I'm Shepard--three-eyed cat monster, birdwatcher, and aspiring wizard
28
bisexual
genderqueer FtM
he, they, or no pronouns
married 💕
T: 2016 Top surgery: 2024
white USAmerican
animist polytheist therian (spiritual blog at @yngwaz )
geography major
hobby artist (art blog at @shepfax-art ) (inactive)
below the cut is some extra stuff about my blog and some cool art of my Sona
last edit 01 December 2025
things to know:
Feel free to spam like/reblog, it doesn't bother me :) have fun while you're here.
I'm always available to answer questions, discuss stuff, etc. just send me an ask (you can also ask for my discord to reach me faster). The chat function on Tumblr is generally not the best way to reach me, it bugs out a lot lmao
Minors, please stay safe. I'd generally prefer not having minors follow me here because I reblog adult humor and mature content regularly. That said I'm always open to answer educational questions and stuff from people of all ages. I've been out as trans since 2012 and I've acted as a mentor to younger people exploring gender identity before, and I want to empower young community members.
If I reblog from someone shitty please let me know. I'm not active enough in Tumblr spaces to know all the tea, sorry
Above all else, this blog is just for me to post about whatever I'm passionate about. It's all over the place thematically, I've been on Tumblr for 14 fucking years and it's still not curated at all lmao
As for a "DNI" (list of people you don't want interacting with your blog) I think they're essentially pointless since people love to just ignore them. But if you're a zionist, a terf, a febfem, a radical inclusionist/radqueer, pro-para, transabled or whatever trans-x shit then you need to stay the fuck away from me
and now you can check out some pics :)
This is Mira, my beloved fursona. He’s a cat + monster + demon + reptile thing. Below are some awesome pics of him courtesy of my friends!
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i know all advertising is evil but there's something a little offputting about the sign in the dispo that says "make moments walking the dog matter" you need to smoke weed in order to walk your dog?
Folks, if you don't know who Emi Koyama was, you should. Her website (eminism.org, which is a delightful pun) has a ton of her work entirely for free.
You can read the Transfeminist Manifesto in particular here. Emi considered it a historical document and she wrote a very good self-critique in 2008 (included in the document) on the subject of the Manifesto, white feminism, and the lack of inclusion of trans and genderqueer people who aren't trans women. I highly encourage everyone who wants to involve themselves in transfeminism to read her work, not because it is perfect, but because I do think Emi Koyama's Manifesto represents the best intentions for transfeminism: the desire to challenge cissexism, to take activism seriously and compassionately, and a commitment to being open and honest about where we fall short and how we can do better.
I really appreciate this quote from her, which I hadn't seen before, on the subject of feminism needing to "fit in" trans people:
Cis feminists do not own feminism. We don't need to "fit trans people into feminist theory"; we simply need to challenge cissexism in feminist movements and theories. Trans people do not need to be explained by feminist theory; we need to start from the fact that trans people exist and matter.
And it would be a crime to not mention how hard she fought specifically for women of color, to challenge racism and imperialism (white/western and non-white/non-western) in feminist spaces and in general, as well as her intersex activism, and far more. She had such a drive to contribute to, engage with, and push for more and better feminist discourse.
You will be remembered fondly, Emi Koyama. Thank you for all your work and for all your life.
probably the worst attitude tumblr unintentionally cultivates is "the world out there is completely dangerous for you and no one can possibly understand you, so you should isolate yourself from it and avoid interacting with it as much as possible"
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The more I muse about it the more I feel I may be of a third gender. For years I've said yeah I'm part man, part something else, but lately that "something else" is making up the majority of my identity, and "man" is just an accessory I wear. All I want for myself is ambiguity, to match with the ambivalence towards gendered presentation that I have had for years. I'm still okay with he/him pronouns because for like Job and Safety Reasons my passing as male is important but I'm gonna start putting my info as they/he so people prioritize neutrality for me. Not sure agender is the right word for me yet but it might be when it comes down to it. That or neutrois is where I'm leaning. Still very comfortable with genderqueer but that's more of a delightfully vague umbrella title so I want something else under there.
It's interesting that these feelings kinda developed with the progression of my physical transition since my goals remain "appearing as close to sexually featureless as possible." Top surgery done, hysterectomy done, 10ish years on testosterone. (SLIGHTLY TMI) I do enjoy having a tdick but otherwise I've known for years that want my shit sewn shut. If a surgeon could make me null in the crotch and I'd retain 100% of my prior sexual sensation I would do it in a heartbeat. (TMI OVER)
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why are scissors packaged the way they are it’s like they’re taunting us. Oh wow this is such a difficult awful packaging to get through that seems to cause physical damage to your hands as some sort of sick self defense mechanic, if only i had something to help get through it, something sharp perhaps