NEVER WITHERS

mothica’s  blue  hour  sentence  starters  part  i. change  pronouns/tenses  if  needed ! tw :   addiction,  mental  health.

now.

you’re  messing  with  my  feelings.

it’s  not  my  fault,  it’s  my  fight.

don’t  get  too  close  to  me.

sorry  i’m  not  the  delicate  one.

you  won’t  like  what  you  see.

i’m  lonely  in  the  heart.

everything  at  once.

i  can’t  cry,   i’m  too  anxious.

i  can’t  shake  this.

we  both  know  i’m  fakin’.

i’m  not  feelin’  numb,   i’m  just  feelin’  everything  at  once.

lately  that’s  all  i  can  do.

i  go  through  hell  to  hide  myself.

it’s  not  that  i  feel  undeserving.

just  blame  it  on  the  chemistry.

when  i  stop,   my  demons  talk.

clearly,   i  care  too  much.

i’m  just  feelin’  everything  at  once.

blackout.

they  tried  their  best  to  warn  me.

nothing  could  have  stopped  me  from  falling  right  into  you.

i’ll  do  anything  you  tell  me  to.

i’ve  always  been  my  own  worst  enemy.

i  can  barely  be  around  you.

i’ve  got  better  things  to  do.

hands  off.

i’m  getting  good  at  lying.

i  feel  too  much  but  it’s  never  enough.

i’ve  been  getting  to  know  a  new  side  of  myself.

yeah,  i  could  use  some  help.

i’d  be  down  for  sweet  talk.

baby,  leave  the  light  on,   i  wanna  see  your  face.

keep  your  eyes  on  me  but  your  hands  off.

don’t  get  ahead  of  yourself.

yeah,   i  know  what  you’re  implying.

you  touch  me  like  you’re  impatient.

vices.

feel  like  i’m  just  passing  by.

it’s  not  love  it’s  just  a  guy.

in  the  morning  when  he’s  gone,   i’m  alone  with  all  my  thoughts.

i  really  don’t  know  why  i’m  like  this.

it’s  never  enough,   pass  me  the  cup.

if  it’s  not  drugs  it’s  drinks.

is  it  okay  i’m  not  okay?

i  don’t  sleep  too  much  these  days.

i  hate  being  awake  when  the  sun’s  out.

i  got  habits  i  can’t  hide  in  the  light.

i’m  making  a  fool  of  myself  with  all  these  vices.

blue  hour.

i  feel  so  high  not  being  high  anymore.

i  felt  so  low.

i’m  taking  back  what’s  mine,   it  never  was  yours.

everybody  grew  up  so  fast.

you  wouldn’t  believe  all  the  trouble  i’ve  seen.

oh  no,  i’m  never  coming  back.

i’m  looking  for  my  blue  hour.

i  don’t  know  why  it  took  me  so  long.

mothica’s  blue  hour  sentence  starters  part  ii. change  pronouns/tenses  if  needed ! tw :   strong  language,  addiction,  mental  health.

hungover.

let’s  pretend  we’re  somewhere  else.

how  did  i  get  here?

i’m  making  friends  with  all  of  my  nightmares.

i’ll  pour  one  out  for  everyone  i’ve  been.

you  only  leave  me  hungover.

you  sold  me  lies  by  the  bottle.

i’m  a  danger  to  myself.

in  the  morning  i  don’t  wanna  be  myself.

maybe  it’s  a  cry  for  help.

r.i.f.p.

wish  that  i  could  say  i’m  not  dancing  on  your  grave.

to  hell  with  you.

everything  i  had  i  gave  to  you.

rest  in  fucking  peace  to  all  my  issues.

i’d  be  lying  if  i  had  to  say  i  miss  you.

when  i’m  with  you  i  feel  numb.

since  you  went  away  i  haven’t  needed  saving.

oh  god.

i’m  out  of  control  again.

my  throat’s  so  fuckin’  dry  from  saying  sorry.

i  never  learn,   i  just  make  it  worse.

oh  god,  what  have  i  done?

what  did  i  say  last  night?

i’ve  been  drinkin’  all  of  my  emotions.

did  i  make  you  believe  i  was  havin’  a  good  time?

sober  interlude.

you  look  familiar.   have  we  met  before?

i  can’t  remember  the  person  i  was  back  in  november.

now  i’m  sober.

i  can  feel  everything  all  over.

spiral.

somebody’s  gonna  love  me  even  when  i  don’t  love  myself.

i  know  what  it’s  like  to  feel  the  bitter  end.

you’re  not  alone  tonight.

even  when  i’m  upside  down  i  know  i’ll  be  just  fine.

i  can’t  even  feel  i’m  so  numb  right  now.

always  felt  this  way  and  it  feels  so  low.

i’ve  been  overthinking  ‘cause  i  can’t  let  go.

i’m  not  afraid  to  spiral.

oh,  it’s  all  about  the  cycle.

i  know  i’ll  make  it  out  on  the  other  side.

crash.

i’m  looking  for  something  else.

don’t  know  what  i came  here  for.

sitting  on  the  ocean  floor   and  i  can’t  even  swim.

will  it  always  feel  this  way?

if  i’m  not  numb,  i  feel  afraid.

will  i  be  enough?

i’m  attracted  to  the  light,   and  at  times  it  can  be  destructive.

sometimes  change  is  required  to  grow.

         ❝ I Wish I Was More Than This Walking Tragedy  ❞

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“Can you hear your people cry?”

“I have nothing I can give but this chance that you may live.”

“I pray we’ll meet again.”

“Be still, love don’t cry.”

“Sleep and remember my last lullaby.”

“I’ll be with you when you dream.”

“You’re safe now, and safe may you stay.”

“You almost killed me!”

“Oh come on, where’s your sense of fun?”

“Admit it, you’ve always looked up to me!”

“You don’t think we’ll get in trouble for this, do you?”

“Have I taught you nothing?”

“Do you understand the task for which your birth has destined you?”

“You will be the morning and evening star.”

“One weak link can break the chain of a mighty dynasty.”

“You will never have to carry a burden.”

“You are rather pathetic.”

“Why is it that every time you start something, I am the one who ends up in trouble?”

“You know what your problem is, ___? You care too much.”

“Your problem is you don’t care at all.”

“I suppose you care a lot more than I do that we’re late for the banquet?”

“Nobody will even notice us coming in.”

“I won’t be given to anyone.”

“You will show the proper respect.”

“I am showing you all the respect you deserve–None.”

“Untie this rope. I demand you set me free.”

“I didn’t expect to see you here, of all places.”

“Now you go too far. You shall be punished.”

“You will regret this night.”

“This is my home.”

“Surely this is all I ever wanted.”

“Is this where you found me?”

“So everything I am is a lie?”

“Fate has turned our little misadventure into a great opportunity.”

“You saw what happened. I just killed a man.”

“I will make it so it never happened.”

“Nothing you can say can change what I’ve done.”

“You will be what I say you are.”

Starting again was a less than favorable option. Of course, if it came down to it and all of the androids were destroyed, Elijah was ready to take those drastic measures to push forward with his plan. Androids were far more than just servants to humanity. They were so far advanced, so much greater, they deserves that chance to show it. Society would find out one way or another. If they didn’t want to see it, he would make sure to present it personally.

“ They will try, ” he nodded to her, looking ahead to the TV again, “ They will try because they don’t understand it. Instead of trying to figure out where they went wrong, it’s easier to blame me for creating the machines in the first place. Which is absolutely ridiculous and childish. ” But not wrong. It didn’t matter in the long run, the case would never hold up because Elijah knew nothing was running the same as before he left. Neglect for protocol would definitely lead to obvious defects.

Rather than allowing the annoyances they felt towards the larger population crowd the conversation Chloe elected to simply nod in agreement with his statements. At least Elijah was willing to take responsibility for his actions, she had always thought that was much more admirable than pushing blame as most did.