you seem so down today

I longed for you to call me yours which ever one of you

You made my knees weak

She was all love because she knew of nothing else

You were a 1am sky

you loved her and I loved you 

On these sick days all I want is you.......in bed, with me, watching Netflix and eating soup and cuddling and nature documentaries and lights burning low and these cars to fill up the white noise in between all the laughs and I want you to tell me you love me...but laying here alone is ok too

I found this home in you and here I was left homeless

we sat in your car still strangers, still longing for each other 

you only look at me when hallways are empty and you only kiss me when our half of the world is asleep

there you are watching her a daily routine I dreaded to see left me dying knowing she isn't me

whenever you're around I feel a surrounding presence that is suffocating at the same time so soothing

You could love me in life's other version And I could be the girl of your dreams But here I'll call you names And you could despise the sound of mine

im not ok

Perfectly fine with being your secret

maybe it's u