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The way Porsche paused to say Kinn’s name for the third and final time. There was so much behind it. How does someone manage to say “this is me, think of everything we’ve been through, everything I’ve done and would do for you” in a four letter word?

Vegas, Korn and Big should consider joining forces because individually they suck at breaking KinnPorsche up.

Porsche trying to navigate and nurture his relationship with Kinn. His first boyfriend. His first and only love.

Porsche is giving his heart to Kinn without reservation. Kinn’s his first love. His first real relationship. From the date alone, his very first date which he planned and wanted to be perfect, you can see how hard he’s fallen for Kinn. His jealousy, insecurities and fear of losing Kinn will be too much for him to handle now Tawan’s returned. He doesn’t know how to live without Kinn.

The fact Porsche was smiling because he thought Kinn was saving him. He didn’t even consider he would be mad at him. He truly believed he was doing that thing where he puts on a different face for his people but Porsche sees the real him. He thought as soon as Vegas and the others left, it would be how it’s been between them since the forest. Trust. Kindness. Tenderness. Right up until the point Kinn called him a whore, that’s what he was still expecting. Till the very last second. If watch him looking into Kinn’s eyes. Poor Porsche.

Not sure if anyone is invested in the VegasPete plot yet because the show hasn’t focused on it but the reason Vegas is one of the most interesting characters is because he constantly presents a false version of himself. You can’t tell what’s real and what’s not. For anyone enjoying his interaction with Porsche. That’s not real. When he makes that comment to Porsche about Macau deserving it. Bullshit. Excuse my French! He adores his brother. Vegas is doing his best impression of a caring normal person with a crush. It isn’t until  Pete that his true self comes to life. If you thought Kinn was intense you’re not ready for Vegas.