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what i couldn’t tell another

Day 1 balance - 389/500cal Kiwi x 3 - 130 cal Chicken breast (32 g) - 39 cal white rice (32g)- 38 cal Natural yoghurt (200 ml)- 82 cal Honey (two teaspoons)- 77 cal Jelly (30g)- 18 cal Imma search for more ,,fancy” diet. I mean, more vitamins. And i don’t want to eat only cold things. Ofc i’ll try only low cal ones.  And also i know no one cares, but im thinking about asking my mother to not buy food. She’ll give me money, and i’ll buy for myself. Imagine how much money would i have~

wow, just…wow

And it panics me so so much because I know for a fact that I've put on weight since being with my bf and what if he is also thinking this way? He assures me that he still loves me but I know he has a preference for small, petite women and when I go on reddit and constantly see shit like this it just reaffirms to me that I need to lose this weight or continue to be repulsive

Imma post memes so my account won’t be ,,dead”.