Why's It Always Night?

it’s ok. i mean it’s not ok, but it’s ok

I am getting so *clenches fist* tired of waking up sad before the day even begins

I feel so out of control

the actual, physical ache you feel in your chest and in your bones when you’re so sad is fucking awful.

are you a “I’m never gonna have kids because I don’t trust myself not to fuck them up” child abuse survivor or a “I want kids so I can give them the childhood I never got to have” child abuse survivor

i wish i could actually enjoy being alive instead of being so miserable and letting time pass me by

the worst thing about being mentally ill is like.. nothing is wrong.. my life is pretty okay right now.. everything is fine. and yet.. theres this sinking feeling in my stomach and i cant stop thinking about dying

Is Russia even real

to be clear, this bear is named the russian equivalent of “steve”

Vex

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i dont want to live anymore

not to get too deep on main but did anyone else have such deeply rooted issues with their self worth for so long that they thought as a kid/teen that their only redeeming feature was being “low maintenance” and now as an adult you give yourself guilt pangs asking for any more than the barest minimum in virtually any relationship because asking for things might negate your only good quality which is just “doesn’t ask for things”

#you don’t believe you can be liked so you settle for being useful