♥~little Julies Blog~♥

My dear beloved Princess... You left our Life the day before yesterday. I knewd this will be our last walk together... I saw in your eyes that you are at least thankfully, thankfully that we release your soul from a body that doesn’t fit your greatness anymore..

You just don’t was a Friend, you was a Child for us. You made us a true couple and so we were parenting you. We don’t lost a friend, we lost our kid.. Sadly we don’t have had the power to keep you away from aging and sickness. But I know, and I have the feeling like we gave you everything, we could.

Also you was a Heart sneaking cutie. You always knewd how you get the hearts beating for you. Right from the moment you came into our lives.

You helped me and cheered me up when I was feeling like losing everything. You always knewd when someone needs a kiss or a hug or a cuddle.

You was a protector, you protected us when you was a little 4 Month old girl. And you keeping on protecting, until you don’t had the power, to protect us. So it was on us to protect you, guess we did till the end. You’ve now no pain anymore.

Also you gave our family and every one that started to be connected with us so much love.

You’re relationship with Demyx was beautiful and not from this world. I’ve loved to see you 2 girls cuddle, sleep together and love each other. I will take good care of your love, for you my sweetheart.

I had so so so so much to laugh with you. There was so much adventures when we walked a new area. We spend so much time just cuddling. If you wanted something you knewd how to get it. You throw your toy at us. To animate us playing with you. You brought your bowl, when you just wanted fresh water or food.

I’ve a lot of pictures from you, they will always remember me on our great time. All this memories we made will always be.

You was such a smart and clever girl.

You learned fast and you was watching to learn more. Even after the time passed by you could learn faster, you still learned more.

You gave me a comforting warmth, when I was cold. You sleeped a lot between my legs or in my arms on my pillow. I miss to feel that or to touch you.

That was something special I’ll never forget...

You saved lives, not just literally no you saved our lives at a point we were about to break, you was there to lean on.

We never left your side and you either don’t left ours.

You was my soul protector. My guard and lead until you had to left our side.

But it’s not your fault..

I am very sad now, and I feel like you took something from me when you left.

And yeah maybe you did, I guess maybe you needed something from us, that will lead you from now on, until we meet again.

Like you walked 14 Year’s by my side, I also walked. I never left your side, it were hard 6 month in the end of our time together, but you gave me so much until that moment! So this stupid time where we all was suffering from your sickness, we lost sleep and had to care and clean you more then ever in this 14 Years, will disappear soon.

And there will only remain the time when you lighten up our lives.

The hardest moment was when you had to left our path, you had to go somewhere we can’t walk with you, now.

But someday we will meet again, and repeat all great times.

So for now...

It’s our good bye.

Thank you so much for spending all your live to make us all... our whole family the way we were around you.

I’ll try to hold onto that.

Ah that happens when I can't sleep... I take random screenshots ya~i ^^°

So since i know now how tumblr works.

I update my blog now.

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