I am Scarlett.

i’m lost again

everything falls apart

No matter who it is or when it is, I am always second best. I will always be everyones second choice and it’s more apparent than ever. I can do literally EVERYTHING for someone and they will always want someone else. 

I went to a Halloween party at my bosses house the other day and, I didn’t realize it then, but I met the drummer of Anberlin and the drummer of Say Anything. Kind of cool. 

I haven't had a dream like that in awhile.

Not even Good Mythical Morning can cheer me up today. Wow. Today fucking blows.

I'm convinced that I am just a complete fucking lunatic. I'm working on it, though.

Today is one of the rough days. I imagine I will have a lot of those, but hopefully things will be old as time goes on.

This is so hard and it’s only just started. I ended things for a reason and it’s starting to look like I ended them too late. Too late to actually pursue what I really want and who I really want. But maybe time will change things. I don’t know. All I know, is that it’s going to be very hard. I can already tell. 

Being single is going to be so weird.