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I feel love but i think back to is it true?

I get it.

Love is happiness, not meant to be a fluke

But as soon as you feel hurt, it's like reality hit you with

A sudden boom and then your life is ruined.

You look back, like a lost student wondering which way

To go.

Is it you, her, or is the way your going leading

To you to be shot with a bow.

Then you feel like it was miss fire, an accidental shooting

That happened to hit you in the back with a sudden blow

And you wonder, is this it?

I love you.

No, I loved this.

The feeling of bliss when i saw you and it made me want to give

You a kiss, but then you went.

Without a trace, you left out my life no good bye nor a last chance

To see your face.

Even though i see you everyday in the same place in the same kind

Of way.

I'm lost.

Astray.

So, when I'm told I like you, I feel scared, not knowing what to say.

Not because of me saying I like you back is fearful ,but to be scared of the future.

The way i feel about that person could lead to love or me falling

Into a grave, trying to race love and also trying to beat fear.

I'm not above anyone else but its just the way I feel.

My heart races very very very fast paces then my mind spaces

Into doubt and then i lost my way and,

Now I'm chasing.

Not love but fear.

It’s reversed, i made a life full of love and luck then im now scared

Of a feeling so strong not because of anything but because of you.

So I realized its not fear that im scared of its the fact of having a sacred

Love that makes me feel above anyone else,

Because that's what the most pain comes from.