they say that love is forever *

"you're too perfect, kotenok. i appreciate you so much, frankie."

"that means a lot coming from you, caleb. you know i appreciate you and all that you do for me too, right?"

"i don't think we should wait, it's going to be something i'm always paranoid about. but we could take our time finding the right dog? or maybe a service dog for ocd? or is that too much?"

"nooo, of course it isn't too much! if you want a service dog for your ocd then we'll get one!"

#ilya ur so nonchalant king i promise <3

"i know i don't talk about it a lot, which i appreciate you not asking but you should know. my ocd is...it's like my brain gets stuck on something and won't let go. i can know something is fine, but that doesn't matter. the thought just keeps coming back until i do whatever it wants. so while a dog is nice in theory, it could also be a trigger."

"i figured you'll tell me whenever you're ready plus i definitely don't wanna push you into telling me either, you know? i do appreciate you opening up to me about this. maybe we should wait then?"

"you ever think about doing one of those popup shows? i think that would be pretty sick. are you asking if it's cool for you to call me and say you need to see me sooner? i love that you love it so much dex, and that it makes you happy. but i also love being able to hold down being at home for you and you having a place to come back to."

"i've actually never thought of that before. could be pretty sick! i'll pick like certain cities to do popup shows and it'll be a shorter tour. yeah, i believe i am asking that. i do love coming back to you after touring. makes me realize just how much i missed you."

"i don't know, guess i didn't want to put that on your plate. i mean dealing with an animal is a lot of work and a commitment. i could also just go overboard with the dog too, that's a possibility."

"you're so sweet, but i would've been so on board for a dog. i mean i'm on board now. it is a lot of work and it's a commitment but i'm ready for that. overboard like spoil them or what do you mean?"

how my coworker gave me a cigarette yesterday