Sheyma

what they don’t tell you is that the urge to just leave and start over somewhere far away only gets stronger the older you get

"صاحب مَن إن رأيت استقامته، خجلت من اعوجاجك."

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up ever ever ever but i'm not dead im just sleeping so no one is sad or anything silly like that

Whatever you accomplished this week is enough. Life is a lot right now. Give yourself grace.

how many calories does being pure of heart and full of love burn?

i think there is something fundamentally wrong with me but that's okay

لا حزن يدوم ولا فرح.. كن مع الحي القيوم على أي حال

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

i've never been casual about anything in my life

It’s good to know what your personal heaven is and to pursue and create that relentlessly

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder