I Only Miss You When I’m Not Breathing.

I SAID WOWWWWWWWW

My heart was made of ice and I let you melt it

Throwing it in the fire of your love

I knew it was dangerous and still...

Still leaves me baffled when people say he’s cold/mean. The sweetest fucking baby ever. Please do homework before saying such false things.

Meow Meow is baby🥺 baby is Meow Meow

My baby

Scenario:

You’re a famous singer who’s married to park jimin. You’ve been put on bed rest after giving birth to you and jimin’s beautiful baby girl. You’ve been trying to adjust to being a new mommy so you have no time to get in the studio recently. Jimin on the other hand has already learned to juggle parenthood along with his career. What things will be said when he’s sent on an Live talk show to promote his new album“Bliss” ?

JIMIN ❌ READER

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Warning: Heart melting FLUFF!

Author P.O.V

“You’re on in five” the staff whispered to Jimin, who was sitting; looking rather relaxed then nervous. It has always been a goal to make it on the famous “Morning after with Cam” live talk show. Jimin had thought of what this day would look like since his debut days. Most would probably be shitting their pants knowing they’ll be on live tv with an audience of thousands viewing, but he was still in denial about the situation to even be a tad bit nervous. He stood up to exit the room, walking down the hall towards the stage. He couldn’t help but think ‘Wow... this is the same hall legends before me has walked down...’

It had then hit that he’d be talking in front of 300+ seated people and thousands, if not millions of people watching from home; but there was no time to freeze up now.

Jimin P.O.V

“And now, the moment we’ve been waiting for ladies and gentlemen! Here to welcome *drumroll* Park Jimin!”

I walked on the stage when the theme music began to play. Overwhelmingly hearing the cheers of what sounded like thousands of people, as Cam welcomed me to the stage. I couldn’t help but smile and wave to the beautiful people in the crowd. “Cam! always good to see you” I said as I shook his hand, before getting pulled in for a hug.

“Jimin, so good to finally have you here” cam said will patting my back, breaking the hug. “Please sit, make yourself at home!” He let out before smiling. “It is such an honor to have you hear Jimin”

“Thank you Cam, it’s an honor to be here really, I still can’t believe it”

“Well believe it, you’re here!” he stated as the crowd cheered. “First off, I’d like to congratulate you and your group for landing not only 1 but 3 Grammy awards on your recent album *crowd claps/cheers*... that is an huge accomplishment considering you guys dropped the album just 3 months ago, tell me how’d you guys react to the news.”

“Thank you, uh Yeah it’s pretty mind blowing, we couldn’t believe it ourselves. We were just getting off tour when we got the news so it was so unexpected for us, but of course we’re thankful and love Army so much for voting for us.”

“Ah yes, Army is considered the #1 crazy fandom in the world *laughs*. They play no games when it comes to you guys-“

“Indeed *laugh* they’re the best.”

“And I must say Jimin...” he paused while glaring at me. I would be lying if I said Cam wasn’t firing up my nerves right now with his unreadable stare. “You have this magnificent glow since the last time I saw you” *loud cheers* I laughed knowing exactly what he was hinting at. “Tell me, how does it feel?” All I could do was smile at his question. I paused for a moment, looking at the ring on my finger; slowly shaking my head in disbelief.

“Like a dream...” I almost whispered. I looked back up to see everyone staring silently in awe. “I can’t explain the Joy my wife brings me, she’s something I’ve been looking for my whole life”

“It melts my heart hearing you say that chim, I mean it has got to be amazing waking up to the woman every man dreams of *laughs*, I mean you’re a huge deal married to another huge deal! The one and only Y/n! *crowd cheers* You’re living the life man, congratulations on the marriage and a healthy baby girl! *crowd cheers* How is it being a dad?”

“Aw man it’s the greatest gift life has to offer beside my duty as a husband and my career. She makes two months today and I gotta say.... it’s been the best month of my life. I went from watching her mom carry her, to being able to finally hold and kiss on her. Most times I look at her and it just doesn’t click that’s she’s a mix of me and y/n; here, real, actually breathing you know. Its magical... almost unreal.”

“I use to feel the same way about my boys.. now all they do is tear the house up *laughs*, but women are a blessing. Men would never be able to handle childbirth *laughs*”

“I agree *laughs*. Women are incredible. Watching my wife give birth was the most beautiful thing I’ve witnessed my whole life. It made me appreciate her & women in general even more. Her and my daughter have really changed me. There’s days where I look at my daughter and think I’ve should’ve got her mom pregnant sooner *laughs*”

“You’ll start to regret it when she’s tearing the house apart and snitching on you to your wife *giggle* but how’s y/n doing? Any music coming? Any spoilers? *laughs*”

“Haha not yet, but umm she’s doing well... she has her days where she’s down due to her hormones but other than that she’s obsessed with our child *laughs*”

“Yeah postpartum pregnancy can be pretty scary. Here’s a few tips, whatever food she wants give it to her, if she ask if she looks fat say ‘No’ as fast as you can, and tell her the kid is her twin even if it’s 100% your face on the child”

*laughs* “Y/n snapped back just three weeks after birth which is good for her, but not good for daddy if you know what I mean *laughs*.. let’s just say baby #2 might be here sooner than everyone thinks *crowd laughs/cheers*. But um it’s funny you say that because y/n is often upset baby Jimin is literally me all over again. She goes on & on with the ‘I carried 9 months for the baby to look nothing like me’ speech-“

“OH MY GOD I CANT BELIEVE IT.” I looked at him shocked “Jimin did you just reveal the baby’s name on our show??!” I laughed not thinking of it as a big deal.

“Yes I did *laughs*, our baby girl is named after me. *crowd cheers* we felt it was a perfect fit for her. Army actually gave us the idea when they’d comment things hashtaging ‘baby jimin’ ”.

“Will you guys ever show baby jimin?”

“For safety reasons no, me and y/n talked a lot about her exposure and we think it’s best she’s hidden, plus she’s only one month old so it’s better this way, we know the fans would love to see her but for now it’s on hold. If anything you guys will see the back of her head or body, but not her face.

“You guys are doing the right thing. Being in the eye of the public could expose the evil in people so I think the fans should be understanding of the choices you two make as parents.”

“I mean since day one army has always been true to us and accepting. They’ve shown our wives so much respect and we couldn’t be more thankful. They’re very understanding.”

“I love the way you talk about them! *crowd cheers* It’s incredible how strong your bond with fans are.”

“Yes of course, I wouldn’t be here without them. We cant live without army” *crowd cheers*

“Speaking of living without army, they went pretty crazy online when you guys took a break for months before your comeback tour”

*laughs* “Right. As team we felt it’d be an appropriate time to take a break. My wife was pregnant so all I wanted to do was be up under her. Jimin is obviously our first child so it was important for me to be there every step of the way, and with some of the members already being dads they’ve showed me the ropes. I’ve got some practice time in with my nieces and nephews. Being with them is always enjoyable, so Despite being away from army the break was fun and well needed.”

“It must be so cool having brothers that can help you with somethings as a new dad. You guys seem even happier these days and it’s so fulfilling to witness. It’s phenomenal the change children can bring”

“It definitely is”

“Alright enough of me getting in your business *laughs* time to get down to what everyone has been waiting for.... so this new album “Bliss”.. please share how the start of this album happened?”

“Well... It’s simply the explanation behind my glow and what life feels like. You know as an idol.. life can always seem appealing or as if everything is peaches & cream because of the money that comes with this kind of career.. but that’s not the case. For a long time I’ve been Handling personal problems. My wife helped me get over things, that money cant solve you know? And so now that I am over that hard time in my life I can honestly say it’s pure bliss. I look at my 6 brothers and their families and I look at my wife and our beautiful daughter and I think “This is what happiness is” I look at our fans and think of nothing but love..... and the only word I can think of to describe the feeling is “Bliss”... in the album you’ll hear me talk about my love for being a father, a uncle , a husband, a brother, a son and a hero to army; and those are the things that give me such a blissful life. It’s my first solo album so I wanted to make sure it was something that would help others. You know I think it’s very important for people to delete all the negativity in their life. To Face all their problems, not run from them. Only then you’ll live in bliss, and I promise everything else will flow accordingly.

“Wow everyone give it up for park Jimin, this guy is incredible *crowd claps/cheers* I mean seriously ! This guy is dropping jewels on this show today! *crowd claps* I think the message behind the album is beautiful and will help a lot of people get through hard times in their lives. From hearing you speak I can tell your wife was the missing ingredient to getting this album from you.”

“You’re not wrong about that, I think that’s the reason I took so long to produce this album. I didn’t know what to write about but Y/n definitely came along and put the pieces together for me. Bliss is for sure something I think people will enjoy listening to, so be sure to stream people.”

“ Alright kids! You’ve heard it from the man himself. Be on the look out for Jimin’s new album dropping midnight! And stay tune for a sneak peak of his music video “Magical moment” there is a rumor going around that baby Jimin appears in it. *Crowd goes wild*

Everyone trust in Jimin and his formula! You’ll be sure to live a life in bliss. Thank you so much for visiting Jimin-“

“Anytime Cam, anytime” I responded getting up to shake his hand.

“You tell y/n she’s due next to pay a visit with that beautiful little girl” *laughs*

“Haha sure thing, I let her know”

A few moments later...

I finally entered the car with my driver to go home. I’ve only been gone for a few hours but it feels like I’ve spent days away from my girls. I quickly pulled out my phone to text y/n, but coincidentally I got one from her.

My Love

I don’t know if it’s how cute you looked up there or the heart melting things you were saying, but it almost made me consider baby number 2 . Hurry home baby you’ve got plenty of kisses with your name on it.

I didn’t even bother to respond, the only thing I could focus on was getting home as fast as possible. “John step on it, y/n needs me home now. It’s an emergency.”

“No problem.... is everything okay with her?” My driver questioned.

“Ohh... everything’s justttt fine..” 😏

My heart was made of ice and I let you melt it

Throwing it in the fire of your love

I knew it was dangerous and still...