DON'T DREAM IT, BE IT.

i miss being shown off, we never go out anymore and he never posts about me, legit feel like i’m not good enough anymore and i’ve just lost all my interest.

and i suddenly feel so fucking sick and shit.

feel so worthless atm and feel like i’m not worth bothering anyone and that i deserve to feel lonely and honestly it sucks.

not knowing if someone is interested in you or not is so bloody frustrating.

5 years later and i'm still sat at home crying, self harming, not feeling enough and wanting to disappear. kinda doubting these feelings will ever disappear.

will i ever be enough? will anyone actually want me? will i stop feeling worthless? tune into next weeks episode of absolutely fucking not to find out.

so i'm officially single and it majorly sucks, feel like bloody milk lasts longer than peoples feelings for me.

five fucking years and i’m no further ahead, still sad, worthless and self harming i doubt there will ever be any changes to this.

in such a pissed off mood about ridiculous things, ugh.