Cliff Notes of My life

I wonder when it became the craziest thing in the world to write something to you.

I wish it was easy.

Sleep for hours,

Spend your time with family,

Read every kind of story.

Don't waste your time on people who don't deserve it.

That you are still part of every story I tell others.

That you are still the one I miss the most in my happiest and saddest moments.

Were you aware, my love?

That you are still the only who made me feel like home.

That you are the only one I felt could be my future.

Were you aware, my love?

That you are still on my mind.

I know my worth,

I know my strengths,

I miss you,

I miss us,

I miss the promises and the dances,

I miss the love and the trust.

I wish something else felt like home like you did.

I wish I could forget us.

I can't catch sleep

I am cold

I am hot

I am drained and hungry.

Why can't I sleep.

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