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"As a Buddhist, you may be able to use the Internet as an exercise. It is in fact a caricature of saášsÄra. Desire, envy, anger, illusion and emptiness are even easier to understand there. If you can learn to see the screen of your cell phone as a kind of complicated lamp where nothing is happening, perhaps you can also understand that the reality in which you live is a kind of openness where really nothing is happening. If you observe how your indignation or your desire arises because your imagination and the rays of light of this intricate lamp work together, you may also be able to observe how your body and the phenomena together bring about the restlessness of your mind."
- Erik Hoogcarspel
has anyone figured out how to turn off the thing where you love your pet so much it slides inexorably into grief-borrowing
âFor me this glass is already broken. I enjoy it; I drink out of it. It holds my water admirably, sometimes even reflecting the sun in beautiful patterns. If I should tap it, it has a lovely ring to it. But when I put this glass on the shelf and the wind knocks it over or my elbow brushes it off the table and it falls to the ground and shatters, I say, âOf course.â When I understand that the glass is already broken, every moment with it is precious.â

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As a doctor, do you have any hygiene tips you think most people could use hearing? Like things people seem to neglect or do wrong that pop up and cause problems? Thanks!
EARS. Earwax is genetically determined. Some people get dry, scant earwax and others get wet, copious earwax. The biggest mistake I see is relying on Q-tips. Every time you stimulate the inside of your ear canal it makes your ears go âoh shit, thereâs a threat! I better make more protective wax!â and next thing you know youâve managed to jam a bunch of wax you told you ears to make back up against your ear drums and you canât hear as well. Donât rely on Q-tips. When youâre in the shower, let warm water run in, mush it around by pushing on your tragus (the cartilage flap in front of the canal), and let it drain. Repeat. Blot dry your ears with the edge of a towel or a Kleenex or something afterwards. If you tend to get really stubborn wax, use Debrox drops once or twice a week.
And vaginas. Theyâre mucus membranes once you get past the labia majora! You wouldnât soap the inside of your mouth, donât soap your vagina! Itâs a self cleaning oven and if it smells weird GO SEE A MEDICAL PROVIDER because over the counter shit probably isnât the right answer.
Dandruff isnât because your scalp is dry. Itâs because of a microorganism called malassezia furfur. It eats scalp oils. Dandruff shampoos mostly work pretty well.
Those are the three I can think of off the top of my head. Never use Irish Spring soap! Itâs so heavily fragranced itâs a contact dermatitis waiting to happen! I once had a guy develop full body itching and I was JOKING when I said âwhat, did you just switch to Irish Spring?â and from then until he died he was convinced I was a witch because I was RIGHT.
Until he DIED??
Not from the soap! Unrelated medical causes.
stpd archetypes!
we're a system with stpd, and following the process for npd and bpd archetypes, we decided to do them for stpd too!
these are intentionally broad, and can fit more than these experiences. the ones described here are just some of the ones that can be included!
they're under the cut!
My tips for getting therapy for schizospectrum disorders!
Iâm somebody whoâs always been good with navigating finding therapists who specialize in my issues. When my friends need a therapist they come to me to scroll thru Psychologytoday for them and find someone for their niche. When I was diagnosed with schizotypal I expected the same thing to happen⌠but when I tried Cognitive Behavioral Therapy like most of the easily accessible sources suggested, it didnât seem to help. After not finding any easy answers I contacted specialists and read studies, as well as digging a little further online. Here is my findings!
Psychologytoday is not great for searching for schizospectrum friendly therapists
This gagged me. I have always used psytoday to search for therapists. But not only does it not have tags for most of the therapy models Iâm going to list, it doesnât even let you search for schizophrenia (you can search psychosis but if you want schizotypy specific help that can be too broad) and doesnât have a custom keyword search (afaik)
I had way better results using inclusivetherapists.com which letâs you do your own term search and has a schizophrenia spectrum tag! It also had tags for multiple of the therapy models below. I got my current therapist this way and it is going well so far! However, the site only services the US, Canada, and Hongkong
âThe Recovery of The Self In Psychosisâ was a really invaluable resource and I suggest getting your hands on it
When I was starting to feel discouraged I found this publication via the MERIT instituteâs website. Which I found when searching for schizospectrum specific therapy research. It outlines a few therapy models (including MERIT) that are tailored to help psychosis. It also outlined why CBT for psychosis can be ineffective. There is a focus on patient rights and self determination that I loved. Plus the suggested pdf reader for mobile has a robot voice that will read it like an audiobook for you!
Here are the models that were suggested to me by professionals I contacted and by this publication
Psychodynamic Therapy (has an IT tag)
Mentalization Based Treatment (MBT)
Metacognitive therapy (MCT) (has a tag)
Metacognitive reflection and insight therapy (MERIT)
Narrative Enhancement Cognitive Therapy (NECT) (the more general narrative therapy does have a tag)
Psychodynamic is the easiest to find out of these and the least specifically geared towards psychosis. It is, however, customized towards the needs of the patient. MERIT and NECT are the most geared towards psychosis.
A lot of these models focus on forming a sense of self, improving relationships, and identifying emotions. A lot of them are also still experimental and/or uncommon. On the other hand, they at least arenât all only available in America. Many professionals in the readings I saw were located in Europe or Israel, and hopefully there will be more in other countries.Â
What I personally did was look for a therapist with schizophrenia spectrum experience, and then tell them about these models as something I was interested in. The pickings were slim in my area so I set it to the entire state of residence and looked for online treatment.Â
Another method is to contact outpatient programs at hospitals or behavioral health centers which is where many of these therapy models are being employed. I am in contact with a âcommunity centerâ that gives aid to those with severe mental illness, but I havenât started treatment and I know itâs definitely something many of us will be hesitant about considering systemic abuse common in this kind of facility.Â
What I saw outlined was that forming a safe, honest relationship with your therapist can be more important than what model is used. That will help with negative symptoms as well as helping with feeling safe in reality instead of having to retreat into delusion/fantasy/emptiness.Â
 Going into my first sessions with my new therapist I made a list of things I tend to hide from therapists and sent it to her. I also got permission from her to send diary entries or emails to help me not blank out in therapy and to make sure I express myself honestly. Iâm still in the beginning phases, though, so please take this just as a starting point where YMMV greatly. Iâm also no professional!
Thank you for reading, I wish you luck in your journey!!! Reblogs and additions appreciated!

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you like psychotic people. reblog.
"I could fix him" well I could be the one person he's nice to and soft with, while he remains just as unbelievably awful as ever to everyone else <3
i feel so seen!!
(twitter thread)
I came.
I saw.
I said something weird.
But I went on about my business.
But it was bugging me, so then I made it significantly worse by apologizing and explaining and nervous laughing.
And then I over-analyzed the situation for the next 12 years.
The end.
Only it wasn't the end, because I'll think about it later tonight at 2 am.
I don't wanna be left alone with my thoughts, it is so dangerous and scary

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