cw: rogue!price, dub-con probably, fear, tears, dacryphilia, light choking, rough fingering, degradation, name calling (whore, slut), spanking, pussy rubbing, brat-taming go wrong!, crying, soft sex, praise, wife kink, breeding kink, possessiveness
a/n: this gif did something to me 🫦
john loves you with his whole heart. you're the only one capable to calm the storm in his wandering mind and tame his wild heart. you're the only one who can distract him with your cute laugh and non-stop yapping. sure, you constantly drag him into your stupid shenanigans but what's life without all that? you're his one and only. his girl.
but since this morning, you've been a real pain in the ass.
john admits that he has a short fuse. even more so since he's been a wanted man. and today, you've done nothing but add fuel to the already seething fire. constantly complaining about him not giving you enough attention, bringing up his drinking and smoking habits, but this was the last straw.
"what the fuck was that all about?!" john snarls in your face, jaw clenched and eyes fuming with rage.
your eyes widen. you know he'd never hurt you, but still move instinctively and take a step back.
you've seen him angry. but never like this. never directed at you.
"sorry?" he cuts you off, stepping closer, "i know you're not fuckin' sorry one bit."
earlier today while walking in the park hand in hand after john begrudgingly accepted to accompany you, you came across your friendly neighbor. too friendly for john's liking. so you decided to play a game. to spice things up a bit. by going along with the conversation with playful giggles, a touch on the arm and twirling your hair. and the neighbor didn't seem to mind. actually, he liked it very much. you saw the look on john's face. disgusted. furious. like a guard hound baring its teeth. threatening. ready to attack. and you still kept going. fatal mistake.
"john, i'm really sorry." your voice wavers, tears threatening to spill.
john looks at your glossy eyes and quivering lips, your shaking hands that turn into fists and open again.
and something snaps within him.
suddenly, his hand is around your throat and his lips crash into yours. the kiss is hungry. ravenous. his fingers digging into your skin and marking you.
john backs you up against the wall, hands grabbing the hem of your short skirt and bunching it up around your waist before yanking away your panties, his lips never leaving yours as he devours you.
he pulls away panting from the messy kiss, your lips wet and swollen, cheeks stained with tears, wide glossy eyes looking back into his lust-filled ones.
you're surprised at his behavior, but you can't deny that it's absolutely welcomed by you.
his thumb brushes along your jaw as he takes in the scene before him. his cock twitching in his pants.
"keep crying, baby." john's voice is deep and dark. commanding.
one hand going back around your throat, suddenly he inserts two fingers inside you.
you gasp loudly. out of surprise, arousal and pain. it echoes through the room as you grab his shoulders tightly.
your eyes roll back in your skull as his thick digits push past your wet folds and stretch your tight hole, reaching far inside, knuckles deep.
the feeling of your soft walls wrapping tightly around his fingers send a wave of shivers down his spine, his jeans becoming too tight by the second.
new tears leave your eyes, cascading down your cheeks as they follow the trails of the past ones.
"look at me, sweetheart." john demands.
his eyes are already fixated on yours as you open them slowly, wet lashes tangling together.
his fingers remain inside you. unmoving. your juices dripping down his hand.
"this what you wanted?" he hisses, "hm?"
your mind swirls around. you want him to move. you need that sweet drag of his thick calloused fingers inside your walls. you crave it.
"when you were flirting with that sick nasty fuckin' twat," john growls, furious as he remembers the man's attempts towards you. he grabs your jaw to make you focus on him, "you wanted to rile me up, didn't you?"
you bite your lip, your hips starting to move involuntarily, absent-mindedly following that desired sensation.
that certainly answers his question.
john lets out an amused chuckle.
"look at you," he smirks, "you like this, you filthy whore."
he pulls out his fingers. not completely. before pushing back in with one swift motion.
you gasp and bite your lip. whimpering.
"you should see yourself right now. beggin' to be fucked like a good little slut. soaking my hand like this," he murmurs into your ear, kissing your tears away, "my dirty little slut."
his throbbing cock starts to ache in the confines of his pants, leaking through the fabric.
moaning as his thumb rubs your clit, you beg, "please, john."
"please what, darlin'?" he asks, caressing your damp cheeks and wiping your tears before his hand lands loosely on your throat again.
"p-please make me cum," you choke out, "on your fingers."
tsk, tsk. john shakes his head, "you've been a fuckin' brat all day."
in an instant, he removes his fingers from inside you, leaving you empty and hollow. you whine loudly at the sudden feeling of emptiness as your walls clamp back together.
john lifts you and carries you over his shoulder to the bedroom. you let out a surprised yelp. he pats your ass, "brats don't get to cum."
he sits on the edge of the bed and bends you over his lap, cool air hitting your most sensitive parts.
his pants feel too tight and painful for his hard cock as it throbs and leaks beneath you.
you bite your lip and grab his leg with both hands. "john..." you breathe, suddenly feeling exposed and vulnerable.
his eyes darken, pupils dilated as his gaze lands on your perky ass and wet pussy, soft folds glistening in the dim light of the room.
"look at this fuckin' mess."
one calloused finger rubs your wet folds, slowly teasing your leaking slit, going back and forth.
you gasp softly at the sudden contact.
john's big rough hand kneads the plush of your ass, before landing a harsh slap on the supple flesh.
you moan out his name and squeeze his thigh.
"gonna behave now, girl?" he rasps, big calloused hand rubbing the delicate skin soothingly as it starts to sting.
you can only hum in response.
"use your words." he demands, landing another rough spank on the already sore spot.
"yes!" you yelp, tears stinging your eyes, "please."
john hums, not entirely convinced yet.
another slap on your aching ass.
"i know you're gonna pull this shit again when you're bored."
"ahh! john, please. promise i won't." you cry out, ass sore and raw.
you're becoming overwhelmed by all the emotions coursing through you.
john's middle finger starts sliding lower to your soaked slit, rubbing slowly.
"when he was lookin' at you like that,"
he rubs your wet folds with two fingers, never entering where you desperately want him.
"i was really, really close to just... going for it."
he goes on touching you as he speaks, rubbing your soaked pussy. teasing. you whimper softly.
"you know? just... punching his fuckin' filthy mouth over and over... leave him to bleed out."
his words, the dark tone in his low voice, the way he's touching you. it's all too much. intoxicating. mouth-watering. terrifying. your nerves start to flare up. it's too much. anxiety creeping in...
and suddenly, you break into uncontrollable broken sobs.
his mood shifts immediately. his tone is different, softer as he calls your name.
hurt and confused, john gently moves your shaking form, sitting you on his lap.
"what happened?" he asks, searching your body for any sign of damage, "did i hurt you? i'm so-"
"are you really mad at me?"
your voice breaks as you ask him, rubbing your eyes profusely to stop the tears but to no avail.
the question hits him like a ton of bricks, a frown forming on his forehead. his mouth opens, but closes again without saying anything. his heart shatters in his chest.
john grabs your hands to stop your futile attempts at wiping the never-ending tears, knowing it would only worsen it and hurt you more.
he holds your hands tenderly like they're made of glass, kissing them softly.
"don't lie to me. i know you were. i saw it in your eyes."
your glossy eyes find his dark ones, the pained look on your face throwing him into a pit of guilt.
the frown on his forehead disappears and he sighs, looking down.
"well... i was. at first." john answers. earnestly this time. "but not anymore."
he looks up, reaching to tuck a few strands of hair behind your ear.
"really?" you pout, lips wobbling as you take his face in your hands, looking for any sign of dishonesty. but you find none.
"really." he replies, caressing your wet cheeks and kissing all over your face, "i'm not mad at you, baby."
a moment passes as john holds you to his chest.
"just promise me something, yeah?"
"don't ever do anything like that again."
a soft smile forms on your teary face, "promise you're not really mad at me?"
john leans in slowly. hesitating at first. breathing you in. finally, he closes the distance. kissing your lips so, so softly. warm. reverent.
"i didn't hurt you, did i?" he asks, pulling away but staying close, lips still touching.
"no, john." you gulp, throat still hoarse from all the crying, "i liked it. really. but then i got nervous. just thought you're really mad-"
"it's okay, baby. i'm sorry. i shouldn't have treated you like that."
"clearly, i went too far."
you smile, knowing you can't argue with him anymore. he wipes your tears, his touch soft as a feather.
"just know that i would never hurt you. ever." john admits, voice low and deep. honest to the bone.
"i know, john." you respond, taking his bearded face in your hands, fingers tracing his jawline.
and you kiss him. softly at first. but gradually turning into something deep and passionate. seething. fervent.
he pulls away. and stares. shocked at your boldness. and frankly, he didn't think you'd be in the mood anymore.
he chuckles. "eager, are we?"
you giggle against his lips.
john lays you down gently on the bed, lips still attached to yours, only pulling away a moment to take off his shirt and kick off his pants.
you gulp, drinking in the sight. his toned muscles, hairy chest, slight pudge on his belly after being away from the field for a while, and finally, his thick cock that has sprung free, throbbing and leaking.
he removes your clothes as well, treating you with the most gentle touch, revealing your delicate body inch by inch, leaving soft kisses on each part of the exposed skin, caressing your soft breasts and taking each nipple in his mouth to make you moan for him.
"i won't break, you know."
"i can't be rough with you right now, honey. can't forgive myself if i hurt you again."
"you didn't hurt me, john."
you can see the guilt seeping through the look he gives you.
"i'm sorry too. i shouldn't have done that in the first place. it was stupid."
john slides his fingers up and down your legs, feeling the soft skin as he admires your beautiful body, his touch soothing you.
he parts your legs slowly, kissing both of your knees before pushing them up to your chest, exposing your wet pretty pussy.
he gets in between them and lines himself up, fat tip teasing your folds, your legs placed on his broad shoulders as he holds you in his strong arms, taking your hands and intertwining your fingers.
john pushes inside. slowly. carefully. only the tip at first.
you gasp at the sudden wide stretch.
"too much?" he asks, too scared to hurt you now.
"no, no." you shake your head, encouraging him to go on, "it's ok. more, please."
his thick length slides deeper inside you, opening you up wider as his hips thrust further painfully slowly, inch by inch.
you squeeze your eyes shut and grab his biceps, nail digging into the skin as you whimper and gasp.
"shh, just breathe, baby." john murmurs, "tell me if it's too much."
he slides in deeper, "ahh, fuck! squeezin me so tight, baby." he grunts, finally bottoming out, nestled deep inside you.
you take deep breaths, spread out wide on his cock, his bulky weight pressing down on you.
"you okay?" john asks, concerned frown etched on his forehead.
"yeah. just give me a sec." you nod, grabbing his shoulders to ground yourself.
john captures your lips with his, slowly starting to grind into you, too lost in the feeling of you wrapped tightly around him.
you moan into the kiss, nails digging into his back as he reaches deep within you, his tip brushing against the sweet spot that has your eyes roll back into your skull.
breathless, you pull away, caressing his nape as he places his forehead on yours.
"can we stay like this forever?" you breathe, feeling him pulsating inside you. he chuckles, "i wish."
a moment passes as you relish the feeling of connection and tender love between you.
"sweetheart?" he calls out. giving a deep, slow thrust.
"ahh... yes, john?" you moan.
"sorry for," thrust "takin' it out on you."
"no, i mean," he pauses, "not just today. i know that... i have been... mistreating you lately."
"shut up and fuck me, john." you whine, trying to buck your hips further up.
"shh!" he slaps your cheek lightly and grabs your hips, keeping you in place, "let me finish, girl."
john grabs your face and kisses your pouty lips. hard and fast. leaving them swollen and craving more.
"i'll stop. the drinking. the smoking. i know how much you hate it. and i'll spend more time with you. promise, baby. what kind of a husband would i be if i don't?"
your heart drops into your stomach at the mention of the word. not that you don't want it. you do. you really do. but you never thought that's what he wants too. not so soon anyway.
"what?" he's confused by your silence, looking into your widened eyes as they search his face for any sign of teasing or mockery.
"husband?" you finally ask.
"of course!" john replies firmly, "what? you thought i'm not gonna marry you?"
he's utterly dumbfounded by your question.
"n-no, it's just that..." you trail off, "well, yeah kind of... at least not now."
"of course, baby." he rasps, "gonna make you my wife. you'd like that, wouldn't you?"
you gasp softly as john delivers a firm thrust, leaky tip hitting your cervix.
"yes, john." you breathe out, his hips grinding into yours, "yes, yes, please."
"good girl." he praises, pulling out and thrusting back inside in one swift motion.
"gonna have my kids too, huh?" he grunts, grabbing your jaw to make your hazy eyes look at him, "want me to fill you up, pretty girl?"
"ahh... yes... p-please." you nod repeatedly, drooling and biting your lip as his hips slam into yours vigorously, angling them just right to hit your sweet spot.
"good" thrust "fuckin" thrust "girl."
his large hands grip your legs, pushing them further up and holding them tightly as his powerful hips plow into you, his cock marking your insides, claiming you.
the familiar pressure builds up in your lower belly, your back arches and your toes curl as you cum around him, hard. a broken moan leaves your mouth, and john follows right after, growling deeply as he fills you up with his hot seed.
"mine." john groans, giving shallow thrusts to push his cum deeper inside you, "my wife."