Shhh

My coworker bought me a redbull cus I gave her wife my other one and I forgot to tell her to get me a sugar free one and she handed me a non sugar free one and I like genuinely panicked and that was the first I ever felt actually disordered and now realizing I’m excited ish? But also not cause Ik being disordered is bad and all but at the same time I’m finally getting sick enough for ppl to realize which is what I’ve always wanted?

Drinking>>>>eating

4th of July plans

I went from 175lbs to 143lbs and,

How much could I seriously lose by at least June 26th if I just omad small meals or don’t eat at all and drink low cal/no cal only. (Coke Zero, water, and sugar free energy drinks.)

Omad today but it was McDonald’s 🫩 Anyways I have work tmrw from 3-10:30 so I’ll only eat a side salad on my break and won’t eat when I get home, or before I leave. Coke Zero and water only.

Ultimate hack when living with a mom that makes you eat:

“I can tell your losing weight, you got that skinny bitch confidence.” YESSS FEED ME MOREEE

I saw someone say putting salt on ice and licking it helps with hunger and I started thinking

I like to imagine myself so bad that everyone knows I don’t e@t but they also know they can’t help me anymore. So like when someone asks if I want some f00d they’re like “oh they don’t eat.”

Someone tell me how to re-enter the honeymoon phase I miss that shit sm🫩