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I'm Shizu, Writer & Goth Lolita Magical Girl Vtuber! My Community is called the Pantry because everyone in it is a Snack! I stream narrative-focused games on Twitch and Youtube! I'm also a pre-debut queer romance author and aspiring video essayist! You can find me in the following places!

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We're continuing the adventures of the Spoony Bard of Legend with more of Edward's Tale in FFIV: The After Years!

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yannow not to be a gridania defender or anything but it rubs me the wrong way when people are like "gridania is the only one of the arr city-states which never solved its very obvious social and organizational problems and thus it's the Evil Racist One that it's fine to hate" because like. you understand that that is fully a result of the plot giving literally nothing to gridania ever, right? you understand that gridania's internal politics are never ever given the attention that ul'dah and limsa get? you understand that huge portions of post-arr and post-heavensward and post-stormblood and post-shadowbringers are dedicated to limsa and ul'dah's social issues and npcs and their relationships to each other? you understand how kan-e-senna's second-in-command, who is literally gridania's equivalent of raubahn, does not have a fucking name?

you understand how the two scions you're introduced to in the gridania start are important for at most two expansions, one of which they barely appear in, before disappearing from the story forever aside from cameos? as opposed to the scions you meet in limsa and ul'dah, who remain important for the rest of the game up til today???

yeah, i would fucking love for the main story to start questioning gridania about its institutional racism and trying to fix it, because that would mean that the main story gave a single fuck about gridania. give us some duskwight and seeker main characters please. give us duskwight and seeker lore please. give us SOMETHING. you can't even learn how gridania's government works without reading side stories, which has led to this weird misconception that kan-e-senna is like, a fascist despot who used the calamity to consolidate power!!! Give Gridania ANYTHING!!!!!

shizucheese

The most infuriating part is that Gridania absolutely should have had more of a spotlight in Stormblood. It shares a border with Ala Mhigo. It shares history with Ala Mhigo. That history resulted in some people in Gridania not wanting to help liberate Ala Mhigo because they're still upset over them invading the Twelveswood and the Autumn War, but you wouldn't know that if you didn't do the SB BRD job quests. Also, the Elementals got severely weakened during the 7th Calamity, which is why we haven't really had to deal with much related to them in ARR, but I feel like people don't really take seriously exactly what the Gridnians are dealing with if they want to continue living in the Twelveswood and why they live the way they do.

I'd also love to have the story take us to a Duskwight settlement/ whatever remains of Gelmorra because like...the reality is that the origins of a lot of the issues they deal with in Gridania are sorta self inflicted. They don't live in caves and resort to banditry (hence the distrust in Duskwightes that Gridanians have) because they were ostracized and had no choice; when everyone else left Gelmorra to found Gridania, the ancestors of the Duskwights refused to leave and insisted on *continuing* to live in caves and refused to integrate into society, to the point where they'd rather resort to banditry rather than live in Gridania.

This is the context in which Valdeaulin (Gaius's duskwight companion) referred to the people of Gridania as "city dwellers" as a derogatory term in the Werlyt quests, which is the only glimps of that side of the dynamic that we really get.

But again, because Gridania gets so horribly shafted in MSQ, most people won't know any of this and because they only see the Gridanian side of things (which yes, is problematic; completely innocent people are being punished for the actions of their ancestors/ other people within their cultures which is completely wrong), and we never see the prejudice from duskwights that lead to that whole dynamic, and MSQ doesn't touch on the fact that in the past Ala Mhigo instigated a war with Gridania, and we never see what could happen if the Elementals really got pissed off at people, people just kinda see how the Gridanians treat Duskwights, Ala Mhigans, etc and brush them off as Evil Racists when the reality is way more nuanced than that.

Honestly I'm convinced someone on the writing team just really likes Ul'dah over the other two starting city states because like...even Limsa doesn't really get the spotlight shown on it in any meaningful way until post-Shadowbringers.

We've been getting little peeks of Porom's Tale while playing through other characters' stories. Tonight we're finally getting the full picture!

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Hey Snacks, here's this week's schedule!

We've got more FFIV: The After Years for your viewing pleasure!

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Man FFIV: The After Years really has me on the Edge of my seat! :3c We're continuing Edge's Tale tonight. (Then it's on to Porom's Tale!)

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

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I'm a writer of queer genre romance and freelance editor by day, goth lolita magical girl vtuber by night! I'm primarily a FFXIV streamer, w

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bareniabirkin

😟😳😳😳

squadron-of-damned

#idk what this means or if i do this but ig i'll just hold my phone with my pinky stuck out from now on??

Good question, also no that won’t help.

shitty MS Paint 3 minutes doodle, nto entirely accurate: When you have your pinky hooked on the “bottom” edge of the phone for the extra security so it doesn’t slide out of your hand that easily, you’re wreaking damage on your hand, since the pinky is extremely askew from it’s resting position. You might have noticed that when you hold your phone like that for long time it begins to hurt, like when you are gripping a pen too tightly for example.

Green lines - the fingers are going their natural way. Red line - the pinky is way off, that’s bad.

theclockworkjudas

Me: Oh, good thing I never-

Me, looking down at hand: By talos this can't be happening

h4nds4ndwich

oh thats why my hadns have started to always be in pain ok

prismatic-bell

Not to be shilling for a big company, but:

What you want is a PopSocket.

I've tried a few generics and either the plastic in them splinters or the glue fails really quickly and they pop off, so this is one case where I'd recommend the brand name even though it's really annoying to have to do so. You put it on the back of your phone case and it "pops" open to hold. I have both a clear case and a clear PopSocket, so have a convenient image:

Because the weight is resting on your middle finger, you can hold your phone at any angle that feels natural. Oh--and you can also use it to prop up your phone to watch furniture restoration videos on YouTube. Not that I do that, or anything.

jewishtransdyke

I suspect that would make it not fit in the phone holder in my car, unfortunately. Got any solutions to that problem?

prismatic-bell

Put it in your cupholder like I do.

emery-matsushita-vt

if your tumblr post contains spoilers for a newly released piece of media (or anything really) you can use the read more thingy to hide it from unsuspecting eyes. please start doing this. please.

that's what the little squiggle thing is

shizucheese

Also tag your shit.

With the name of that media and "[name of that media] spoilers".

That way people who block tags they don't wanna see, like spoilers for something they're interested in, can actually have that whole system work.

Tonight we're continuing FFIV: The After Years with the story of Palom...Porom...Palom...Por-, Pal-... The Boy Twin.

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

June’s 100 Sub Goal reward: Phasmophobia!

Get me to 50 subs to make me Fantasia in FFXIV! I’m currently raising money for my “big girl” vtuber model! Any little bit helps! https://ko-fi.com/shizucheese

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I'm a writer of queer genre romance and freelance editor by day, goth lolita magical girl vtuber by night! I'm primarily a FFXIV streamer, w

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Did I intentionally start Yang's Tale on Sunday because it was Father's Day? No. Did it so happen to work out that way? Yes. Are we continuing Yan's tale tonight? Also yes.

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

June’s 100 Sub Goal reward: Phasmophobia!

Get me to 50 subs to make me Fantasia in FFXIV! I’m currently raising money for my “big girl” vtuber model! Any little bit helps! https://ko-fi.com/shizucheese

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I'm a writer of queer genre romance and freelance editor by day, goth lolita magical girl vtuber by night! I'm primarily a FFXIV streamer, w

Also be sure to join the Pantry Discord to join in on community and hijinks!

Check out the The Pantry community on Discord - hang out with 81 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

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Hey Snacks, I just realized I never posted this week's schedule. Here it is!

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We're continuing Rydia's Tale in Final Fantasy IV: The After Years tonight! (And if it's anything like Ceodore's tale, probably also finishing it and starting someone else's?)

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

June’s 100 Sub Goal reward: Phasmophobia!

Get me to 50 subs to make me Fantasia in FFXIV! I’m currently raising money for my “big girl” vtuber model! Any little bit helps! https://ko-fi.com/shizucheese

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I'm a writer of queer genre romance and freelance editor by day, goth lolita magical girl vtuber by night! I'm primarily a FFXIV streamer, w

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tobyfoxmademeascaly

Given Urianger’s status as canonically Fucking Shredded I like to imagine some garlean trying to assassinate him in his potato sack era and they get him cornered without his grimoire and theyre like AHA I HAVE DEPRIVED THE SORCERER OF HIS TOOLS and then urianger rolls up his sleeve and clocks the guy’s lights clean out

clementine-kesh

the big three questions of media analysis: what the author wanted to say, what they actually said, and what they didn’t know they were saying

clementine-kesh

for the last one i don’t just mean oh the author inadvertently wrote in gay subtext or whatever i’m talking about media as a cultural artifact which can reveal a ton about societal norms, biases, ideals, etc. it’s all about positionality and an unexamined positionality is often the most revealing of all

So, everything is going horribly wrong, in spite of my best efforts. And now Ceodore has accepted help from a mysterious man he doesn't know the second he meets him. Who is this hooded stranger?

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

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Tonight we set forth on an all new adventure as we start FFIV: The After Years! All I know about this game is that Cecil and Rose had a kid and they gave him the like most fanfic-ass sounding name ever.

Catch me on Twitch and YouTube every Sunday starting at 4:30 Central and every Tuesday and Wednesday starting at 7:30 Central!

June’s 100 Sub Goal reward: Phasmophobia!

Get me to 50 subs to make me Fantasia in FFXIV! I’m currently raising money for my “big girl” vtuber model! Any little bit helps! https://ko-fi.com/shizucheese

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I'm a writer of queer genre romance and freelance editor by day, goth lolita magical girl vtuber by night! I'm primarily a FFXIV streamer, w

Also be sure to join the Pantry Discord to join in on community and hijinks!

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emery-matsushita-vt

every day is the same I plant and I water my grain and if there's no reason to change tomorrow I'll do it again

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