well my race highlights are that verstappen dnf and the lack of antonelli points but what the fuck was the rest

chapter 5 out now !! i'm really not 100% sure about this one but. it's plot relevant. also not 100% sure i want to be perceived rn but actually do tell me your thoughts and talk to me about it please i love feedback and i love hearing different ideas and thoughts about the story !! it's actually my favourite thing ever

finished writing worlds '27 so that means i only have to get through another year before i get to the part i really want to write !!!!! i'm so excited nobody is ready

girl who read a 96 page isu document to prepare for the chapter that won't be written for WEEKS bc it's still in the distant future when she definitely should be studying for the exam that's a requirement to pass for erasmus money or at least working on the current chapter hm okay

someone needs to take spotify away from me the fic playlist keeps getting longer and longer it's a right mess by now

finally finished ch5 and it's like 12.5k or something lmao that's the average man's deadliest weapon fic??? dunno what happened there but the chapter fought me every step of the way so at least it's done now i just hope you guys will like it

i'm very excited for chapter 6 bc chapter 5 is a "break" of sorts where all that's happening is the fwb start and then chapter 6 is worlds and wtt which sounds sweet and fun as a concept and worlds will be but i have diabolical things planned for wtt 😈

something i think about a lot is that amber does in fact know that the marriage is fake but acts like she doesn't so misha has no idea she knows. their mothers suspect but don't say anything but amber really knows because ilia cried to her about his unrequited crush quite a lot and she worried about that little idiot especially after the olympics then all of a sudden she's receiving a wedding invitation and she just knows ilia's doing something stupid because there's no way just a few months ago he was crying about the boy he's probably in love with winning the olympics and how happy he was it was misha who won when he lost and now they're getting married?? yeah no goodbye she KNOWS. but misha doesn't know that and ilia can't possibly tell him amber knows because how would he explain that? there's no way he could find a way to explain that without admitting he's in love with misha so he keeps that to himself and feels guilty about it in silence and then goes whining to amber who tells him to just grow a pair and tell misha, but ilia obviously can't do that because then misha would hate him and want to divorce him and then he couldn't do the next olympics and all of it would've been for nothing. so he simply cannot tell him

i'm so tempted to just post the 4th chapter because i LOVE it and there's so many exciting things happening and i want to see reactions but i have written maybe half of the 5th at best and i said i wouldn't post a chapter before the next isn't done but the temptation is very big icl

i'm 3.5k into the 5th chapter now and so far we only got through the catalyst and the beginning of the aftermath i'm so fucking scared i WILL die