❝ somebody hurt me. ❞ asked by @sikespysch​

this is me trying

“ i’ve been having a hard time adjusting ”

“ i didn't know if you’d care if i came back ”

“ i have a lot of regrets about that ”

“ maybe i don’t quite know what to say ”

“ i’m here in your doorway ”

“ i just wanted you to know that this is me trying ”

“ so i got wasted like all my potential ”

“ my words shoot to kill when i’m mad ”

“ i have a lot of regrets about that ”

“ i was so ahead of the curve ”

“ fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here ”

“ and it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound ”

“ it’s hard to be anywhere these days when all i want is you ”

​illicit affairs

“ make sure nobody sees you leave ”

“ tell your friends you're out for a run ”

“ take the road less traveled by ”

“ tell yourself you can always stop ”

“ leave the perfume on the shelf ”

“ like you don’t even exist ”

“ take the words for what they are ”

“ and that’s the thing about illicit affairs ”

“ but they lie and they lie and they lie ”

“ don’t call me “kid" 

“ don’t call me "baby” ”

“ look at this godforsaken mess that you made me ”

“ you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else ”

“ look at this idiotic fool that you made me ”

“ you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else ”

“ and you know damn well for you, i would ruin myself a million little times ”

​invisible string

“ i used to think i would meet somebody there ”

“ were there clues i didn’t see? ”

“and isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string tying you to me? ”

“ she said i looked like an american singer ”

​mad woman

“ what did you think i’d say to that? ”

“ they strike to kill, and you know i will ”

“ fuck you forever ”

“ every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy ”

“ and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry ”

“ no one likes a mad woman ”

“ you made her like that ”

“ they say, “move on” but you know i won’t ”

“ it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together ”

“ i’m taking my time ”

“ ‘cause you took everything from me ”

​epiphany

“ keep your helmet, keep your life ”

“ just a flesh wound, here’s your rifle ”

“ sir, i think he’s bleeding out ”

“ some things you just can’t speak about ”

“ only twenty minutes to sleep ”

“ but you dream of some epiphany ”

​betty

“ i won’t make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom but i think it’s 'cause of me ”

“ one time i was riding on my skateboard when i passed your house it’s like i couldn’t breathe ”

“ you heard the rumors from [ name ] ”

“ you can’t believe a word she says ”

“ the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you ”

“ but if i just showed up at your party would you have me? ”

“ would you want me? ”

“ would you tell me to go fuck myself? ”

“ i don’t know anything but i know i miss you ”

“ i hate the crowds, you know that ”

“ plus, i saw you dance with him ”

“ slept next to her but i dreamt of you all summer long ”

“ i’m here on your doorstep ”

“ the only thing i wanna do is make it up to you ”

“ will you love me? ”

“ will you kiss me on the porch in front of all your stupid friends? ”

“ you know i miss you ”

​peace

“ i never had the courage of my convictions ”

“ no, i could never give you peace ”

“ but i’m a fire and i'll keep your brittle heart warm ”

“ but i would die for you in secret ”

“ the devil’s in the details but you got a friend in me ”

“ i talk shit with my friends ”

“ your integrity makes me seem small ”

“ i’d give you my sunshine, give you my best ”

“ but the rain is always gonna come if you’re standin’ with me ”

“ all these people think love’s for show ”

“ would it be enough if i could never give you peace? ”

​hoax

“ this has broken me down ”

“ your faithless love’s the only hoax i believe in ”

“ don't want no other shade of blue but you ”

“ i am ash from your fire ”

“ you know i left a part of me back in new york ”

“ you knew the hero died so what’s the movie for? ”

“ but what you did was just as dark ”

“ you have beaten my heart ”

“ you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart ”

       this   features   songs   from   limp   bizkit  ,   paramore  ,   shinedown   ,   sick   puppies  ,   stone   sour   ,   three   doors   down   ,   &   apocalyptica   .

everything is fucked. everybody sucks.

i think you quit talking that shit.

it’s all about the he-said, she-said bullshit.

maybe it’s too far away… maybe i’m just blind.

hold me when i’m here.

i’ll never let you down, even if i could.

you can hold me when i’m scared.

you won’t always be there.

everything in me wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

i won’t tell you a damn thing that i couldn’t tell my friends.

part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone.

can’t make own decisions, or make any with precision.

well, maybe you should tie me up so i don’t go where you don’t want me to.

just keep cramming ideas down my throat.

next time you point a finger, i might have to bend it back or break it off.

next time you point a finger, i’ll point you to the mirror.

you don’t deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you.

i think i’m doing just fine compared to what you’ve been doing.

you think you’re so persuasive.

i won’t justify the way i live my life.

you’re wasting your time trying to throw me a line when you’re the one drowning.

i try to make it through my life — in my way, there’s you.

if you were dead or still alive, i don’t care.

i swear i don’t care.

i was never good enough to find.

i want to know i belong to you.

say you’ll haunt.

say you’ll never die.

i scraped my knees while i was praying.

it’s getting harder to believe in anything.

the worst part is, before it get any better we’re heading for a cliff.

i’m better off when i hit the bottom.

i’m watching everyone i looked up to break & breaking.

i found a note with your name & a picture of us.

they say it’s never too late to stop being afraid.

there is no one else here, so why should i wait?

i’ve been looking for you day & night.

i’m not going to leave you behind.

i’m not good enough.

people just don’t look at me like that.

don’t talk about yourself like that.

i want to smash the mirror everytime i look at it.

i’m an awful person.

i don’t deserve your love.

it should have been me that died.

how can you think like that?

don’t lie to me. i’m not beautiful.

this dress would never look good on me.

stop it! don’t talk like that!

don’t. don’t touch me.

i could never pull that off.

ugh, this top makes me look ___.

stop lying to me!

don’t you trust me enough to tell me the truth?

why do you feel the need to lie about everything?

tell me the truth or i’m leaving forever.

just tell me the truth, please!

do you really think i believe that?

you’re such a pathetic liar.

how dare you lie to me like this!

so was it all just a lie?

was any of it real?

i’m not lying.

why would i lie?

just stop pressuring me, okay? i told you what happened!

are you calling me a liar?

i didn’t lie to you!

do you really think i’d lie to you?

i’m sorry, okay? i’m sorry that i lied.

don’t call me a liar.

i didn’t lie about how i felt about you.

These memes are for those who like a little sexual fun on Sunday. Feel free to edit pronouns as needed.

“Get on your knees and beg.”

“Tell me how you want me to fuck you.”

“I want you now, please… don’t make me beg anymore.”

“How badly do you want me?”

“Please don’t stop, I’ll do anything you want.”

“Keep quiet unless you want everyone to hear you.”

“You don’t want to get caught, do you?”

“Does the idea of being caught like this excite you? It does, doesn’t it?”

“Let me taste you.”

“Do you want me to show you how bad I want you?”

“How rough do you want it?”

“Where do you want me to cum?”

“I want to see your face  as you come undone.”

“I’m going to tie you to the headboard and fuck you senseless.”

Locations:

Closet: My muse grabs yours by the shirt/jacket/pants and drags them into the closet.

Wall: My muse pins yours against the wall.

Table: My muse fucks/teases yours over the table.

Couch: My muse fucks yours on the couch.

Shower: My muse fucks yours in the shower.

Floor: Our muses don’t make it to a bed.

Vehicle: Our muses have sex in a vehicle.

Outside: Our muses have sex somewhere outside/in public.

*add +reverse to make your muse the one that does it to mine.*

Symbols:

“don’t do that. don’t shut me out.” 

“you’ve been crying. i can tell.”

“we need to change those bandages and get some food in you.”

“you want me to rub your back ’til you fall asleep?”

“that was a brave thing you did today.” 

“shh, that’s okay, get everything out.”   

“there’s something on your shirt. you – that’s blood!”

“need some space?”

“you should lay down.”

“there’s nothing wrong with asking for help.” 

“shh, shh. you were having a nightmare.”

“we can talk through the door.” 

“let’s clean you up and get you to bed, okay?”

“you almost died.” 

“i brought you a blanket.”

“you’re home. you’re safe.” 

“i’m worried about you.”

“is everything okay?”

“tell me how to make it better.”

“it’s been a tough few days. how are you holding up?”

“you have to stay awake. come on, give my hand a squeeze.” 

“you’re in the hospital.” 

“think you can make it to the bathroom?”

“It always comes back to this with you, doesn’t it?”

“Why can’t you just learn to let the fuck go.”

“Did it over occur to you that I never wanted this to begin with?”

“Why can’t you just look at me for one god damn second!”

“Let go of my hand.”

“I don’t want to talk to you right now.”

“Why are you — saying all these things —”

“You know what? I was wrong. You never really meant anything to me. You’re broken, you’re beyond fixing, you’re not something I want to take the time to handle. Simple as that.”

“You’re a god damn mistake, that’s what you are.”

“I never wanted anything to do with you to begin with.”

“This, us, was a fucking mistake and I should have known the second things went further than planned.”

“I can’t do this anymore.”

“I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“If anything, you were a fucking waste of time.”

“I just don’t feel anything anymore.”

“Looking at you I see nothing but something I need to put an end to.”

“Oh? Really? You thought we had a future? What gave you that idea.”

“Is this even going anywhere?”

“Why can’t we just talk about it —”

“Does it ever occur to you that I am done talking? That I am done with reflecting upon my words and action? Can’t you just take a fucking hint that I’m done with you? I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.”

“We’re through. I don’t want to do this anymore.”

“You were broken to begin with.”

“How am I supposed to ‘love you’ when I never had feelings to being with.”

“Haha, I don’t know who gave you THAT idea, but we’re not an item. We never were.”

“I’d like for you to leave now.”

“Just get out. Get out and leave me alone.”

“Why are you — saying all these things??? Where did they come from???”

“If you never were happy to begin with, how come you never told me?! I would have listened, I would have helped —”

“I don’t need, or want help, what I want is for you to get the fuck away from me.”

“You’re damaged goods and I can’t find the patience to take on you as a project.”

“You’re the kind of crazy I don’t want to deal with.”

“Lately you’ve become a burden, and I can’t handle it anymore.”

“If you’d just leave me alone, that’d be great.”

“Oh come on, the second we got to know each other, the due date were already set on us. We were never meant to last forever. Our relationship had a deadline, and now we’re at it; so, what you gonna do?”

“This is all on you.”