Vent Blog

If you know me irl, go away.

I'm so happy for people who get their dream 24/7 dynamic and get to live wonderful fantasy lives. A bad person like me doesn't deserve pure romance or fantasy.i don't deserve anything good :)

Back to the back burner where I belong

I'd love if I could sleep all day but I can't cause today's not about me. No days are ever about me.

Just a house pet so why do I get upset for being treated like one

My heart aches too much. Everything else hurts too. I deserve this.

They called me unattractive like it was any other sentence. So casually like it didnt yank my heart out

Beat the mutt until it's barks turn to whines so the next owner complains when that's all it can do. It'll always be dependent on you and whoever want to love it has an impossible time

Stupid and bad and fat and stupid and bad

"The healthiest relationship I've ever been in" and it's either fighting for affection or taking the entire load off BOTH of my partner's backs

Too much. Too much. Too much.

It must really be nice to have someone you can rely on who you know will take care of you no matter what. Who won't remind you of what a burden your feelings are for them all the damn time.

Yeah dont worry you can take everything out on me not like i have feelings too or anything

I'm so tired of being good and nice when bad people get the world on a fucking platter. I'm tired of having to fight so damn hard just to move an inch. Maybe I really am a bad person who deserves all this

No you're right I should've voice how taken advantage of I feel cause you're always the one who has it worse than everyone else and having negative emotions is a slight toward you. My bad.

You spend all day yelling at me and treating me like shit because of your bad mood but then you get upset when I don't want to fuck you? Oh and in 20 minutes you'll be talking about how you want someone better than me anyway.

I wish fairytale love was real. I wish I was worth that kind of love.