today I’ve decided i’ll do whatever it takes to make myself happy and proud; i’ll study hard and i’ll make it my highest priority to flourish. i’ll eat healthier and try losing some weight. i’ll re-explore my inner self and find what she desires the most and what she’s good at. i’ll start caring less about what people thinks about me and start being true to myself. i’ll start saying yes more than no. i’ll have fun in every possible way. i’ll stop overthinking and go with wherever the flow takes me. i’ll start taking care of my physical and mental health. i’ll spend more time with my precious people. i’ll start living and loving life. i’ll try to stop being afraid of loving someone, i’ll love whoever my heart admires.

I started practicing one of my deepest favorite piano pieces the day i met her. I’ll keep passionately practicing a little every time i feel something towards her. I hope i never have to stop practicing.