Hii

Everything in the world feels so wrong, when I’m waking up in the morning and baking myself some bread for breakfast - meanwhile halfway across the world someone’s entire family was murdered by Israel and the US.

I saw a child having to carry water to his family by walking through the ruins of his neighborhood, and today I saw a video of a Lebanese student having a digital lecture, when a strike hit their building and killed their mother. You could hear the person calling out “mama” in screams. The first day of the US and Israel attacking Iran, killed hundreds of CHILDREN. THE FIRST DAY!! It was a fucking triple tap strike…

I feel so powerless in watching this just happen. I can’t believe there are people in this world who think this is good and agree with what’s happening. It makes me sick… and TODAY, Israel carried out 100 airstrikes in 10 MINUTES in Lebanon. Their hospitals don’t have enough blood for all the injured.

A few moths ago, I remember seeing a video of a little girl in Gaza laying on a metal table. Her whole family had died in a strike, so no one knew her name, or her age, but she looked to be about 5-6 years old. Her chest and stomach cavity was open, while a doctor was powerless to do anything to save her because of lack of equipment or blood. I heard her last rattling breath. She died, with no one knowing her name.

Civilians. Civilians always die in wars, it’s murder. Why is this allowed to continue? Is it “legal” just because they call it a war? This isn’t a war, it’s a genocide. Who is going to be held responsible for all the dead innocents? No one? In my mind, even one civilian death should be unacceptable.

I don’t know what to do. I feel so fucking awful just living my life like there’s nothing going on, like somebody’s whole world wasn’t just ripped away from them and no one doing anything about it just because they say it’s a “war”.

I remember when I was little, I thought war was armies of soldiers fighting to the death for their countries on a battlefield, away from civilization as to not hurt any non-combatants. But as I grew up, I soon realized war was just a word used to justify an invading force killing the innocent of another country for land, power or oil, and when those people fight back it’s called a “war”. War is a word used to describe someone far from danger operating a drone and treating killing people like a video game. War is a word used to cover up for soldiers that enlisted in the army just to snipe children in the head for fun.

The innocent are the ones who suffer the most in war, and it makes me furious. I cannot feel happy that my disability of 23 years is essentially cured now after my surgeries, because how can I feel joy when the mass slaughter of human beings just like me is allowed?

Sorry for the long rant, just seen so much horrible stuff lately. Sorry for bad grammar also, wrote this fast. Will probably delete soon.

ICE will lie about having a warrant! Do not open the door for them AT ALL!