Teenage Dirtbag

when fiona apple asked “how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone”. well i have not found an answer but if anyone else has lmk

I have never been so sure of words the way that I am when I say, I’ve never loved anyone or anything for that matter, the way I love you. Comparison isn’t even an option. So how… how do you not get to be my person? How am I supposed to accept another heartbreak. I don’t want you to be a lesson.

really strange how you can be almost at peace with something that happened to you but it will continue to be a defining moment of your life for the rest of your life. you wont think about it much anymore but in a conversation about a film someone will mention the year it was released and you’ll think to yourself, “that was before it happened” and you’ll see an old photo and think how strange it is to have existed before it happened and somehow it’s like living a life in two acts

Within the next 6 months your life is going to look completely different. You're going to be very happy with the changes.

I love taking off my glasses while I’m studying and rubbing my eyes and then looking into the distance like a tortured academic