Chalice* (Chal, Alice, Al, Lice) + in 20s^ + He/She or Hy/hym + white(mixed)
Keyblade holder and patron saint of Luna Game. Real life fairy. Mage of Hope.
Artist + writer who happens to be an ICT survivor and an unschool drop out, I survived isolation and I'm making it everyone else's problem. I have DID and am learning to be more open/expressive about my alters. They all have sideblogs but also post here. I grew up on kinblr and had a family that believed I was an earth angel + changling so I've got that kin slop in me. Even after everything, I'm still Sollux Captor. I selfship, I have a billion ocs that I love to talk about, and I am very open about my own personal fetishes, this blog is 18+!
My main special interest has been homestuck since 2011, and FNAF since 2014. But I'm also very into art history, marketing/advertisement, disability history and internet horror.
I post a lot about CSA, rape, incest, antisemetism, physical abuse, emotional abuse, and neglect, all mostly untagged. i cannot tag it, this is my diary. I keep a very small amount of followers on this account. if that might trigger you, please either move on or block this account, and maybe check out my other less personal ones!
Read my "fan"adventure!!! @inflatablehome
Art acc @sodachalice
Old art archive: @toontowncreepypasta
AVA/AVM acc: @rocketco
Beforus acc: @helpsman
Danganronpa v3 acc: @newdanganronpaversionthree
Trolls selfship acc: @teacuptroll
My nsfw acc: @liquidvessel
"Kin mems" acc: @pieceofpleastic
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*I use a lot of different names and am still trying to figure out if I want to change this or not. I also go by: Jake, Cain, Starling, Callix, Roxas, Gamble, and various others... this may be subject to change!
This is my tentative kinlist/alter list. While this isn't all of my alters, it's all of the ones I can clearly and significantly identify from eachother. My kinlists are less about the actual character and moreso about the shared tropes and behaviors and thematic connections in between each character categorized together. My brain functions better with color/theme association than it does personification and that's how I'm able to identify things. I like it when I'm treated like my kins, though of course I am always a real person and that shouldn't be compromised.
My main kins (non DID related) can be considered: Stain HL2VRAI, All four of the Captors from homestuck, Orange from AVA, Michael Afton, Jake English, Ouma Kokichi, Jataro Kemuri, Aranea Serket, Vanessa Afton, Frankie KOG, Jude Harley, Kevin WTNV, Derpy, Kankri Vantas, Roxas, Oswald the lucky rabbit and Roger Rabbit.
I'm very strongly "therian" with: Toys and the concept of mascots as a whole, Fairies, Hyrax, Anteaters (Silky anteaters and Tamanduas specifically), Raccoon, Koalas, Red panda, Zebra/Okepai, Tapir, ladybugs, butterflies and most forms of rodents.
I am physically disabled and chronically ill, I experience a lot of chronic pain and it's something I often post about. Recently I have had most of my teeth removed due to neglect and infection from when I was growing up, and am currently in the process of getting dentures. I currently live in poverty and am unable to work, I complain about that a lot. I have a head injury from my childhood that frequently affects my language abilities.
I have a lot of OCs that I love to talk about, though the oc posting is done both here and on my art account. I love to answer asks about my ocs and my alters and my kins, so if you have a question or are interested please feel free to ask!
While not all of my alters want to directly share there blogs on the pinned directly, I figured i'd make a section for those who do.
Games: Portal, Mothered(2021), Kingdom hearts, Guilty Gear, Animal Crossing, Kirby, Magicians Quest, Webkinz, most .exe games, Endless Forest, The Path, Cooking Mama, Danganronpa (specifically V3), Yume nikki, Ib, Cookie run
Movies/Shows: Animator VS Animation, Knights of Guinevere, Trolls (dreamworks), Paprika, Perfect Blue, Invader Zim, Us 2019, Eckva, Mirror Mask, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, Fosters home for imaginary friends, Chowder,
Various other things: HLVRAI, Chainsaw man, Red valley podcast, Welcome to nightvale, Homestuck, Fire punch, Houseki no kuni, Tamagotchi,
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people act like the bar for publishing writing is so high and that fanfiction is the only place where you can get your super independent weird bad writing published but lets not forget that stephen king had a career. you can literally do anything.
it chapter 1 feels like a real actual movie that is legally qualifiable as a movie for the big screen and it chapter 2 feels like a movie made by stephen king.
wait so do you think andy muschietti or whatever his name is saw it chapter 1/2 as like "one for me" and "one for stephen king" because i keep thinking about it and the more i do the more i realize that that explains everything.
i just keep thinking about how specifically it chapter 1 is written, it feels like, specifically, it handpicked all the important metaphorical parts of the book and the child psychology and the americana of It and dumped everything else. and in a lot of ways, the movie itself is so amazing as a stand alone thing. like do we really need to know what they do as adults? did we really need to know i? i feel like it ended so beautifully and kind and affectionately that it was written in a way that was essentially purposefully an open and close story. it could have ended there and it would have been an amazinf story with just that.
and then chapter 2 literally just feels like all the fat that was trimmed out forced into a scrap meal and they keep going "see isnt this JUST as good as the other food i just made you" and its a big sloppy fatty mess with no substance and it's overseasoned and burnt and undercooked at the same time and its like . why. why did you make me this. you couldve just thrown it out. or like. kept the ingredients for something else? maybe the tv show? that youre making right now? maybe you couldve kept the few good bits for that? i dont know. i dont know.
wait so do you think andy muschietti or whatever his name is saw it chapter 1/2 as like "one for me" and "one for stephen king" because i keep thinking about it and the more i do the more i realize that that explains everything.
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you cant tell me that isnt the funniest way to do things though let me make ocs for a universe centered around stick figure fight animations. and make stick figures who dont fight and just handle the legal consequences of the property damage.
oh also i think i feel more justified in being insane about richie and the losers because their story is like. over. lmao. thats why i dont really like tv/videogames is because its like dude theyre still alive. those are living organisms. i need dead ones to pose and taxidermy.
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Equius's robot punching leads to the crushing of Vriska's lusus while she's chatting with Terezi, and the death of Arthour. In the past, Terezi warns Aradia not to retaliate against Vriska.
Like we have commodified human connection to a degree where if you go beyond smalltalk you're oversharing and if you talk too deeply about your life you're traumadumping and if you get visibly upset you're manipulative and if you care too much you're codependent and if you want to talk about anything heavy you're expected to go hire a therapist because your friends shouldn't have to deal with that stuff and yet we're all sitting around wondering why so many people are lonely...
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one of the reasons i need glasses so bad is because 1) i have a very bad astigmatism in one eye, and both eyes are different types of sighted (one far sighted one near sighted) and i always wonder how many of my issues would be helped with glasses that are actally made for me
