just a chapter in the book.

Idk who i even am anymore. Been stuck for like 10 years. What happened?

My boyfriend said I haven't been the same since December. Not in a mean way, but it is true. I haven't felt like myself at all. Idk how to get back.

Just was thinking, everyone's pressuring me to get my license -which I know I need to do -but why aren't they asking why I don't have it? Do they think I'm lazy, cause that's not the case. It's pure anxiety. Why doesn't anyone see that? It's slowly killing me.

Miss you always 💙🌻

I feel like I'm stuck in a loop. Work, home, sleep (repeat), weekend (yay), back to work, repeat again. What am I even doing? I don't really look forward to much. I'm feeling drained. Going nowhere. Just keep repeating the same thing over &over again, expecting to feel different at some point. It's not happening.