Shaquana Applebaum

To want love with someone who doesn't know love like you do.

This is perfect.

Is a challenge. I'm a firm believer in the Universe. I understand that people/opportunities come into your life at unexpected times, I'm not always going to have a answer to "why?" But I know I should nurture this relationship or make this opportunity fruitful. For me, part of living fearless means being vulnerable. Understanding impermanence. I may receive people/ opportunities that were never for me. just maybe your purpose was to help this person get back something they lost on their journey , and once your purpose is fulfilled you may or may not cross paths again. I'm intuitive, very intuitive. And for someone like me. I want to, so very badly, act on my feelings. I want to be kind. I want to tell you your beautiful because I really believe that. I want to tell you I love you cause I really feel that way. I need you to, no matter the combination of my relationships(boyfriend, friend, acquaintances, brother) know that I appreciate you. I don't want to write quotes like "fuck bitches get money" under my pics for the sake of being cool cause that's actually lame. I don't want you to look at me crazy because you were brainwashed to believe that if you have feelings ur crazy, or receiving a compliment means I want something from you. But let me tell you why living fearless can sometimes be a challenge for me. Because it's not simple. Because majority of people are brainwashed. Because of insensitivity. Because I can't just be the person that I want to be to you without you fighting or needing to know why. Why do I have to have a hidden agenda? Why can't I just truly believe your worth it. And be unapologetic about wanting to give you what I believe your worth? If it feels good, why can't it just be?