btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

they hate me because im evil and unlikeable

did anyone else know that if you keep waiting for the right time you’ll end up waiting forever??

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

daughter (non-practicing)

sister (deadbeat)

the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad

ever since i was a little girl i knew there was no hope for me

microdosing hell by being awake and literate

I need to make something really elaborate and cool (doesn't move

i think avoiding everything is going to save me for real this time

Remember to let something you have no control over ruin your day today

The dead horse beats me

i have to feel weird and unsure of everything forever #thecurse