Absolutely Lovely

if rolling my eyes were a mood goddamn

fuck i am so tired of crying every night damn it dont get in a relationship

once you start overthinking everything starts becoming shit

It’s been almost maybe about two weeks since we broke up. I feel... okay at times and some times I feel like I want to cry my heart out. But for the most part I feel okay. I miss him. I miss him for sure. I don’t know if texting him or checking up on him does any good..But the reasons for why we broke up. I don’t care if my friends or family didn’t necessarily like him. But I loved him. I wasn’t in love or anything but I love him and I think he’s a good person. And the time that we were together meant a lot to me. But I think ultimately in the end, we both knew it wouldn’t work out. I guess the differences between us grew and as that happened the distance.. I don’t know. I’m also dealing with high anxiety and manic depression myself. It’s okay. In the end, it’ll all be okay. 

that was kinda of rude of you today even though you know this is what i always wanted and it’s not something i take idly.