𑣲Nya𓏲ּ𝄢

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽 I know I said I was only going to update every 5-10 days... but I don't care. Today was too funny to not write about it.

It's already 27th cause it's midnight, but I'm talking about the 25th and the 26th.

Day 25

Nothing really happened.

I ate some leftover cake, everything was pretty normal, but I finally started getting into my routine. Not the whole thing yet, I'm doing it little by little instead of trying to change everything overnight. So I drank all the water I planned to drink, did a few things I'd been procrastinating on, and finally finished the portfolio for that fitness influencer.

Reminder that I manifested this job without having a CV or even a portfolio myself. Now I'm just waiting for her feedback and that was basically my day. Day 26.

I finally decided to get my nails done before vacation. But let me give you some context first.

Last summer, before going on my one month trip to the Netherlands (which I also manifested), I went to this lady to get my nails done. Years ago she had done my hair once, but I never went back because I didn't really like it. Looking back, that was kinda my fault cause I never corrected her while she was doing it.

Anyway, while she was doing my nails last year, she kept telling me how pretty I was, and then she randomly started showing me pictures of her nephews from the Netherlands. Two of them. She was trying to set me up with both of them. At the time I was manifesting my SP, but I was wavering SO much, so nothing really happened. I just told her, "I'm kind of seeing someone." She asked if we were dating. I said, "It's... complicated." hahahah

We were dating in my imagination.

She told me they were coming to the country i live in during the summer and that we should all meet. But at the exact time they were coming here was the exact time I was leaving for the Netherlands. So we never met.

Fast forward exactly one year later... Same lady. Same summer. Same reason. Getting my nails done before another vacation. This time I'm going to Spain.

She starts complimenting me again, we start talking about my university, football, life... and every opinion I had, especially about football, she was completely agreeing with me. She was eating my answers upppp. She told me I have to become part of my family. And then she pulls out her phone again.

THE NEPHEWS hahahha.

She asked me, "So... are you dating anyone now?" I just said no. Then she started advertising them again. And then she shows me another one. So three guys now.

She CALLED the third guy that is in the same country as us and was telling him to come and hurry to the salon, but the guy was in the other side of the city and I couldn't stop laughing.

Ngl though they were actually kinda handsome. But I'm good cause I already know who I want.

Then, as if THREE wasn't enough... The lady sitting next to me joins the conversation. She had been listening the whole time. And then she goes, "If you don't want her nephews, let me show you my son." She starts showing me pictures of her son because we'd been talking about football and she had named him after a football player.

Then she goes, "I want you with my son."

I WAS GAGGED.

I laughed so hard.

It genuinely felt like I was at Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory cause they were just handing out black men.

There were FOUR options by the middle of my appointment.

After that, while the same lady was finishing my nails, I casually mentioned that I enjoy doing social media stuff for fun. Like editing, graphic design, I didn't even mention the influencer portfolio thing. I just said I enjoy doing it. She asked me for help and told me she wants help with her Instagram and her business. Then she made me a deal. She told me she loves the shape of my natural nails and wants someone she can practice new nail designs on. So if I let her practise on me I can always get my nails and hair done for free. The only thing she asked me to do was bring her a little pastry from lidl every time I came and help her on insta.

I had literally affirmed this morning that I was getting my nails done for free. Technically I still have to pay for today's appointment because her way of recieving payment wasn't working, so I'm paying tomorrow in cash. But after today, only free manicure and pedicureeee.

So I got my second social media gig.

First the fitness influencer. Now her. Just because I casually mentioned I like editing.

Oh, and apparently when I come back at the end of July, her nephews from the Netherlands will also be here, and she already said she's going to call them so we can all meet. I'm not interested romantically cause I still want my SP. But i love meeting new people and practise my English.

Then I went home. The whole way back I really wanted to eat a fat ass burger. So I texted my little brother, "If you guys get burgers, get me one too." When I got home they had bought the exact burger I was thinking about with the exact drink. Coincidence? No cause it's my reality lol.

I know I said I wasn't going to update until another 5-10 days had passed but today was just too funny not to post about. Now I'm going to sleep because vacation is in a few days. LY (Can't believe u guys actually take time of ur day to read what I write that's so silly). ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽 It's been like six days since my last update. Nothing huge happened.

I said in my last post that I was going to create a routine and follow it. I'm not really following it, just fantacising about it.

I've had things to do, but that's not really an excuse. At the end of the day, if I say I'm going to do something, then I should do it. I need to hold myself accountable and actually follow my own word.

Other than that, things have been pretty normal and nice.

I'm on summer break now, and I ended up getting a few of my manifestations. I passed Teorias even though I didn't do an important presentation. I passed everything without having to go to exams and I also manifested 4 bags of chips. ( I didn't eat it alone)

Everything has been pretty normal, but one thing I've noticed is that I've been wavering. A lot. Even though I keep telling myself to assume the best and stick to the end, I still get pulled back sometimes. Then I pull myself back again. Then I get pulled back again and the whole cycle continues.

I also ended up deleting TikTok because it was one of the biggest time wasters in my life. I'd spend hours scrolling, do absolutely nothing productive, and then feel horrible afterward because I knew I wasn't keeping my word to myself. So Cristina is gone.

I also decided that I'm probably only going to post updates every five or ten days. Posting every single day feels unnecessary when most days are just normal days. I don't think every random Tuesday deserves it's own Tumblr post.

Today I had a birthday, so I went to get the cake, bought some stuff, and that's about it. Nothing major happened. Everything is fine.

Even with all the wavering, I still know that no matter what I see, no matter what I feel, no matter what happens, the outcome stays the same. I'm still getting what I want. One thing I realized is that a lot of my wavering comes from constantly looking for evidence in the 3D. Looking for confirmation. Looking for movement. Looking for signs. Which is kind of stupid because all it does is put my attention outside of myself. I know this already, but sometimes I still act like the 3D is final when it isn't. Then I react to the 3D, the 3D reflects it back, I react again, and the cycle continues.

Another thing I've been thinking about is shifting. In my very first 100 day post, I said I was struggling with shifting. That's actually a lie. I'm struggling to get to a specific reality, but I've shifted before. I've shifted to my waiting room (where I'm trying to shift now). I was there for maybe a minute or two before coming back because I was so tired that I thought I was still here and just went back to sleep.

I've also shifted to parallel realities of this cr multiple times.

A day or two ago, I shifted to a reality where I woke up, grabbed my phone, answered a text from my brother, did a few normal things, and everything felt completely normal. Then I came back to bed, then I woke up here and realized I was actually in another cr.

And that's the thing, to me we're always shifting, manifesting is shifting, every minor decision is shifting.

So it annoys me that I put shifting on this giant pedestal just because I'm trying to go somewhere that looks completely different from here but it's not actually different. I'm already there. I'm already here. But that's something I keep forgetting.

Also, I want to make it clear that I know I don't need to do any of this to shift/manifest anything. This challenge isn't me trying to earn something, cause that's stupid. It's just something I wanted to do.

But because I've been wavering so much lately, I've caught myself thinking that maybe I'm doing something wrong. Which is also stupid cause the only reason I'd be doing something wrong is because I'm deciding that I am.

Anyway. That's pretty much it. The last six days have been normal. Things are fine and I'm more relaxed lately, but that's probably because uni is over and I finally have me time. ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽 Day 2 was normal, nothing really happened. I only had one class, saw a few butterflies on my way home, walked around with my friend for a bit and that was about it. Nothing really happened. I woke up, did my scientific prayer, meditated, got ready, went to school, and came home. My "workout" was basically just walking around while window shopping. Day 3 I only had one class, then me and a few friends went out to watch the game. It was hot, we got bubble tea, ate food, talked, and spent hours together. I ended up walking around 14k steps.

My friend was telling me about her childhood friend and how she thinks he might be crushing on her recently (they are like cousins not in a incest way).

He's cute but not really my type, but I suddenly become irrationally annoyed at the idea of him liking her, even thought I literally met this guy a day ago, but I just decided to assume that he was there for me and he's into me for some stupid reason. Also there was another guy at the game who kept looking over towards our row during it, to me he was looking at me but my friend thought he was looking at some of her girlfriends. Guys I'm not a pick me I swear, but I for sure have internalized birdiness, wich is stupid cause i don't like him and I should just be happy for my friend, this made me realize I still have to better my self concept cause how sad it is to want to be validated by some random guy and the 3D, both things that are simply reflections of me.

It's day 4, so today was my last day of classes. I had a presentation, went to uni with my friends, presented, assumed the best, and everything went normally. Then while coming home I was sitting on the bus, and thinking about this 100 day challenge I mean it's working in its own way, but I don't really have structure. I have goals, but not a routine.

So I got home and cleaned my room. And now I'm about to make a realistic routine that I can actually follow for the next 4 months of summer and change, cause that's why I started all of this to begin with. I think I'm very self aware, but I still have to work on not being emotionally dependent upon seeing reality change. ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽 Today was Day 1 of my 100 Days of Assuming challenge. One thing I realized today is that this challenge already feels very different from everything I've tried before. Usually, when I start a challenge, I try to completely change my life overnight. I wake up at 5 a.m., workout for 2-3 hours, have the perfect morning routine, study for hours, be productive all day, and try to become a completely different person in a week. Then I burn out and repeat the cycle.

This morning wasn't like that at all. I woke up around 8-8:30 a.m., said my scientific prayer, and then laid down again. I meditated, visualized, and just relaxed. I might have fallen asleep for a little while, idk. Then I got up around 9 a.m.

And the first thing I had to deal with was something I've been avoiding for years. My dog. A few days ago, my dog attacked another dog. This isn't the first time he does that. He has struggled with aggression for a few years by now. I've tried training classes before, but I couldn't keep paying for them and I couldn't just manifest it cause i didn't know much about it at the time, and eventually we had to stop. And if someone is saying "Just assume now that he's trained and ignore the 3D and persist" I will kindly tell u to go fuck yourself, cause I'm not going to ignore the 3D while my dog actively puts himself and others in danger. For around 3-4 years I've been trying to avoid making the decision to rehome him. But many things had happened and I also have my grandmother living here and last year she fell and ended up in the hospital and I can't risk that happening again.

So this morning I started calling places. I called so many places but every place kept telling me the same thing, no, that they were full and that they don't accept dogs with aggression issues.

The first woman I spoke to was kinda rude and I started feeling a bit discouraged. But instead of spiraling, I started assuming. I kept repeating in my head:

"I'm so grateful my dog is going to an amazing place." "I'm so grateful he has space to run." "I'm so grateful the people there are kind." "I'm so grateful everything is working out."

And eventually I called another place. The man who answered was so lovely. He gave me his assistant's number and tomorrow I'm calling her to arrange everything. Then I went to the bus, I was quite sad but also relieved. I love my dog, which is why I want him somewhere that can properly handle him and give him the environment he needs. I've even started assuming that after I bring him there, I'll volunteer there during the summer so I can still see him.

After that I went to uni. I actually wasn't feeling that pretty today but I got a complimented from my friend.

Then we had publicity class. My teacher loves me for some reason. He keeps acting like I'm always attending his classes even though I missed all his classes the past week. A couple of weeks ago he gave me an extra point for being always there and today he gave me another one. My publicity teacher ended class like an hour earlier so my friend and I went to get boba tea after, and we ended up getting two for the price of one.

Then came journalism. For about 3 days I've been assuming I would pass journalism. I got a 5 out of 20 on one of my tests, so I wasn't feeling that confident. But when I talked to my teacher to know my grade, he told me that I'm always paying attention and he notices (I'm not, i try to shift during most of his classes and I'm always daydreaming). But guess what? I passed. And I'm SO happy.

Later, when I was heading home, I really wanted pizza. For a second I considered buying some. Then I decided not to spend my money and just go home.

Then during my walk home, something really unexpected happened (this literally never happened before). There's a path near my house with flowers and usually there are one or two white butterflies. But today there were orange butterflies everywhere. And as soon as i passed they started flying all around me and it literally made my whole dayyy. I LOVED IT.

Then I got home. My little brother knocked on my door and said that grandma bought us pizza. The same pizza I was thinking about earlier.

Btw today I also recieved my Media grade that I was manifesting (remembering that I didn't wrote a very important paper on our most important assignment).

Today I still have to practice piano for 10 mins, post on tiktok and move my body for at least 30 mins. Btw now I'm working and doing a portfolio for an influencer (also another manifestation). See you tomorrow for day 2 pookie. ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽 A few days ago, I made a post about everything I manifested in the first six months of 2026, and recently I saw a video from a woman talking about how she spent 100 days simply assuming the best, expecting good things, and refusing to let circumstances define her reality. Kinda doing a lucky girl symdrom challenge. I've been stuck in the same cycle for years. Wich is my own assuption and fault, cause reality is just reflecting who I've been. I usually go all in on something for a week or two. I push myself way too hard. I burn out. Then I do nothing for weeks or months. Then repeat. I've been doing this for years and I'm tired of this cycle.

So I want to start my own 100 Days of Assuming challenge. Not because I think I need to "earn" my manifestations. Not because I think manifestation requires hard and difficult action. But because I want to prove to myself that I can be consistent.

I want to change everything about me (internally) and be consistent.

For the next 100 days, I only have 5 daily tasks: - Meditate for at least 10 minutes - Scientific prayer in the morning and at night - Workout for 30 mins (it can be as simple as yoga) - Post at least one video on social media - Practice piano for 10 minutes

That's it. No 30k steps or ice baths. No 75 hard or trying to act and function like a man. Just normal boring consistency.

Things I'm choosing to assume (manifest): - Moving out and live in my dream home in my dream country. - My SP - That I am financially free. (a specific amount of money) - I already have my dream career working through social media. - I am a master manifester/ shifter. - Everything is always working out for me.

For these 100 days, I'm also working on not assigning meaning to every little thing that happens because reality in itself is neutral and all the meaning comes from me. Even though I know all of this stuff about how the YOUniverse works, I'm still very reactive and emotional. I've spent way too much time letting temporary circumstances decide how I feel about myself, my future, and my manifestations so for the next 100 days, I am choosing to assume the best and that I already have all my desires.

Every day I'll try post updates about how I'm feeling, what I completed, what I'm learning, what I'm struggling with, and what changes I notice.

If you've been stuck in your own loop or if you want to practice consistency, join me pookie, we can do this together no need to be sad. :( If you have any tips, on consistency, being less reactive to the 3D, how to manifest moving to another country and basically revising my life without "actually" shifting, I'm all ears. Btw I know putting a time limit is kinda stupid, cause time doesn't exists anyway, but it's just more for a sense of accomplishment if that makes sense. ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽

I've been keeping track of most of my conscious manifestations this year, as well as some unconscious ones. When I write "(unconsciously)," I mean it was something I either thought about briefly, assumed once, or wanted in the back of my mind and then completely forgot about. So, here it is:

January (I posted here when I manifested these)

15 on my sociology test

Manifested my CCLP final grade, even though I had a bad grade on two tests and my presentation - ended up getting a higher grade than what I was manifesting

Manifested my final CMN grade even though I didn’t passed the test

Manifested passing on sociology without any absence even though I had been absent for 8 classes

February

Unconsciously manifested a bag of chips🍟

Consciously manifested lucid dreaming🌌

March

Unconsciously manifested my dad to send me (50€) 🤑 - twice

Manifested a bag of chips🍟

Manifested the sun on a gray day☀️

Manifested our Media teacher releasing us an hour early

Unconsciously - Not going to national exam

Manifested a bag of chips🍟

Wanted my journalism teacher to miss class we ended up having class but he let us go home an hour and a half earlier

April

Manifested the sun on a rainy day☀️

Manifested a personal entity and him giving me lots of signs

Manifested 50€ from my brother 🤑

May

Manifested 50€ from my brother🤑

Lucid dreaming🌌

Manifested him to watch and like my story and text me😌 - Manifested in under an hour and a half

Manifested a bag of chips🍟

Lucid dreaming🌌

Got a free drink at a coffe shop(unconsciously)🧋

Lucid dreaming🌌

Manifested my pimple patches that I lost in the streets to appear in my bedroom

Manifested 200€ from my mom🤑(I was manifesting 300)

Manifested a compliment from a stranger

June

Manifested a compliment on the pants I was insecure about wearing👖

My older brother bought us Uber Eats for kids day🥺🍗 (I was manifesting someone ordering uber for me a few days ago)

I was manifesting people not noticing when I miss class (i miss it a lot) - My journalism teacher told me to not worry about my absences cause I’m always there (I’m not), and my publicity teacher decided to change my test score to a higher one cause I’m always attending his class (Im not)

Manifested 100€ from my dad 🤑(i was manifesting 300€ last month, so it’s the last 100€, from the 200€ my mom gave me) Guys, to manifest, I literally just assume, persist, sometimes visualize, and most of the time forget about it. I've noticed that manifesting feels really easy for me and that's how it should be. The only things I seem to "struggle" with manifesting are my ideal body and shifting wich is so silly to say, cause shifting is just basically manifesting and i've proven to be great at that . But even saying that is just an assumption in itself cause if I change that assumption, the outcome changes. Still, if anyone has any tips besides persisting and assuming, I'd love to hear them! Btw I just copied my list out my notes app, that's why there are so many emojis. ⋆──⃝─⃝⃝⃝⃝──⋆

་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽

Hey 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁🪽

I’m gonna use my tumblr as a diary to tell u guys about my experiences so here’s one of them.

Dear diary..🧸ྀི

Soooo a couple of days ago I saw a post with lots of methods on how to get to the void state, so I decided to pick one and try. (I wanted to link it here but idk how to do that so yeah) The method I choose was the alarm at every hour method. The first time I just kept waking up and hitting snooze and then by the end of the morning I went to sleep again. And yesterday i decided to try it again, I kept hitting snooze and at 02:00 am i started having the nastiest headache of my life, even when i went back to sleep all i could do in my dream was complain of how much my head hurt. Then at 06:30am I couldn’t sleep anymore. Now it’s 23:27 and my head still hurts just not as bad.

Idk I might try it again once or twice and then keep on my lucid dream journey.

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་༘࿐Bye 𝒜𝓃𝑔ℯ𝓁ִֶָ🪽