she's background noise

turns out when you're depressed for a really long time and then things slowly get better and you change the people around you don't actually like that

I had a traumatic start to my week and the thing that fixed me was a trip to Joann Fabrics and making a bracelet.

since quitting my job 9 months ago I've given up: Amazon Prime, frequent shopping, monthly waxes and god knows what else. The ONE thing I am hanging onto is dance. and it just cost me a dance related job. put the job hours in the posting next time 🙄

I just feel like I've made all the wrong decisions and now I can't get a job to save my life. I have no idea what to do. I'm unemployable, unmarriable and I wish I was dead.