âIâm fine, I promise.â Or she would be, once she was able to assuage her guilt. It had never been her intention to immerse him in such horrible memoriesâshe hadnât gone searching for them, even. She couldnât leave until sheâd cleaned up at least some of the damage her powers had managed to create. Itâd mean revealing her psychometry, but her secrecy was hardly a hefty trade for his peace of mind.Â
Besides, sheâd seen that he had some secrets of his own.Â
ââShit.â She blew out a harsh breath, disturbing the hair that had fallen into her features. Ara knew that he likely would have emotional backlash. With what he had been hiding in his mind, she would have been surprised if he had assured her he was fine. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry.âÂ
Clumsily, she climbed to her feet, leaning heavily against the bookshelf behind her. Her legs still felt weak and rubbery, but she needed to address the other with some composure. âIt doesnât happen often.â She shook her head. For a moment she was silent, just studying the stranger. He deserved to know what had happened, but she wasnât certain how to broach the topic. Ara had no doubt he hadnât wanted to share the memories sheâd seen. Sheâd become an intruder in his mind.
âDid you have plans after this?â She pointed to his books, a slightly concerned frown passing over her features. They needed to address this nowâif only to put her own mind to rest. âI think we should talk in private. I-I saw what you did.âÂ
âWhy are you sorry? Iâm not the one who fainted,â he pointed out. Sure, he was shaken up, but it wasnât exactly her fault. Just his own brain betraying him with bad timing. That wasnât anything too out of the ordinary. (Why would his brain ever be convenient with its failings?)
He stood with her, considering offering assistance, but she didnât seem to want it, the way she was using the bookshelf, and he knew that sometimes you just needed to do something on your own to prove it could be done. He knew that better than most people, really, and he didnât want to make things more awkward for her.
His heart skipped a beat and the panic welled up all over again. I saw what you did. It was... vague enough to pertain to anything, but heâd used his powers to ease her fall and that had to be what she was referring to. What else could it be?
âIâm, uh, I--â He gathered up the books again, glad to have a convenient excuse to flee the scene. School was hard-- God, was it hard-- but at least it kept him busy. âI need to go. I have an exam to study for, yâknow? And if youâre fine, I really should be leaving, because Iâm not going to pass if I donât study.â