Sheyma

it’s not gonna linger every day of your life, but it is gonna linger for the rest of your life

In another universe, I am lovable

اللهم ارزقني ما لا أعرف كيف أطلبه منك، فأنت الأعلم بما تحتاجه نفسي، والأقدر على تحقيق ما فيه صلاحها ..

everything is that deep to me because i have this big empty hole in my heart

what they don’t tell you is that the urge to just leave and start over somewhere far away only gets stronger the older you get

"صاحب مَن إن رأيت استقامته، خجلت من اعوجاجك."

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up ever ever ever but i'm not dead im just sleeping so no one is sad or anything silly like that

Whatever you accomplished this week is enough. Life is a lot right now. Give yourself grace.

how many calories does being pure of heart and full of love burn?

i think there is something fundamentally wrong with me but that's okay

لا حزن يدوم ولا فرح.. كن مع الحي القيوم على أي حال

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do