Eating fistfuls of granola standing in the kitchen. Fucking chipmunk nut hoarder that I am. Used to be loaves of bread and cheese.

Love my fat old guy regulars at hot yoga.

everyones feed back on that ana life?

feeling very insecure today, in pain

Finally going ginger

Still bad with partners friends. Round 4.

I have to rotate 45 degrees every 15 mins like a spit lamb to fall asleep

Flashback of letting this disgusting guy have sex with me when I was wasted and clocking the detached and flapping sole of his dress shoe.

Now I’m alone in the small illuminated box atop the headland and everyone can see in from miles away and all I see is endless inky black

In my desperation to be low maintenance I’ve become needy and alone. So I quickly switch tact and start saying yes to everything again.