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Approximately a month ago, I departed from the site and turned this blog into, more or less, an archive for more reasons than what I had wrote. However, someone kept poking me to come back and after a long time thinking about it, I did so in the name of giving the people who did actually liked writing Roseanna the ability to continue doing so, if they absolutely wanted to, of course.

For a clean slate, I’ve relocated Roseanna to another blog, nxcromancy. I’ve followed back those my memory recalled at the moment of my return, so if I had missed you, I’m terribly sorry and you’re more than welcomed to follow me there and join the angsty frivolity that is Roseanna Ryder.

Despite that I’m starting new threads, I won’t mind it a bit if you wanted to continue one we had here before I left. Simply let me know if you want to keep writing an old thread, and I’ll be happy to provide any replies owed.

I’ll see you on the other side~

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Approximately a month ago, I departed from the site and turned this blog into, more or less, an archive for more reasons than what I had wrote. However, someone kept poking me to come back and after a long time thinking about it, I did so in the name of giving the people who did actually liked writing Roseanna the ability to continue doing so, if they absolutely wanted to, of course.

For a clean slate, I’ve relocated Roseanna to another blog, nxcromancy. I’ve followed back those my memory recalled at the moment of my return, so if I had missed you, I’m terribly sorry and you’re more than welcomed to follow me there and join the angsty frivolity that is Roseanna Ryder.

Despite that I’m starting new threads, I won’t mind it a bit if you wanted to continue one we had here before I left. Simply let me know if you want to keep writing an old thread, and I’ll be happy to provide any replies owed.

I’ll see you on the other side~

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Approximately a month ago, I departed from the site and turned this blog into, more or less, an archive for more reasons than what I had wrote. However, someone kept poking me to come back and after a long time thinking about it, I did so in the name of giving the people who did actually liked writing Roseanna the ability to continue doing so, if they absolutely wanted to, of course.

For a clean slate, I’ve relocated Roseanna to another blog, nxcromancy. I’ve followed back those my memory recalled at the moment of my return, so if I had missed you, I’m terribly sorry and you’re more than welcomed to follow me there and join the angsty frivolity that is Roseanna Ryder.

Despite that I’m starting new threads, I won’t mind it a bit if you wanted to continue one we had here before I left. Simply let me know if you want to keep writing an old thread, and I’ll be happy to provide any replies owed.

I’ll see you on the other side~

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Approximately a month ago, I departed from the site and turned this blog into, more or less, an archive for more reasons than what I had wrote. However, someone kept poking me to come back and after a long time thinking about it, I did so in the name of giving the people who did actually liked writing Roseanna the ability to continue doing so, if they absolutely wanted to, of course.

For a clean slate, I’ve relocated Roseanna to another blog, nxcromancy. I’ve followed back those my memory recalled at the moment of my return, so if I had missed you, I’m terribly sorry and you’re more than welcomed to follow me there and join the angsty frivolity that is Roseanna Ryder.

Despite that I’m starting new threads, I won’t mind it a bit if you wanted to continue one we had here before I left. Simply let me know if you want to keep writing an old thread, and I’ll be happy to provide any replies owed.

I’ll see you on the other side~

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I’ve fought this decision like a rabid dog for a long time, but unfortunately, my days on this site are finished.

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I’ve fought this decision like a rabid dog for a long time, but unfortunately, my days on this site are finished.

After two, long years here, my cope bucket is finally full. I’ve been tossed aside and scoffed at more in this place than I have been in the entirety of my roleplaying experience. It’s turned something that I used to enjoy and have fun with into something that makes me feel like I have the exact value of dirt. To put it more simply, Tumblr’s bruised my confidence as a writer more than any other site, which continuously digs up more than trivial insecurities.

I'm at the stage where it feels pointless for me, myself, to continue my writings here or anywhere else for that matter. It feels like Roseanna and the effort I’ve put into her just isn’t good enough. I understand that Roseanna herself isn’t everyone’s cup of tea and that’s okay. Some people’s characters simply ‘click’ better with this site and the others here, but evidently she does not. And seeing how long this has been dragging out, she never will. So, I'm not going to try anymore.

I am truly grateful for those who did take the time to interact with Roseanna, and I’m sincerely sorry to leave so suddenly, especially if we were in the middle of something. You are all brilliant and talented writers, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. I’ll keep this blog up to provide availability to the askbox were someone to want to keep in contact through Skype to either talk to me or interact with Rosie. Your choice; I don’t expect you to do anything you don’t want to.

I’m really sorry for any inconvenience this may cause, but I’ve come to the conclusion that I can’t stay here. In the meantime, I’m taking Roseanna back to an old stomping ground to see if I can avoid throwing her into an early retirement.

Bye, guys. I’m sorry again.

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Send 👫 and my muse will introduce your muse to one of my other muses

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here’s to being human: all the PAIN & SUFFERING there’s beauty in the bleeding at least you feel something

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This is heavy.

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Accurate

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“You know my name, not my story. You’ve heard what I’ve done, but not what I’ve been through.”

Jonathan Anthony Burkett (via wordsnquotes)

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Depression isn’t always sadness

It’s also feeling numb at 3am but smiling and laughing with friends at 3pm

It’s also not being able to get out of bed even though you were fine the day before

It’s also not eating because you aren’t hungry or can’t be bothered, but also over eating because you’re bored and feel empty

It’s also loving too hard or not at all

Depression isn’t a constant feeling of sadness, depression can be hidden in happiness.

Your depression is valid even if people say it’s not just because you smile

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Hiatus.

I’ll keep my reasons short. I’m not okay. Haven’t been for a while, actually. So, I’m doing myself a favor stepping back to, once again, try and fix this shit on my own.

Simple as that. Goodnight.

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the wolf among us || starters

❝ Is that a threat ? ❞ ❝ These lips are sealed . ❞ ❝ It is better to be feared than loved .❞ ❝ I’ve seen the way you look at ___ , okay ? You’re not foolin’ me .❞ ❝ You’re not as bad as everyone says you are . ❞ ❝ Anyone ever tell you you got a big fuckin’ mouth ? ❞ ❝ Whatever . I’m too out of it to get into it . ❞ ❝ We all have our parts to play . ❞ ❝ You can’t change the past . ❞ ❝ ____ , I’m gonna break your fucking face . ❞ ❝ I’ve heard stories about you . ❞ ❝ In some tiny little bottled up way , deep inside … you kind of enjoy it when things go wrong . ( Because it gives you an excuse to just … stop pretending ) . ❞ ❝ Life is easier with friends . ❞ ❝ Well I’d appreciate it if you’d fuck off . ❞ ❝ But no , hate’s the wrong word . They fear you more than anything . ❞ ❝ I know you like this whole ’ lone wolf ’ thing you got going for yourself . ❞ ❝ I wish I could have seen it. ❞ ❝ I’ll see you around . ❞ ❝ You almost looked peaceful . Except you’re lying in a dirty alley . ❞ ❝ Just … try not to be like ( yourself ) … ❞ ❝ Pardon the intrusion . I wasn’t aware this was a munchkin’s house .❞ ❝ I didn’t realize you were the bitch of the bitch . ❞ ❝ Hey , what are your plans now ? ❞ ❝ I’m not yours to lose ! ❞ ❝ Blah blah … blah blah blah . ❞ ❝ Are you saying you need a friend right now ? You can trust me . ❞ ❝ People are scared of you . I mean , look at your hands . ❞ ❝ You looked like when you take an action figure and bend it’s limbs the wrong way . ❞ ❝ But at the end of the day I’m still the bad guy . ❞ ❝ Everything used to be so simple … we had a beginning , a middle , & an end . ❞ ❝ When we suffer , we do it in silence . ❞ ❝ You should worry about your own fucking situation . ❞ ❝ I’ve made mistakes . ❞ ❝ You do what you want … you always do what you want . ❞ ❝ I’m glad you’re not dead . ❞ ❝ We need to do things the right way ! ❞ ❝ You’ll pray to any god who’ll listen that your mother never shit you into this fucking world .❞ ❝ Wait a minute … someone’s watching . ❞ ❝ I know it’s dangerous , but I’m not helpless . I can take care of myself . ❞ ❝ Not now , not now , shhhh , the grown ups are talking. . ❞ ❝ Out of my way ! I’ll show you how it’s done ! ❞ ❝ Do you want the Big Bad Wolf to take you away ? ❞ ❝ That was about 8 on the asshole scale … ❞ ❝ Cut the bullshit & quit wasting my time . ❞ ❝ This was really the wrong day to try & pull this shit ! ❞ ❝ You’re a monster ! A fucking monster ! ❞ ❝ You understand wanting to protect what you care about , don’t you ? You’d do anything . ❞

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