no.

i haven't touched asscreed for so long now haha

i'm just really tired lately and i hate waking up every morning my life has been on repeat that's all i can say about it

FUCKING FANTASTIC MAN. I GOT SCREECHED AND YELLED AT THE MOST I EVER HAVE BEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. PEOPLE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. AND THEY WILL STILL WILL LMAO. EVERYTHING IS GOING WELL FOR ME. NO I DIDNT DROP YOUR IPAD. NO I DIDNT DO THAT SHIT. NO I DIDNT FUCKING SAY THAT ETC everyone is misinterpreting what i say and do and i really want to fucking kill myself now holy fuck

??? cant see me as a depressing person? tOOO FUCKING BAD FOR YOU THEN OKAY JUST DEAL WITH IT + LEAVE ME ALONE i cant deal with problems like other people can because im dumb and stupid yea i know 

january is freaking tomorrow 2014 is going to be a shitty year too yeah look on the bright side ive only been depressed for like seven months ahahahaha 

im mad and sad about everything but everyone around me is jolly and happy go lucky i dont get it i think karma is true and whatever  but what the hell did i do wrong to get all of this shit i just want to curl up into a ball and cry for a long time i know im stupid and a waste of space im not special or anything self worth? no i dont have that

"people commit suicide because theyre dumb and insecure etc" "depression isnt real its just a teen thing mood swings yea" "attentionwhores ugh" - oh boy guess what bitch said this what an ironic little shit

no one gives a shit and neither do i