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I'm 142 lb si I got 27 to lose. Great.
Back again. I'm a mess. I feel huge, i start tomorrow again and try to lose the last 15-20 pounds i need to hit the weight i have only felt comfortable with.
Decided to do the Chloe Ting 2 week challenge. The egg fast is out of the window. Only IF 1200 Kcal for the next two weeks.
Start weight: 128.7
End weight: 134.2
Exercise: none
Sleep: bad
So this happened. I only had one day of being on point with my "recomp phase" then everything went to shit.
I'll do a 3 day egg fast and IF 16:8 1200 kcal for the rest of the month. I thought of starting right into recomp again. But I feel bloated and fat. This is a bad descition I know. But my brain is stupid. I know most of the weight or at least half is water. I hope I feel less bloated at the end of the 3 day egg fast.

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Final measurements. Rip boobs.
Week 19 done.
Start weight: 128.7
End weight: 128.7
Exercise: I got bored of bbg so I did fitnessblener videos 3x + 30 min of elliptical. Walk 30-40 min 6x.
Sleep: bad
Last week of IF and 1200 kcal. I struggled as seen on myfitnesspal. I even thought about doing another week and maybe an egg fast because I retained some water and the scale went up. But it came down again on Friday so I felt better.
I'm done with this large calorie restriction, I wanted to reach at least 125 pounds before recomp but I can't do this anymore. I fear that if I keep going I'll end up with huge binges and end up gaining a lot back. So recomp starts now. In the next post I'll explain what I'll do.
Week 18 done
Start weight: 129.1
End weight: 128.7
Exercise: same just one more day of bbg so: bbg 2.0 4x/week + 30 min elliptical 3x/week. Walking between 30-45 min 6x/week.
Sleep: bad
Just one more week and I'm done with this. I don't know why the weight loss has slowed down so much. I was expecting more of a bigger drop. I don't think I'll reach 125 lb by Sunday and I was thinking about prolonging this final push maybe another two weeks. But no, I'm done, I'm tired and in a very bad mood. So I'll reverse diet and maybe that will shake up my metabolism enough to lose a little bit more weight.
Week 17 done.
Start weight: 130
End weight: 129.1
Exercise: same bbg 2.0 + 30 min elliptical 3x/week and walking around 30 - 40 min 5x/week.
Sleep: bad
Half way done with IF 18:6. I Do 18:6 most times of the week, I allow myself to do 16:8 on the weekend. It hasn't been hard. Yes my stomach growls a lot, I'm dizzy Everytime I stand up. I'm tired. But some how, I haven't felt the urge to eat everything, I'm just so done and tired. Yesterday I felt a little anxious and ate over my calorie limit but since I had eaten under it the rest of the week it averaged just 1200 kcal. I took my measurements and I lost quite a bit everywhere.
I don't know if I'll reach 125 by the end of the next two weeks but it looks possible if I stay on this path. At the begining I was thinking that if I reached 125 in 4 weeks I'll extend it to 5 so I can reach my ultimate goal of 122. But idk, as I said, I'm tired.
I started reading the body recomp ebook from Jeff Nippard. I'm excited for that phase.

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Week 16 done.
Start weight: 132.4
End weight: 130
Exercise: same bbg 2.0 3x/week + 30 min elliptical and walking around 40 min almost everyday.
Sleep: bad.
First week of the final 4 weeks i gave myself to get as close to my goal (122 lb) as possible. I'm committed. It wasn't hard, at least not in the sense that I struggled trying to contain myself from eating everything. I was hungry, I was tired, I was dizzy but I didn't give in. I know this is not healthy, and maybe my old patterns are being awakened idk. I just want to finish this and start recomping.
I did IF 18:6 most of the days. Some days I even had to stop eating as early as 6 pm because I had already reached my calorie goal.
Forgot to post this the other day. 15 weeks of these weight loss journey. 12 weeks of bbg. 8 weeks of intermittent fasting 16:8.
All the measurements were the same as last time, except for my thighs
Week 15 done.
Start weight: 132
End weight: 132.4
Exercise: same as always bbg + 30 min elliptical 3x/week and 40 min of walking aprox 5 times per week.
Sleep: bad.
So I struggled with food more this week. I don't know, maybe I'm just done with eating too little. I finished bbg. I did some math with the help of the Excel sheet where I've been putting all my calories intake and weight since I started intermittent fasting 8 weeks ago. The first four weeks I ate constantly under 1300 kcal or slightly above and I lost the most weight. My TDEE seems to be around 1900 kcal with my current activity level.
So after much thinking, I decided to keep going for another 4 to 5 weeks but making sure I don't go over 1300 kcal average per week. If I do this, I might reach 122 lb by June. I'm also changing my fasting times, I've been doing 16:8 and now I'm going to try 18:6 a couple days a week. After these 4 or five weeks I'm going to start reverse dieting. And changing my workouts to something more focused on building muscle. For these upcoming weeks I'll do bbg 2.0.
Week 14 done
Start weight: 132.7
End weight: 132
Exercise: the same bbg + 30 min elliptical 3x/week. Walk aprox 40 min.
Sleep: bad.
I didn't have the urge to o eat this week. Everything went smoothly. I went to bed hungry a couple of times, but it was until aprox midnight.
My progress is been very slow the past couple of weeks. I'm tired. I'm in a bad mood.
This is the last week of bbg. I still don't know what I'm going to do next. My plan was to continue with bbg 2.0 and keep the intermittent fasting with 1300 kcal max. But I don't know if I can keep doing it. It all depends on how well or bad this week goes.

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Week 13 done
Start weight: 133.6
End weight: 132.7
Exercise: as before bbg + 30 min elliptical 3x/week and 30-49 min walking 3x/week
Sleep,: bad
I've been struggling with overeating at the end of the week. I lost what I retained last week by Thursday but today (Tuesday) I was up again but I decided to put the 132.7. hope this increase on the scale is water again. I'm still on a deficit but I tend to not lose much when I eat over 1300 kcal.
I'm two weeks away from finishing bbg. I don't know if I'll keep with it(bbg 2.0) or start a building muscle phase. I don't think I'll get under 130 in two weeks so I don't know yet.
Week 12 done.
Start weight: 132.7
End weight: 133.6
Exercise: bbg + elliptical. Walking + elliptical.
Sleep: bad
So Monday was all normal but Tuesday I ate double the calories I was supposed to. Didn't binge I just ate food pretty high in fat. Then I wanted to compensate by eating less until Friday and adding an extra 30 minutes of elliptical for a total of 1 hour on the days I did bbg and 30 on the days I just walk. Everything went ok until Sunday when I started feeling anxious and overate. Next time I won't compensate, the extra cardio makes me more hungry also I was on my period this week and I was retaining water. I'm not worried for the pound I gained I'll probably lose it in the next couple of days.