sheela 💤

not an rp blog / tpq fake posts & incorrect quotes / poems about characters / rbs only tpq / side blog

wow. that seems so formal.

i’m not trying to be all lovey dovey

so i’ll try being normal

though, i guess, with us that’s impossible

given all our history

i’ll try and make my feelings seem plausible

this is not supposed to be a mystery

but could you put the clues together that i’m lit by your flame?

my camera can’t catch your mystical frame

no matter how many times i see the pictures, it will never do

because the true beauty isn’t in the photos, it’s only in you

you might try to pay me back for this letter, but i assure you it isn’t pricey

you’ve already paid me everything by letting me be

your dearest,

sure i have power. but my smolder is too much to shoulder am i just a boulder a burden a bother to everyone

i am smart even though my brain restarts i am brave even if i don't behave i am kind even if i am filled with pride am i though?

i am a valuable asset but everyone has met and maybe i'm unneeded but i will not stand defeated

the shield around me something you can't see might look like an ego but it's just insecurity