Shinsa

I see no difference

I'm sorry for turning this account into something else

⚠️ tw: mention of death

I have an account on twitter

sometimes I wonder if feeling neglected somehow my fault. I always choose to be alone, it became my default settings. where do I belong? is this what everyone does? find the places and people which they belong to, or just choose to be alone and wait

I saw a Japanese NSFW post and I was curious to see the whole thing and it destroyed me, the story is disturbing although I didn't understand anything. I always tell myself that I'm not innocent anymore and whatever but I let myself see things that would hurt my soul in a way I can't tell. but the traces are there, it will remain there. I don't like this, I don't want to see those things again. I hate porn and everything about it, everything. this isn't right. but I chose to see, is this really free will? is this how I want to use it?