Puwet

Getting my 2021 attitude ready.

You Wakey Wakey

I mean I know it pays to wait and all. For somebody destined for your soul. But are you gonna get lucky? Or just keep waiting 'til you're sixty. Then, you wake up all gray and cranky. Wrinkled by the missed opportunities. I know love is sly and pretty and sad. And hey he’s one of the few billion lads. The trial and error will cause you to ache. Will you still say it’s worth it if you break? Oh but of course what is love! Drinking your coffee while being shoved. A ballerina dancing in a mosh pit. Or something like that sort, you get it!

It just sinks into you that it’s already the year 2019. A gentle panic came rushing then you ask yourself, what should I do?! Breathe in and don’t forget to breathe out, homie.

The Sign

Did it ever occur to you? I walk through mirrors to see you I always knew it was a door Leading to a fatal rumination. Did it ever occur to you? That the clouds are pink And everywhere 'round smells of sweets And rotting corpse altogether. Did it ever occur to you? This lass in front of you Is a picture of one who enjoys ennui In a dashing look of nonchalance. But who are we kidding? I hear 'em all saying great things In a slow dance, whispering Your eyes will be prettier on a stick.

I'm identifying as a short Asian fat man and my preferred pronoun is supreme leader. That's not negotiable and misgendering me is considered a hate crime. Thus, ya better act like a good member of the society and address me correctly or else I'll fuckin' nuke yer butt!

Album: Alice In Chains

Oh I found my twin flame! I come, he runs, it’s pretty lame. He’s cold as fuck but sweet to me. Who am I kidding, it’s just rarely. He indulges and made bad choices. But quite sensible with high intelligence. He doesn’t give a shit, without a doubt. Yet feels deeply to those he cares about. How’d I know? I don’t know but I know so. He’s manipulative and a little sly. He opens up his heart to me absent of wry. And damn dude, his teeth are kinda sick! But he’s really pretty, with a nice um, dick… Shhh but please don’t tell my mom. Or else her slipper will land on my bum. Ahem, more about this twin flame. Complex yet simple, a love can’t be tamed. Is it routing from toxic to unconditional? ‘Coz shitty things could still be educational (lol). One is for certain to see. There are major lessons he’s teaching me. That beautiful art of truly letting go. That this love has to kill the ego. And no matter what will happen my dear, I know our love will always be sincere.

You are meant to understand. Understand. You are meant to see through thick walls. Understand. You are meant to feel the lowest of low. Understand. You are meant to see the tiny cracks of a whole heart. Understand. Now lemme ask, what is left of you? Where do you see yourself? When you understand it clearly in your head and heart, Where do you stand?

I found out that one of my dreams has came true. I saw some kind of flood and it caused a lot of souls to be trapped underwater. The weird part is that my dream before the flood one, which is the day before, was I went to Indonesia and was baffled by how muddy it was or that the streets were wet. I initially assumed the flood is going to happen in my own country since there were consecutive typhoons recently, plus, what I saw in my dream was kind of a tropical scenery as well. So I told my family about it just days before I heard on the news about Indonesia's earthquake and tsunami. Even though I'm glad that it didn't happen in my country, of course I am saddened by the incident, especially the loss of so many lives. May God grant them eternal rest and peace. May their souls crossover safely and not trapped to haunt earth by the tragedy over and over. Amen. Also, I'm just gonna state it for the sake of it but of course I could be wrong. I mean hopefully I am wrong. I dreamt of three other countries. China and India, where some kind of a plague is coming and it will bring upon a certain disease that will spread throughout. It will be without a cure for a while. Then Japan, I saw some kind of a cosplay convention or something like that. It could be that a terrorist bombing will happen or another earthquake that will cause the building where that convention is held to break down. IDK man. It could just be a product of my wild imagination.