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[7.3.18] To my main man who is always by my side, Thank you for being my rock. Thank you for being by my side in dark times and day times. Thank you for enjoying all forms of art with me. I love you more than the giant bag of red vines I’m eating right now. Love, Your woman who sticks her tongue out way too much.

[5.7.18] You effortlessly look beautiful and it just glows from the inside out. How can I not be in love with you 😍 Next week I see my baby. Next week I get to hold my baby. Next week will soon turn into this week. This week will then be tomorrow. Tomorrow then turns to today. Today. Soon. Lift off. Home. You are my home. My comfort from the chaos. The protector of my sanity. The LOVE of my life. My heart gives me these signs that I just can't ignore. It's a deep feeling of exhaustion as my heart pushes thru this week. I'd be lying if I said money was the reason why I was coming home. It's you baby. Fr. It's you. It's you that I need. You are far more valuable. You make me happy. You give me life. You make me better. You see past the charm and tell me how it is when I need to. You baby, YOU are what I need right now. I would not hesitate to swim across this ocean just to be some what closer to you. I want you that bad. I want my dream to exist before me. Simple as that.. and it will.. Next week! 😍 I'll see you soon baby 💞 👸🏽

I love you baby. Thank you for showing me the island, introducing me to your friends and doing everything in your power to show me a good time. I am forever grateful for everything you do and show me. I love you with every atom and skin cell in me baby and I can’t wait to be with you forever. I hope this video shows you how much I love and cherish all of you. I can’t wait to see yours today!

Too tired. Will edit later.

[3.12.18] Art Challenge: Draw your favorite disney character. So I loovvee this movie! The animation is simple and the story is so good! Stitch is a dope character. I remember growing up everyone used to imitate his voice and it was a popular movie choice for rainy day recess. He's one of my favorites cause he really tries for Lilo and shows he can be a good friend. And in the end he becomes more than just a friend. He becomes a part of their family. Stitch isn't perfect. He recognizes he can be a monster sometimes, but gains qualities of aloha and ohana which is taught thru the patience and love of Lilo! I could watch this movie over and over and over again. Everyone's favorite alien: "Experiment 626" 🌊🏰🏝🤙🏽

[3.11.18] From unemployed to employed. Feeling good to be working again and making steady money for school and other goals. Finally making this place feel complete with days full of work and school. The grind is real. This place is super chill and the job is low key. My coworkers range in age from 17-40+. I like the flow and pace. The tasks at hand are not difficult, language barriers are tough here with the tourists, but the restaurant has solutions like a Japanese menu's. My managers are approachable. I really see this job making me better and the food is really good, why not have a 5 dollar burger?!👌🏽 I talk to a bunch of strangers as if we're friends, which is funny at times. My butt is cleaning tables, seating customers, talking to strangers from Austrailia. Interesting place to work! I thank God and my baby for this opportunity. God is good.

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[3.10.18] Today I woke up at 3am to travel to Houston, Texas just to go shopping! LOL! But it was a complete blast! I’d do it all over again. We were so lucky to get back in a day. The best thing of the day I got to watch a chick hatch from it’s egg. Also the Texas Taters were pretty freaking good. But of course I am completely exhausted from the days adventure. We did so much shopping that we walked 6 miles! Wow.

Today was a good day. I got to go to art class. I’m leaving for Houston tomorrow. I got In N Out! My cousins musical was AMAZING. But it ended kinda sour. I fought with mom but we hugged it out. I’m also super stressed over homework that’s due tomorrow night that I just am not prepared for at all!!!! I wish I had more timeeee! And more time to sleep! I’m about to only get 4 hours which will be baaaaddd for the weekend. But I’m trying to Keep my cool cuz I’ve had a lot of stress and anxiety and just negative feelings lately that I just don’t know how to turn around.

I love you, goodnight.

[3.7.18] Art Challenge: Draw your favorite Disney character I already know yours is going to have way more detail than mine will. I feel like you won’t just draw the character but you will draw the character in a scene. I kinda don’t like this art piece, it’s not my best. I like to draw from tutorials so I just free handed this one off an online image. Oh well. Tinker bell is my favorite character since I was little. I don’t know what it is about her I just loved her since I was little. I guess she is quiet and sassy like me and she likes a lot of attention. I also was always fascinated with pixie dust, I guess that must be it. Peter Pan was my favorite movie, never grow up, never say goodbye. All that good stuff. Anyways! The real point is HAPPY 4 MONTHS BABY! I love you so much! This life we are living together is going to be the greatest ever. I LOVEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUU!!! *may write more later*

[3.6.18] Wow is it really the 6th already? You’ve been gone two months and 1 day! And I get to see you in 11 days! Words cannot describe how happy I am going to be once I see the shoreline of Oahu baby. And as soon as we touch down I am SPRINTING to baggage claim (I mean not really because you know I won’t draw attention to myself like that, lol). But I am going to have the biggest cheesiest smile on my face that entire 9 days, not like this fake ass smile I did when taking this selfie. I wasn’t even happy when I took this pic. I don’t know what I was sad about but I needed a selfie photo shoot cuz I thought my skin looked good. All the photos looked wack except for this one with the fake smile. Oh well. There are better days to come.

[3.1.18] I wrote something last night and it never posted... Ill edit this when I have time again lol grrrrr...

[3.1.18] 1:18AM Songs that make Ariana cry. This one. She’s so powerful. The way she changes ranges line to line. I fucking love her so much. Can you be my nightingale? Sing to me, I know you’re there. You could be my sanity, Bring me peace, Sing me to sleep. Ugh.

[2.28.18] In honor of seeing my idol tonight. Here is a classic banger. I love this song a lot.

[2.27.18] I am excited that you are going to see Demi tomorrow, so in the spirit of being in the same room as your idol, why not throw it back to a moment when we both wanted Demi to release a song so badly. Snippets are never enough! I know your day is gonna be filled with Demi songs so I choose this to be played anytime during the day, if not take a listen while you get ready. That leather jacket and red lips. unf* Have my babies baby 💞💕💞

[2.26.18] So I meant to show you this picture a while back. This was in front of my apartment when it was big trash day. They totally were inconsiderate and threw everything everywhere. It kinda ties into today's post. I feel like a mess right now. Just tryna do things the right way. Gathering my disorganized thoughts and constantly praying thru these tough times. Things were just a little out of sync and this visual is almost the same as what you may see in my head. I am usually optimistic and have a good attitude, but today, I took an L. BUT I know it'll be the last of them. Nothing more natural than an obstacle along my journey waiting for me to react. Let me tell you. As soon as I wake up tomorrow, blessed with another opportunity, I am making this rough patch my bitch, owning up to my actions and walking tall! I am confident that the lord has a plan and I will continue to confide in him for the happiness that I seek! I am here with purpose, I am here to make a difference. My mind may be a little messy and my vision may be blurry, but the show most go on! So keep your head up 40, trash day is tomorrow. Let's get back to work 🍴🙏🙌💪