Homecoming
Did he imagine Camui here often? That was a good question for Hideto. If he had to think about it honestly he would have to say yes. He always missed his love terrible when he wasn’t around. There was always a small ache in his heart no matter the company that he kept. In the moments that he was extremely lonely and needed conversations and in the moments he needed his sometimes insatiable carnal desires met, he indeed missed the one male who could complete him in all fronts. Even his wandering spirit had a home, and after a few years apart once again it was staring back at him with dark eyes.
With that small tug, he settled his small frame on the shadow’s lap, his nose pressed against the crook of the male’s neck to breathe him in. It was affirmation his eyes that his dearest was actually hearing even though they’d just confirmed such things. It just had been such a long while since he’d breathed in this heavenly scent. "I’ve missed you, love,“ he smiled. "Especially in this home,” he continued catching the male’s gaze.
“I"ve imagined you coming home often, but I also had to stop doing it as well. We’ve both have lives outside of each other. Mates, lovers, and everything in between,” he hummed. "And my selfish nature still has to accept that from time to time,“ he admitted with a sweet chuckle. "So like always as much as I wish for your presence always. I respect both our choices.”
It was so natural, so easy, to fall back into old patterns. There was just something about Hideto that complimented everything that the shadow was. Even now, even though they had spent years apart. Nothing was different. Old affections were the same, and their constant undying love was part of the shadow’s idea of home. Hideto was his home. He relished in the close proximity of their bodies now, and the rhythmic breathing pattern that Hideto was blowing against his neck. The shadow smiled contentedly, now letting his hands roam to the other male’s slender waist.
“What did I ever do, that I should deserve a love so sublime as you?” Gackt then raised an eyebrow questioningly at his loved one, a curious expression written on his face. “I have had precious few anything since we last met. A single platonic relationship, and no mates or secondary loves.” The shadow spoke softly, his eyes a smoldering mess that locked gazes with his beloved.
“I have left that school in a place far behind me. It was doing nothing to settle my soul as my homesickness only grew by the day. I had no intention of returning here, for I was lost in the shadows of my mind and feared what a return could prompt for me. However, I did so long for home and for you. Now, I am glad that I made this decision, for it has brought me home to you.”
@hideto-indie




















