J and I have known each other for three years so like I literally felt like I was going to turn into a puddle. First of all, he’s so handsome, like how can one human being be so flippin’ hot. I was running late because I’m a hot mess and it’s just who I am, and I was doing my makeup in the car but I did my eyeliner in his car and HELLO my eyeliner smeared all over my eyelid, but it’s ok cause we were able to laugh it off.
Then we went to a movie and I may be a little bit of a backseat driver, and I totally didn’t freak out about the way Canadians ride SO CLOSE to other vehicles. Kind of mind blowing. Guys, this movie, was so funny. Especially the first fifteen minutes. After that I was really only paying attention in little bits and pieces. There was one part in particular where I physically couldn’t stop laughing (because of the movie) I was certain I was embarrassing him lmao. But babe, WE HAVE TO MAKE LIKE EGGS AND SCRAMBLE!
Honestly I got some t-words during the movie but the PRESSURE of trying to keep my shizzzz together since there were other people there (annoying). But yeah, we had fun. Guys, the cuddles 🥰 ugh swoon. He babies the heck out of me and I’m so not used to it but so here for it. He’s so crazy observant too. At one point I immediately felt my entire body get warm and he noticed it immediately and was all “why’d you just get all warm, huh?” Like SIR PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME OUT IN SUCH A MANNER!
Then we had dinner and oh my god, you guys; it was so nice can I just say I didn’t touch a single door handle the entire day??? Like….okay he may have tried hip checking me for reaching for the door handle, so yeah I wonder if maybe chivalry isn’t dead after all. We had some pretty heartfelt convos during dinner so I’ll keep that between him and I.
K, SO then, we walked to a few souvenir stores and what not, which come to find out, WERE ALL CONNECTED so we did so much unnecessary walking in the cold. When I say “so much” it was really only like half a block, but in 10 degree weather it felt much longer than that. At one of the shops I almost broke something and I admitted to him I’m somewhat of a bull in a China shop. And he said I “probably shouldn’t touch anything.” So, naturally I touched everything and may have gotten a whack on the bum. It’s fun being a brat, what can I say?
THEN, we spent about 35 seconds staring at the falls. It was just too cold.
THENNNNNN, we did this maze of mirrors, which I can not lie, completely freaked me out. 🤣 and we really only did it to get cute pics, but oh my god, what an experience. I WAS going to hide in the corner and cry but I put my big girl pants on and actually led us out of the damn thing. 💅 hashtag, strong woman.
THENNNNNNN, i unfortunately had to go home. Had I not had any responsibilities I would’ve just told him that I’m not leaving. Ever. And you have a new roomie. It was one of those moments where I missed him as soon as I turned the corner.
Him and I have been through alot. Both together and separately and I just feel like we had to get through a lot of barriers to finally get to each other. It was so nice to just exist in your arms.
