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My willpower is weak. When I’m locked, I stop pretending I have a choice. There’s no bargaining, no slipping, no “just this once.” The answer is already decided. It’s final.

There’s no better way to turn me into your ideal fuck toy. One who gets unlocked, toyed with, teased, and then almost always locked away again. Writhing and eager to please so you’ll unlock me once more.

It’s a physical reminder of my submission. Cold. Unforgiving. Always there. It doesn’t care what I want. Want is irrelevant. Desire is noise. What matters is obedience.

Because the midday realization that I’m literally dripping through the shield of the belt is a new level of humiliation that all denied sluts should experience.

Chastity makes me docile. I am more demure. I talk back less. I listen better. Every thought circles back to one thing: am I being good enough for you?

The frustration isn’t an accident. The belt is a tool. It keeps me small. It puts me in my place. The constant ache is a reminder that my body is not mine to indulge. It’s something that’s managed. Restricted. Corrected.

To be diminished and degraded to what she is, a set of holes, a stupid toy, a rapeslut, a whore, desperate cunt.

She needs to hear every perverse and evil fantasy you have about her, no matter how humiliating, degrading or disgusting it is, no matter if she wants it or not, she has no right to an opinion.

In how many ways and places will she be used, shared, whored out, whether she will deserve to cum, how useless she is, because that is all she is supposed to do.

No nice words, no pleasantries, no small talk.

Sometimes a girl needs to understand that she is nothing more than a cocksleve.

It’s me. I am girl.

He’ll stick his fingers in me and touch me up to different videos, and see when I moan the most. He’ll force me to act out certain scenes to see which ones I like most.

“Really? this is what you like, puppy?”

step two. fill me with your piss

step three. shove a plug in me so i have to hold it in

Humiliate me. Degrade me. Call me the worst names you can think of, and get creative. Make me your toilet, your sex slave, your mindless doll. Tell me I'm a set of worthless, pathetic holes. Refer to me as an object, and use me like one. Clean the floor with me, make me lick up any mess, use me as a foot rest. Use my holes as an ashtray or cupholder. Shove whatever you'd like inside me. Bottles, cans, a toilet brush, doesn't matter. Exploit my traumas and laugh while you jerk off to them. Beat me. Rape me. Threaten me. Don't start out with 'hey, cunt/stupid/slave'. Tell me in explicit detail exactly how you want to destroy me. Tell me your filthiest fantasies.

And I will touch myself to your words, even if they make me hate myself.

Humiliate me. Degrade me. Call me the worst names you can think of, and get creative. Make me your toilet, your sex slave, your mindless doll. Tell me I'm a set of worthless, pathetic holes. Refer to me as an object, and use me like one. Clean the floor with me, make me lick up any mess, use me as a foot rest. Use my holes as an ashtray or cupholder. Shove whatever you'd like inside me. Bottles, cans, a toilet brush, doesn't matter. Exploit my traumas and laugh while you jerk off to them. Beat me. Rape me. Threaten me. Don't start out with 'hey, cunt/stupid/slave'. Tell me in explicit detail exactly how you want to destroy me. Tell me your filthiest fantasies.

And I will touch myself to your words, even if they make me hate myself.

I'd dress in a skirt and tight crop top. And send pictures of what I'm in and then just slowly grocery shop waiting for someone to slip their hands up my shirt or skirt. Shocked and maybe pulling away at first. But then also starting to reach up to top shelves making my tits almost pop out and having him come up behind me and help grab it while groping my tit and squeezing my nipple and I have to thank him cause he helped me. Bending over for him to grab stuff and feeling my ass squeezed. Him grinding on my ass. Maybe cornering me in the store to get his fill of touching me for him to finally touch my pussy and feel how soaked I am. He calls me a whore and dirty names and demands I help him load his groceries. Barely anyone in the parking lot cause its late. As I'm bending over he forces me to stay like that, lifts up my skirt and forces his cock in. Forcefully fucking me, telling me I was begging for this and to thank him for giving me his cock. Degrading me until I accidentally cum on his cock and then pulling out and making me get on my knees for him to cum on my face. I thank him and drive home with cum on my face feeling used and violated, only to get home to cum to the memory over and over.

That's the training. It doesn't start that way, most likely it starts with two completely separate aspects of training, but eventually they start to blur.

First it's pissing into her mouth, she kneels there with her mouth open, but before long the head of my cock is between her lips, "suck the piss out, baby."

Simultaneously she's learning how to control her gag reflex, learning to time her breathing, when to swallow, and when to make pretty gag sounds.

Then, one day, while pissing on her pretty tits and face, she comes up on her own to take it into her mouth. I see it the moment coming, the fruits of her training, she takes the head in her mouth, still swallowing occasionally, and begins to bob her head up and down. Now she's actively blowing me while I piss in her mouth- some gushes out, but I can tell she's still swallowing. "Deeper," I moan, and that's all it takes, she pushes and suddenly the head of my cock is in her throat- she gulps once, but can't with me that deep. Knowing what we've achieved, I push and piss as hard and fast as possible - she won't even know because she won't have to swallow. I know, because during a blowjob, when I cum this deep in her throat she can't even taste it and doesn't have to swallow.

When she comes up, she has no idea that she's been pumped full of piss until she suddenly feels the weight in her belly.

Before long I'll slowly train her to expect to keep me at the back of her throat for a while after I cum, which will make the habit of pissing into her stomach after deepthroat so seamless sometimes she won't even know.