After pouring himself a drink he looked at me, “you most women would not want to be engaged while they are a minor.” I smirked, “that’s funny, you refer to me as a minor and a woman in the same sentence.” He chuckled, “well, I would usually refer to someone your age as a child, but with that dress on, you clearly are not that.” I swallowed, not knowing what to say, “is that so.” “Yes, it is. Tell me, does it bother you that Draco and my sister are alone together, right now?” I snorted, “does it bother you that you and I are alone together right now,” I asked turning towards him, only to gasp at how close we were. He smiled, “this is true, but it’s a bit different seeing as you and I have only just met. Even though I’ve heard much about you. You’re basically the girl that got away. My parents wanted to set up an engagement between us, but the Malfoy’s won.” I took a step back and walked towards the window, “yes, I just found out about that this morning.” I heard him walk up behind me, I could feel the heat radiating off his body. I turned, “you probably should be this closed.” I looked up at him, finally taking in his appearance. Has styled black hair, green eyes, handsome features, tall and muscular. I took a step back, causing my back to hit the wall. He looked down at me, “I apologize if I made you uncomfortable.” He then lifted my hand up, kissed it, and walked back to the refreshment table.

 Draco’s POV

It annoyed me, I just want the ‘guest’ to leave so I can take to Y/n, we never got to take about what happened this morning. And all Astoria is doing is talking about irrelevant things. I groaned, “don’t do this. You aren’t here for small talk, you’re here for other reasons. I’m not interested, all we did was snog a few times. Besides I’m in love with Y/n.” She laughed a bit, “Draco, sweetie, first off it was more than a few things. And second that’s not why I’m here. I mean don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t miss out the chance to be here tonight, but I’m not the one who was dying to come. My brother was, he just had to see the girl that, ‘got away’. And from what I can tell, he likes what he sees. You better watch out and hold on to your girl with a death grip.” I frowned, thinking about what she just said, “then way did you request to be alone with me?” She smirked, “she Liam and Y/n could be alone together obviously. Seeing as you know the true now, you might want to make your way to the west parlor, I’m going to the bathroom, see you there.”

I slowly woke to the feeling of someone’s arm wrapped around me, and the other playing with my hair. I fluttered my eyes open to see Draco staring at me, “well this is awkward,” I joked, while turning over. He huffed, pulling me closer, “no, it’s not. It’s amazing to wake up next to you, I can’t wake to do this more often.” I closed my eyes, “when do you think the actual wedding will be? We have always been told we were getting married, but never told when.” Draco hummed, “I dunno, they never actually said. I always assumed it would be after we were finished with school; but honestly I would rather it be sooner.” I sat up, “but wouldn’t it be awkward? Being in school married, and in different houses as well. Your fellow Slytherins would look at you differently.” He pulled me back down, “I don’t care, and the same goes for you.” I laughed, “honestly most of them are ‘sympathetic’, the only ones that will really treat me differently will be the Weasleys. I hope Ginny doesn’t, she said she wouldn’t but she’s my best friend, I can’t help but worry. But on another note, we should get up, I don’t know how she would react to us being in bed together, naked.”

              We both got up, Draco threw his clothes on, while I just walked into the bathroom to take a shower. All I can do is worry, Draco’s parents will be here for dinner. I’ll most likely spend the rest of my day picking out my clothes and doing my hair and makeup. I couldn’t help but be nervous, they always intimidated me, a little bit. The only thing I really have to look forward to is the fact that tomorrow Ginny will be visiting. Unfortunately, she doesn’t know that Draco is staying here though break. After everything with her brother, I pray that this won’t ruin our friendship.

              I jumped, when I heard a knock on the door, “Y/n?” my mom called. “Yes, ma’am?” Since this is your vacation, I let you sleep in, but I really want to spend time with you, so hurry downstairs, for bunch.” I sighed, “alright, I’m getting out now.”

                 I walked into the dinning room to see that my mom and Draco are already at the table, talking. I mom stood up and hugged me, “finally, my beautiful daughter, is gracing us with her ever so late presents.” I huffed, “mom, I didn’t know that we were having brunch.” We all sat down and started eating. My mom cleared her throat, “by the way, it seems that Draco’s parents have invited some other guests to come tonight, so be sure to look your best!” I looked at Draco confused, only to see him mouth the words, “your best is naked.” I coughed, “may I ask who these guests are going to be?” I mom thought for a moment, “I think the letter said it was going to be Astoria Greengrass and her brother, I forget his name…” (I’m pretty sure she doesn’t have a brother, but lets pretend for the story’s sake)

“Liam...” Draco whispered. My mom smiled, “yes, that’s it. You know, your father and my plan was always for you to marry Draco, but in case that didn’t fan out, Liam was our second choice.” I choked on my food, while Draco had an indescribable look on his face. “Mom, I don’t think that was appropriate to say in front of Draco,” I scolded.  She laughed, “you’re right. I apologize.”

I gazed at his lips briefly, before I attacked them with mine. He admittedly asked for an entrance, I quickly opened my mouth and let our tongues fighting, he won. I pull away, and tugged at his shirt, “take your clothes off, and I’ll take mine off.” He nodded, and got off the bed. I ripped all my clothes off, besides my bra and panties. Draco got back on the bed, fully naked. I looked down, at his lower half, and gasped, it’s bigger than someone else’s.  

He blushed, “what do I do,” he asked with a shaking voice. I smiled, “take my bra off,” he nodded and reached his arm around me, fumbling with the hook for a moment before he unhooked it. His eyes got wide, like it was the first time he had seen a female topless. I laughed, “why do you look like that? Almost like you’ve never seen breast before.” He blushed, “because I haven’t seen breast before.” I swallowed, “but after all those times you snugged other girls, it never once led to you at least seeing them topless…” He shook his head no. I grabbed his hand and placed it on my breast, “well don’t just stare at them, touch them.” He quickly started to massage my right breast, as he slowly brought him mouth to the left one. Slowly rolling his tongue around the bud, before softly biting it. I let out a soft moan, which only encouraged him.

After a few minutes, I pushed him back, “enough teasing, my turn.” I flipped us over, so I was on top, lowering myself until my mouth was level with his manhood. His eyes went wide at the anticipation. I slowly kissed the tip, wanting to tease him a little. He moaned frustrated, so I started to lick the tips. Which turned into sucking on the tip, but before I could get into it, he pushed me away. “I’m still a virgin, you keep that up I won’t be able to hold off.

I smirked as I lifted myself up, “do you want me?” He blushed but nodded his head, yes. “Say it,” I whispered. He gulped, but listened, “I want you so badly.” I then place him at my entrance, and let him enter me, he moans out, loudly.

After I got adjusted, I started bouncing up and down, nervous that maybe I was doing it wrong. “Am I doing it wrong? Does it feel good?” Draco groaned, “feels so good, I thought you’ve done this before...” I moaned, “I’ve never been on top, and given oral before.”

I lost all my thoughts, as I started to get a bit tired, he flipped us over. As he started to pound into me, he quickly found my g spot and started to abuse it. I moaned so loudly as his hand started rubbing my clit. He looked into my eyes, “please moan my name.” I nodded, as I felt myself getting close, I lost it when he put my nipple in his mouth. “Draco… so good.” I wrapped my legs around his waist, as I felt myself about to cum. “Draco, I’m going to lose it!” He moaned, “me to.”

I pulled his hair hard, as I released, my walls tightening around him, causing his to release as well.  He pulled out and laid beside me, both of us catching our breath. I sighed, “I love you,” as he pulled my head to lay on his chest, “I love you too, so much.”

I felt butterflies in my stomach as I stood in front of my place at the table, Draco across from me, waiting for my Mum to arrive. I jumped, when I felt someone pull me close, “Y/n, oh, darling, I’ve missed you so much. Let me look at you, I feel as if you have grown so much since the school year started. How is everything, I want to know,” my mum stated. I quickly hugged back and pulled away to sit down, she did the same. “I’m fine, mum. I missed you too. How has work been?” She laughed, “don’t pretend, I know you dislike when I talk of work, besides, I only want to hear about you. Oh, goodness, Draco, I didn’t see you, and I had forgotten you would be staying over. I hope you are well, please sit.”

I looked over to see Draco awkwardly still standing, but he quickly sat down. As soon as he did, mum clapped her hands, and our meals appeared in front of us. I spoke up, before we could start eating. “Mum, I have something really important to say,” I paused to look over at Draco, looking for any signs he changed his mind, he motioned me to go on. I look back at my mum, “I’ve finally decided to act like an adult and accept the arranged marriage.” Draco quickly spoke up, “actually, Mrs. L/n, your daughter and I have decided we do not want to refer to it as an arranged marriage. We want to be engaged until the wedding. I’m deeply in love with your daughter, and always have been. I would want to marry her either way.” I blushed, surprised by Draco’s words, ‘deeply in love.’

I looked over at mum, waiting for her to say something. Finally, she did, “I’m glad to hear this, but I dare say, I knew you were in love with her. And I knew she felt the same, I’m just surprised my stubborn daughter admitted it. Well, let’s eat.”

  After dinner, we told my mum good night, and headed to our rooms, which were right next to each other. Right as we got to our rooms, I lightly grabbed his arm, “can we talk? I know you must be tired, it’ll be quick.” He nodded, and we entered my room, and sat on the end of my bed. I sighed, “Draco, my mum took that really well, but what if your parents don’t. I mean, what if they can tell I broke the one rule somehow?” Draco looked at me, “well, I’ll tell them you broke that rule with me, so we both broke it together, they can’t blame you for that. Even if they found a way to know if you broke it, I doubt it. But they would be able to know who.”

I smiled a bit, “but wait, are you a virgin? If so, then they would be able to tell.” Draco looked away, “it’s not that big of a deal, they won’t find out,” he whispered. His entire mood changing. I moved closer to him, “what’s wrong, you seem upset. Have you changed your mind?” Draco looked at me, with wide eyes, “no, I haven’t stop asking that, I’m not going to fall out of love with you, I’ve tried! When you were with George, I tried. When he made that comment about my mental health and you didn’t even try to come after me, I tried to not love you. It didn’t work. It just doesn’t help that you gave him your virginity and I’m still the sad, virgin boy,” he looked away blushing.

So I usually only post my Harry Potter Fan fiction on here. But I do write others. So If you would like to read the others I do have them posted on Wattpad. My most popular Fan fiction seems to be my Black Butler one, and I’m about to start a part two.

After that moment, Draco promised that he wouldn’t tell anyone, especially his parents about what I did. And strangely enough, I was happy when I was with him, being in the same room with him, not fighting. But when he left to get ready for dinner; I had to force myself not to cry. I love George and Draco, but George already made his decision, and that was to leave me. At least if Draco can really live with what I did, I can please everyone. I kept replaying the words I spoke to Draco, and I realized the truth. Yes, I do love George, but I’m not in love with him. I’m in love with Draco, that’s never been something I doubted.

As I thought I finished cleaning myself up. Until I heard a knock on my door, “It’s Draco, I just want to talk.” I shallowed hard, scared he changed his mind, “come in,” I spoke low as I sat on my bed, back facing the door. I listened as he slowly closed the door and sat behind me. Everything was silent for a moment. “I just needed to be sure this is what you want, I just don’t want to go through this week with our families, if you are going to change your mind. What if George actually smartens up, and realized he wants you back? I know you only came to me, because he made a stupid decision, so what will you do,” Draco asked in a pained voice.

I turned as looked at him, he wouldn’t make eye contact. I breathed in deeply, “Draco, I didn’t come to you because you were a backup plan. You know me better than that, if I didn’t truly want you, I would have stayed single. What he did, yes it hurt, but I realized it didn’t hurt as much as the thought of losing you. I was being suborn, I didn’t want to marry you because of our parents. I wanted to marry you because you loved me back.” I looked away, scared to look at him.

I felt him move closer, pulling me back, so that my back was on the bed, while he hovered over me. He looked me in the eyes, as embarrassed as I was, I couldn’t look away. He brushed hair off of my face as he began to talk, “Y/n, I love you. Well, I’m in love with you. I always have been, that has nothing to do with the arranged marriage. I want you either way, if it was about the arranged marriage, I would have broken it off when I found out you broke the one rule. But I love you, I still want to be with you. I just need to know you won’t change your mind. It will hurt our families more, if we go through this holiday finally as a couple and then end the engagement,” he whispered the last part.

I looked up at him, “I won’t change my mind, everything in me wants you, not him. It’s like something has awaken in me, and now I only see you. But does that mean your parents are going to be having dinner with us tonight?” Draco laughed, “only you can change the subject that quickly. No, they are not. Unlike my parents who don’t care about such things, your mum insists less people at dinner means more time she has to catch up with you. But what are you going to tell her about school?”

I sighed, “just that I finally decided to stop being stubborn, and I’m going to agree with marrying you. If I tell her the other things, she might die.” He nodded in agreement. ‘KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK’  “IT’s time for supper, your mother is home,” one of the servants said.

I sat up nervous, but Draco grabbed my hand, “it’ll be fine. It will be better if we tell just your mum first. My parents will find out tomorrow, when they come over for dinner.” I nodded, quickly pulled him close, and smashed my lips unto his. After a few moments I pulled away, smirking a bit, “now I’m ready.” Laughing as I saw Draco’s face was bright red.

P.S.

I know the story just did a 360 turn, so please let me know if you like it.

I smiled as I walked into my room, alone time is what I need. Mum wasn’t home yet, and my help are all down in the kitchen preparing a big dinner. I jumped onto my bed face down and started to cry. I stayed like that until I felt someone sit by me, and rub my back. I panicked at what to tell my mum. Until I saw it was Draco, “Ahh, what are you doing here,” I asked loudly. He gave a weak smile, Mother and Father insisted I stay over here during break. I thought you knew. Now tell me what’s going on,” he whispered softly. I shook my head no, “everyone that knows already hates me, including myself. And you will especially. Trust me.”

Draco sighed, “I’m pretty sure I could never hate you. You’re perfect.” I laughed, knowing my mental breakdown was coming, “perfect? Wouldn’t you like to know what little miss perfect did?! She went off started dating a guy, even though she knows she’s engaged. Even though she knows she’s in love with you. And she broke the one rule of the engagement, and is now currently single. And is going to remain that way. Because your parents are going to hate my family after they find out. George was right, you’ll never want me,” I sobbed out. Not being able to control the words coming out of my mouth.

I hide my face in my pillow, to ashamed to look at him, to terrified. He was so still and quiet, until he finally spoke. “You lost your virginity to him… I thought maybe you had, but it hurt too much to think it was real. But I guess it is, I wish you wouldn’t have done that, it’s going to make all of this harder.” I sat up, forcing myself to look at him while he breaks our arranged marriage off, “make what harder?” He looked into my eyes, “it’s going to make keeping all of this a secret from my parents’ harder.”

I packed until I was done, I planned on skipping lunch and dinner. And getting straight on the train tomorrow and if I’m lucky I will be able to sit by myself. I need a break from all this drama, it’s too much.

I got jumpy when I heard the door open, I cringed to see Ginny; I looked away. “Don’t do that, I might not agree with how you and my brother handle your relationship, but that doesn’t change the fact that you are a sister to me,” Ginny spoke softly. I looked at her, “I’m sorry, to put you in this kind of situation, I know it can’t be pleasant. I didn’t mean for my words to come out like that back there. I meant, in my mum’s eyes I’m taken and he’s known that.” Ginny chuckled, “well I figured you meant that and how your heart was taken already… You love both of them, that can’t be easy, I wouldn’t want to imagine. But if I’m not mistaken, you’ve love Draco longer, that doesn’t just go away. I’ve honestly always believed you’d end up with Draco, even if I wanted you to be with George. No matter what you chose, I mean who. I’ll love you.”

I smiled at her words I needed them, that ended when George barged in, he looked angrier then before. “You know what! Since you can’t even be bothered to tell your mom about us, and you apparently are ‘taken’, We’re done. Draco can have you.. ha. If he still wants you after he finds out I took your precious virginity,” he yelled at me. As he walked away, Ginny tried to have a go at him, but I stopped her. I held back my tears. “Don’t, he’s made his decision. As much as it hurts, I have to respect it. At least he won’t get hurt anymore. He’s right though, even if I had picked Draco. He wouldn’t want me, not now. Plus I hurt him already too,” I cried out.

I smiled as I walked to the Great Hall, it was the last day before Christmas break. I miss my home so much, it’ll be good to see family. One thing I am worried about is that the Malfoy’s spend more of the holidays with my family. And knowing Draco he will tell about George and I, I’m not ready for my family to know. But at least the last days of break I spend at the Weasley’s. Or so I thought…

I entered to see I was the first out of my friends to be seated, they slept in. I quietly ate when sudden the mail was being delivered, I smiled when I got mine. I quickly opened it, and started reading as George and our friends sat around me.

“Oh, no,” I sighed. George grabbed my hand, “what’s wrong,” he asked. Ginny looked at me curious, I swallowed, “I just receive a letter from mum, and she said I won’t be able to make it to the Borrow this break.” Ginny and George groaned, “why not,” Ginny said too loud. I rolled my eyes, annoyed at the letter, “I don’t know, she didn’t say. It’s the shortest letter ever. Great not going to be as fun this break.” Ginny gasped, “you don’t think your mum found out about you and George, do you? Maybe that’s why you can’t come, I know you haven’t told her, so maybe that’s what happened.”

I eternally died at the thought. “And why would her mum finding out be a bad thing,” George asked. I chocked on my drink, “because it would be.” He scoffed, “so is that your way of saying you don’t want her to find out?” I cringed, “George, it’s not like that. It’s just you don’t know my mum, she can be over bearing sometimes, and a bit crazy. Don’t get offended, it’s not like you’ve told you mum about us.” He faked laugh, “that’s funny, because the last time I checked I had told my mum about us and my dad. Actually everyone in my family knows.  You’re the only who has a problem telling people.”

I sighed, “George, if my mum doesn’t already know, I’m pretty sure Draco is going to tell, so she’ll know soon enough. Don’t act like this is my fault, you’re the one who knowingly started dated a taken girl.” As soon as I said it, I regretted it. George just sat there not moving, “taken? So you’re his now? That’s rich, because I thought I was the one who took your virginity. And if your mum doesn’t already know, and Draco doesn’t tell her, will you? Because I don’t think you will!” Ginny huffed, “you took her what?! I told you not to do that, I can’t believe you, you promised!”

I slowly walked forward, a bit scared, before I made contact I looked at him, “have you ever done this before?” George looked at me confused, “done this?... Do you mean sex, that’s not what I meant when I said prove it, I meant what we usually do… I told you, I’m with you because I love you, not for that, I promise not to pressure you, and I won’t. But no, I haven’t had sex before either.” I smirked at his words, and straddled him. Bringing my mouth close to his ear, “good, we can be each other’s first’s.” Before he could say anything, I pushed my lips on to his hard. I pulled on his hair, so he would part his lips. And when he did, I let my tongue caress his. He groaned as I worked my kisses down, from his mouth to his neck. I worked on giving him love bites as I sloppily unbuttoned his shirt, and pushed it off. Suddenly he pulled back, “Take you shirt off, please,” he stuttered. I rushed to rip it off. As soon as I did, George flipped me, So I was on my back with my head on the pillows and he was on top. He took a moment to look at me in my bra. I smirked as I was quick to take my bra off as well. When I did, George froze just staring. I rolled my eyes, as I grabbed his hand and placed it on my breast. After a minute he squeezed it, “you’re perfect.” I pecked his lips, “please take your pants and boxers off. He turned red, but stood up and took it off. My eyes widen a bit, scared at his size, but I pulled him to sit in between my legs, “Take them off me please,” I asked. I bit my lip as my skirt came off fast, my he took his time with my panties. When they were finally off, I used my hand to cover my heat. But he moved my hand, “no I want to see, get familiar with her.” I knitted my eyebrows together, “familiar?” Suddenly, he lifted my legs over his shoulders, bring my heat to his face. I grow red, as he winked at my before closing his eyes and letting his tongue stroke my heat. I moaned out, not being about to control it with these new feelings. I thought I could handle it, until he started sucking, my hand flew to my mouth, as I bit it. He kept doing it Until I spoke up, “s..top. Place put it in me,” I blushed. He nodded as he set my legs down and climbed on top. He smirked, “you taste good, I would have kept going. But are you’re 100 percent sure you’re ready for this, because we can wait if you want. I shook my head, “please, I want you.” He nodded, as he slowly pushed himself into me. I moaned out in pain, he comforted me, as he waited for me to adjust. I started to move my hips, then he started to thrusting in and out. We were both a moaning mess, as he hit my G spot. I throw my head back. He got the picture and kept hitting it. After a moment, I felt myself tingle even more down there. And I couldn’t handle it back I released I felt bliss. As I tightened around him, it sent him over the edge, causing him to release. After he laid beside me and pulled me close. “I love you,” George panted. I nodded, “I love you too. But damn we have to get ready for dinner or Ginny will kill me.”