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LMFAO stop!! Thank you sooooo much!!! Realistic was my goal so I'm super happy about this feedback <3333 I have some Hollanov fics in the works atm but more Hudcon coming your way for sure too

This is the fic for anyone wondering:

enjoy the forbidden fruit queen xxxx

Title: Your lips, my lips (apocalypse)

Fandom: Heated Rivalry RPF

Pairing: Hudson Williams/Connor Storrie

Rating: Explicit

Tags:  Cheating, Emotional Cheating, Blow Jobs, Friends to Lovers, Infidelity, Dom Connor Storrie, Sub Hudson Williams, Met Gala, Humiliation, Getting Caught, Semi-Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Dom/sub Undertones

Summary:

Connor leads Hudson into the men’s restroom. It is a single stall. The second they both step inside, Connor locks the door and pushes Hudson against it.

“Thought you had to pee,” Hudson says, pressed up against the wood, Connor’s hand on his chest keeping him in place.

“Thought you had a girlfriend,” Connor shoots back. His tone mean, making it obvious that it is something he had been thinking about for a while.

Or

i understand what you are saying, i do! but i also think it's a lot more complicated than that.

hudson is no longer just a person, he is also Hudson Williams the brand. a brand that has been partially created and shaped by the fandom, and therefore it is shared between hudson the human and ourselves.

i understand what you are saying but i also think it's naive to believe that he didn't know how fandom spaces work just because he had a job (? lmfao).

I understand being naive to the situation of fandom spaces and how they will absolutely bulldoze any boundary you have, and going oh what the fuck I don’t want this this isn’t safe for me anymore or the people I love. That is entirely understandable.

But it’s also like…you invited the vampire into your house thinking you two would just hang out and then hired him as your assistant despite knowing that if you invite him in, he could kill you.

You should have never trusted the vampire in the first place. You know what he was capable of. And you did it anyway. And now you’ve been hurt.

I feel the same way about Taylor Swift. She fostered an incredibly parasocial relationship from early on and then when she had enough success she decided she didn’t want it anymore (while still being incredibly parasocial with her own fandom being it’s so intertwined into her branding it can’t ever be dismantled.) I also understand the safety aspect and people being so deranged online. But it’s also like…can we take at least some accountability for the consequences of the actions we chose to make ourselves?

It’s such a weird media landscape today in general. Social media is just so fucking invasive even for me as a normal person that I stopped using it. I can’t imagine the INSANITY that is being famous and being kind of forced to feed into certain things and having to try and find a balance so you can still be a human with the privacy we all deserve.

It’s just fucked all around. People should know to keep RPF to RPF spaces. That includes the people the RPF is about.

I feel really bad for his girlfriend. Because honestly…I would not have it in me mentally to put up with this. She’s a lot stronger than I will ever be.

Fame is a curse I honestly wouldn’t wish on anyone.

Anyways sorry for the rant ❤️

i agree with a lot of what you said, but i would like to point out that someone who has always dreamed of being a celebrity (or at least an actor) cannot be that naive about parasocial relationships with fans nor do i believe he wasn't adviced on how to handle them.

he still chose to get involved with our spaces (again, made by fans FOR fans), using them to make himself more popular, and then, when they no longer suited him, shit on them.

The amount of digs he got for making his insta more private and professional. People giving out about his management team etc

But we could all see this coming with hudson. He kept feeding the flames and I knew at some stage he would her butthurt about it, crossing some line he's established and everyone else is just meant to know.

His comments on connors posts and the likes of valentines day, were literally him feeding into it. He seemed to enjoy it. (Did Connor?)

But commenting on one persons account and leaving her to be attacked just isn't it.

i think it is fun that he decided to be more interactive and involved with fans and i dont think there is anything wrong with that, HOWEVER i also believe that if you wanted boundaries you should have established them and not made everyone guess what the limits were. especially because you were the one constantly pushing them.

you built your fanbase off of this type of interactions and narratives (whether there is any truth to them or not). and then you decided to slap them in the face.

Lots of hypocrite in the hudson tag. Rpf is now bad? It's embarrassing, keep it out of sites where celebs can see them...

Celebs cannot be naive to think their audience is 100% sweet and nice with sprinkles on top. Nope, no sir, your audience is a mixed bag of the good the bad the ugly the horny the psychotic and whatever in between.

I feel a bit sorry for him because he cant really go offline or he'll lose the image of being "one of us" /of the people (as opposed to classy connor)

honestly i think he himself is being highly hypocritical. you choose to be part of our fan spaces, you choose to interact with us, you choose to feed rpf. you profit off of rpf.

and then get mad when rpf happens?

I think he just realized he lost control of the narrative he himself created and then tried to backpedal.

It was also very shitty to announce the “no more rpf” in reply to a specific account because now you have thousands of people sending death threats and using racial slurs towards a random woman.

"You dont care for him outside your shipping"

yah i care for him as much as he cares about me. I give him my online clicks, i play with the idea of him or his tv/movie character however my mind wants.

And he's been generous in *nudge nudge wink wink* -ing the fandom. Munch munch yum yum, right?

Now im being told to stop with how i partake my fiction? Because what--he's losing control of his online narrative? Protect his gf, his family, his team--all those he exposed to public scrutiny because he cant seem to go to events without an entourage?

You cant be enjoying the perks of public attention and not deal with the nasty side of it.

Hudson's usually so smart, and that threads comment was a really stupid move.

Apparently his biggest fan update page deactivated? Yup he's going down fast. Goodbye goodbye you (couldve been) bigger than the whole sky

Honestly, I couldn’t have said it better, anon. You can’t have your cake and eat it too. You wanted to be a celebrity, learn how to act like one.

ride my dick and suck my balls, and while you are at it learn how to use AO3 tags.

using your comment to promote my hudcon cheating fic btw