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introducing YUN :: ♡̷̷̷ she/her. sunsun lover ⭑

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LEE HEESEUNG

tangled attachments :: sunghoon had broken up a month ago and needed time before you both actually started dating, he told you to stay aware of his bandmate, lee heeseung but what happens if you grow attached to him and find out your ‘boyfriend’s dirty secret despite you both loving eachother?

PARK JAY

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SIM JAEYUN

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PARK SUNGHOON

tangled attachments :: sunghoon had broken up a month ago and needed time before you both actually started dating, he told you to stay aware of his bandmate, lee heeseung but what happens if you grow attached to him and find out your ‘boyfriend’s dirty secret despite you both loving eachother?

KIM SUNOO

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YANG JUNGWON

anything for you :: yang jungwon, who hates doing the dishes is willing to do anything for you.

NISHIMURA RIKI

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OT7

yandere! classmate enhypen’s reaction when you ask them out

HYUNG LINE

yandere! enhypen being soft because of your ___

yandere! enhypen’s reaction to you fainting from crying

♡𓂃 anything for you YJW

author’s note: THIS IS SMTH SO DIFFERENT AND I ENJOYED WRITING THIS SM <3 thank you for requesting !!

the boys were coming over to your and jungwon’s apartment, it wasn’t the first time since the guys would have movie nights weekly or monthly is they had work to do. today however you decided to show your amazing baking skills to the boys!

you already had prepared all the snacks the night before and were just checking on your cookies in the oven. someone suddenly backhugs you causing you to flinch but you soon relax in the familiar scent.

“love you dont have to do this y’know? they dont deserve so much love and efforts from you” he was worried ofc since he never saw you being this productive (pLS)

“bae this is the least i can do for you and your friends, I just want them to feel welcomed and show off my baking skill!”

“..yeah i think i smell something burning”

soon they all came over and were pretty amazed by your cooking skills especially jay (lmASO) who loved the cookies that you almost burned because of jungwon (you later kickd him out the kitchen 🧍🏻‍♀️)

the movie night went well and the boys had dinner aswell. as soon as you walked into the kitchen you started feeling tired and extremely lazy. you slouched on the counter while getting ready to wash the dishes staring at the mess.

“love are you okay?” jungwon could see the drowsiness in your eyes and placed a kiss on your forehead “oh im fin-“

“how about i wash the dishes today and you relax?, you’ve been working since last night angel.” he said as he kissed your cheek gently. needless to say it was a sweet gesture and you were VERY flustered

“jungwon how come you never do the dishes at the dorm and now you like it” sunghoon yelled from the couch teasingly

“oh my our leader is whipped for his angel” niki joined in the teasing causing everyone including you to giggle while jungwon stood there blushing from ear to ear.

after getting pushed inside your room to rest, jungwon kicked out his members who were still teasing him about the sweet interaction and told him he was washing dishes in the dorm for the follwing week.

he finished the work while he joined you in bed, he pulled you close to him and felt you moving in your sleep. “sorry did i wake you up” you slowly shake your head a no under the blanket. god you were gonna be the death of him. “im so lucky to have you mydude”

“..yn why on earth are you calling me your dude”

“because youre mine :]”

classmate yandere! enhypen when you ask them out on a date

authors note: reqs are always opened <3 im so creative for all these scenarios i hope you like it LMAOGSHSS

heeseung

- man would be just staring at you like he always does when he suddenly sees you glacing at him

- he turns back to his notebook while you approach him

- “uhm heeseung can I talk to you?” you ask nervously

- man drops everything just to admire you close up and gives you a small nod

- “i’ve been thinking about you ever since the day you saved me from those strangers- and i was wondering if you’d like to go out- with me?” you said fidgetting with your fingers

- heeseung was estatic to say the least

- he’d just grab your hands and gently mumble a yes while you hug him your eyes crinkling while smiling

- only if you knew he hired those strangers just to be a hero infront of you and so you’d be his only :]

- nevertheless he was extremely happy and if you’d ask him, he’d do what he did again just to see you in his arms

jay

- he’d probably be the cold guy who is always “mysterious” and people would stay away from

- but you? oh you just loved his aura and that led to you having a crush on him since the day you transferred to this school

- your friends never really encouraged you to confess or go near him as they found him ‘odd’

- that was until you finally gained the courage yourself to finally admit what you truly felt

- oh boy and if this wasn’t your worst mistake :)

- “jay? i know we haven’t ever talked before.. and you probably don’t even know who I am! but.. I just wanted to say I think youre really pretty- no! hot- and uh would you mind going on a date with me?”

- god you were probably a blushing mess by then but jay just smiled and grabbed you waist

- “sure :]” he said very coolly

- while you were going insane jay knew he had to get rid of your friends soon just to be closer to his princess (you) and get rid of distractions who try to steal you away :)

jake

- jake was one of the popular boys at your highschool

- he’d get confessions ever. single. day and rejected everyone

- everyone said that he was waiting for a ‘special one’ but most shrugged it off as rumors

- one of them being you.. “i heard he’s a yandere” you snorted “stop being ridiculous, why would he even go to school then? to find his one and only love who he’s obsessed with?”

- oh you were so right :]

- you made your way to him after your friends encouraged you to and handed him a rose

- which he curiously accepted making everyone in the hallway gasp including you but you soon began saying

- “mind going on a date with me?”

- he smirked and said “i dont see why not”

- you were overjoyed and he knew it, after all he was stalking you only for your attention and he finally got what he wanted

sunghoon

- sunghoon was one of your many bestfriends

- while you were a social butterfly, sunghoon was quiet and reserved unless it was you

- he even refused to hang out with your friends unless it was only you

- it was your birthday and ofc you invited all your friends meaning half of the school :]

- to your surprise nobody showed up except for him

- “oh why am i the only one here?”

- at this point you were holding yourself from breaking down but you managed to say “hey.. they ditched me but how about we consider this a date?”

- “a- what?” sunghoon seemed shocked but you just went up to him and confessed how much you appreciated him

- he just grabbed your face and kissed you while you let him without knowing he’s the one who threatened your friends to not come to the party so he could have you all to himself :]

sunoo

- sunoo was the one who approached you and became your friend

- he was a social butterfly while you were a friendless ugly girl in your highschool

- atleast that’s how you felt

- “don’t worry even if youre ugly youre still mine!” sunoo beamed at you, his comment made you feel better and worse at the same time

- you began liking him after a while because of his persona and the way he made you feel so special when all you thought you were was worthless

- “sunoo wanna go to the sunflower field after school?” you ask

- “is this your indirect way of asking me on a date?” he giggled

- your cheeks went red but you confidently spoke “how about a yes?”

- sunoo grabbed your hand and chuckled happily

- i mean why wouldn’t he? his gaslighting worked, on your classmates and on you aswell but who cares if you think youre ugly when youre the most gorgeous person anyone has ever laid their eyes on

- you were his now and he was going to take you away from all these people who were able to see you when you belong with him :]

jungwon

- he was technically your brother’s bestfriend and you often stole glances at him

- god in your eyes, he’s the most gorgeous thing you’ve ever laid your eyes on

- probably because you’re homeschooled and haven’t seen any other male species other than your dad, brother and him ofc

- so once your brother threw a party (which you strictly weren’t allowed to go into) you decided to go in and do the dumbest thing a human could possibly think of (sorry yn :] )

- “yn what are you doing here?” jungwon practically screamed and seemed more scared than you were

- “jungwon I need to talk to you!” you practically cried out then cringed at your tone

- jungwon’s heart flipped but he took you to your room before you began talking

- “jungwon look I know this is weird but.. i like you will you. go on a date with me?.. eventhough you probably view me as a little sister-“

- before you could finish he pecked your lips and said “of course but not now love” he said before running back downstairs where your brother was calling him

- you practically fainted after what he did without knowing how your “family” or should I say fake family was getting paid by jungwon for all these fake scenarios

niki

- you were quite popular yourself while niki was a quiet kid

- being popular meant dealing with egoistic assholes who cant accept getting rejected by someone not in their league :]

- so when jaehyun (a jock) confessed to youand you softly rejected him

- he grabbed your arm and began threatening you when suddenly someone’s tall figure came infront of you

- “leave.” he spoke with a deep voice and jaehyun went flying, he the. turned to you

- “yn are you okay?” you realised it was niki and you realised how ethereal he was upclose

- “y-yeah thank you so much-“ you mumbled still recovering from what happened

- “no problem” he gave you a small smile when you grabbed his hand “w-wait do you mind hanging out later?”

- he raised an eyebrow while you flushed red “n-no like as a t-thank you from me-“

- he smiled much wider this time and nodded

- god he was waiting for this moment his whole life

i cant find them anyways.. find reqs if you guys have any 😍

author’s note:: probably gonna make normal enha reactions next until i get requests of yandere shi :)

heeseung

-he’d be monitoring you from his computer and witness you crying

-and the next second you stop sobbing whoch catches heeseung’s attention

-he’d be quick to realise that you’ve fainted

-man wouldn’t waste a second and go back home to carry you up to the bedroom from the basement

-would closely monitor you and not leave your side till you wake up again

-probably would scold you when you cry the next time till tyen youre getting feeded and cuddled by hee :]

jay

-he heard your light sobs echoing from the bathroom but he couldn’t careless

-i mean he literally gave you shelter love and protection what else do you want?

-until he saw you step out of the bathroom looking extremely weak

-he indeed was about to yell at you again before you fell down

-well into his arms since he caught you

-ngl i think he’d lowkey blame himself for not feeding you properly

-he’s gonna be sm more stricter and controlling about your health now

-when you walk up expect to be fed jay’s special made porridge and scold :]

jake

-man I don’t even think he’ll let you cry that much

-so it’d probably be in the middle of a punishment :]

-you’d be crying and mumbling apologies while jake is enraged

-like why would you try to give a ‘help’ note to the waiter when he took you out?

-jake would stop to look at you when you stop moving and realises you passed out

-well from crying bc he has hit you harder than what he did today

-when you wake up, he’d be so soft and polite trying to tell you how hurt he was :(

-you’d probably give him a chance after that and it’d be the beginning of jake’s manipulation arc :]

sunghoon

-you’d be crying in between an argument

-“god sunghoon explain the hickies then!”

-“how could you say im cheating you dont love me anymore?”

-before you could reply your heads hurts so bad that you fall down

-when youre awake, he’d be apologising and asking you to not leave him, it was adorable but it’s not like you had a chance to leave wether you wanted to or not

warning: mentions of stockholm syndrome, kidnapping, punishment, manipulation, toxicity in general :)

heeseung:

wanting to cuddle

-man i just feel like seeing you wanting affection literally melts him 😕

-like you’re either scared of him or crying bc of some punishment

-but you wanting to hug him and cuddle just makes him get butterflies

-like at first he’d doubt it or think he misheard you

-but when you go up to him and hug this 6ft man, he feels like he won the world

-it’s probably because youre starting to get the stockholm syndrome but as long as youre his, it doesn’t matter does it :)

jay:

being dependant on him

-you mostly stayed 5 ft away from him ever since he kidnapped you

-but seeing you slowly become dependant on him made him proud of you

-like simply just calling “jay! i want to sleep :(“ and him going “ofc baby :)” bc he adores this vulnerable side of yours which you can only show him

-ofc youre only so dependant thanks to his constant manipulation but that’s not important is it :)

jake:

seeing your tears

-it doesn’t bother him if you cry because of a punishment because that’s your fault for trying to escape

-but seeing you cry or flinch because you’re that scared of him makes him so guilty

-it reminds him to be softer w you afterall youre his only, what would he do w/o you

-“baby come here im sorry for being so harsh with you :( why don’t we go out today yeah?”

-as much as this ‘angel’ loves you, don’t throw a tantrum bc he can’t bear your tears but won’t tolerate the tantrums :)

sunghoon

you being soft for him

-i just feel like he doesn’t really want to show his soft side before you show him yours

-like you wanting to be closer to him makes his heart do flips

TANGLED ATTACHMENT LHS, PSH

synopsis: sunghoon had broken up a month ago and needed time before you both actually started dating, he told you to stay aware of his bandmate, lee heeseung but what happens if you grow attached to him and find out your ‘boyfriend’s dirty secret despite you both loving eachother?

pairings: park sunghoon x afab reader x lee heeseung

genre: angst, toxic love, love triangle, slow burn, slight fluff?

warnings: toxic love, mentions of cigarette, tension, one night stands,

inspired by: @//parkjaycult ‘s “BOUNDARY_LESS PSH” and heavily inspired by ‘Friends - Chase Atlantic’

author’s note:: I RE EDITED IT HOPEFULLY ITS BETTER AND EASIER TO READ NOW 🧍🏻‍♀️

there he lies, right beside you. he looked miserable with swollen blood-red eyes and dark circles, his cheeks were tear-stained he had marks supposedly hickies all over his neck. Despite being his assistant and manager, you had no idea what he does or where he goes after 7 PM but always received a message from him after 11 PM to either pick him up from a random club or open the door because he was freezing, despite you never wanting to you always do let him in. I mean why won't you? He kept you accompanied through your lonely apartment. This was another reason you had a small minimalistic apartment you didn't want to feel lonely. 

Sunghoon on the other hand had broken up with his girlfriend of two years, Hyun-hee. You weren't sure why would anyone ever leave this perfect man? But who were you to say anything throughout the following 3 months Sunghoon continued to vent to you about his now ex but never mentioned the real reason why they fell apart. Regardless you comforted him and let him stay. Enhypen's manager never really minded him staying with you as long as you both did everything behind the scenes and Sunghoon was never late for his schedules. It led to the point you knew his smell, the time he'll text you and what his comfort foods were, can we say the same about Sunghoon knowing you? I guess not but the way Sunghoon would sometimes snuggle close to you deep in his sleep it made you think if you guys were just friends or more? 

Back to the present, your alarm rang waking Sunghoon up while you keep staring at his neck about the hickies or scars. "Is something wrong?" the boy asked rubbing his eyes while sitting up. "N-no you should freshen up and return to the dorms I'll drive you there" he only nodded in response and walked towards the washroom. You on the other hand just sat on the bed in denial you didn't know how to feel you knew this needed to stop before you grew more attached but you couldn't just run away.

After dropping Sunghoon at the dorms, Heeseung began to approach you "Shall we go?" the black-headed guy asked politely, "Huh?" "Oh did Jihun (manager) Hyung not inform you?" you were beyond confused when you suddenly received the message from Jihun himself.

From Jihun (Manager-nim) 

> YN! You have to take care of Heeseung's schedule as Nayeon is not well and I'm busy.

*sends schedule planner*

"YN you're still here?" Sunghoon's voice returns you to Earth "Oh.. Manager Jihun just texted me, I have to take care of Heeseung's schedule as his manager is sick and your schedule is empty today" YN said "Oh ok" he said almost upset. As you were about to leave with Heeseung, Sunghoon suddenly hugged you, "don't get too close with Heeseung I'll miss you" that somehow gave you butterflies even though this was a common skinship between the both of you, maybe his words were doing the effect but why did he even tell you to be careful of Heeseung? He seemed amazing even though you didn't know him that much. You quickly hugged him back and started walking with Heeseung beside you as it must've been awkward for him. 

You start the car and start driving to a studio where he is supposed to record a song cover "Off my face" by Justin Beiber, it was probably coincidental that you absolutely love that song and you were pretty excited to hear him sing it. He was extremely polite and both of you made some small talk, you were mostly closest to the maknae line and of course Sunghoon so it felt awkward at first. "Soo.. it seems that you and Sunghoon are pretty close are you guys.." "FRIENDS! yes ah-hah! " you say it in the most unconvincing way but he seems to believe it for the time being while you apologize for being loud he laughs it off and switches the topic as he could see you were quite uncomfortable. Soon enough you both arrived "Do you want to come inside?" He asked while taking the bag he decided to carry after losing his only AirPods that were in his pockets "Am I allowed to?" you ask while unbuckling the seatbelt. And here you are staring at his face while listening to his angelic vocals he maintained eye contact with you looking at the camera from time to time but looking at you as well. It somehow gives you butterflies even if you didn't know him that well. He stared at you throughout the "In love with you" part and you wouldn't lie, you felt yourself felt.

After finishing his schedule with him and dropping him off at the dorms, you went back home and decided to scroll through your notifications and schedules, it was 10:57 PM you knew he'd dm you anytime now but to your surprise, he didn't?it shocked you but you shrugged it off and just thought maybe he won't come today? even if it was unusual.. 

*ring ring* the bell rang as YN got up to open the door. "Open up I know you're awake," He said as if he'd breakdown any moment in a drunk as fuck voice. You open the door and he crashes down on you, completely hugging you with both of his arms and keeping his head in your nape taking in your fresh smell. "why would she leave me, was I not enough" he said in a droopy sad voice almost falling down as you carry him to sit on your couch and continue comforting him till 1 AM or until he was asleep, yes you took care of him you knew he deserved better, you just wanted him to feel loved.You took a closer look at his state, his hair looked freshly washed and fluffy eventhough it was messy, it looked as if he washed up and then went to the club, why? you'll never understand this man.he still had the scars from yesterday and maybe more? or were you just seeing things?  Either way you made sure to comfort him and made him feel loved, he always appreciated these actions towards him and would often cry and tell you how much he appreciates it, you really love his vulnerable side but t hurts you to see his tears sometimes.

You woke up feelings entangled in the sheets with another figure in your bed, that being sung hoon, you brushed hair off of his face when he started to wake up thanks to the sun being brighter than usual because you didn't pull the curtains, he holds you tighter in his embrace as he whispers a quite good morning and thank you for last night, that was enough to make you melt. If anyone saw you both in this state, they'd most probably think you both are dating, you both cuddled for a while before the blonde head spoke up again "how was it with Heeseung? Did he say anything? you thought for a while before shaking your head and said "just small talk and.." "and?" "nothing that special" you lied but you didn't want to make things awkward so that's how it was before you tried to get up but sat down again when Sunghoon pulled you towards him, he held you close to his chest you could hear his heart beating and he probably could too considering how fast your heart was beating. 

"Let's cuddle for a while," he said in his deep morning voice which you were used to, he snuggled closer to your neck while you couldn't even move. "Y-you have to mc today r-remember?" you mentally curse yourself for stuttering. He groans but lets you go, you exhale as you both freshen up and you decide to drive him back to the dorms, he adjusts himself in the passengers' seat as you began to drive. "I'm sorry for yesterday, I wanted to spend some time with you yesterday but-" you cut him off, "it's fine" you feel him smile through the corner of your eyes as he reaches down to your hand gently squeezing it. These small interactions meant a lot to you as they made you feel wanted. You loved it. You loved him. 

As you reached the dorms, Jihun informed you that you had to take care of Heeseung's schedule today as well even if you were aSunghoon's manager, the reason was obvious. Netizens were making rumors about Sunghoon and you dating, you were pretty enough to be an idol so speculations were that you're a trainee dating him so it was understandable what Jihun was trying to do but Sunghoon was definitely not pleased but you didn't mind because you were comfortable enough around him.

The whole day was fun with Heeseung , after finishing his photoshoot he took you to a cafe and now you both were sitting on a hill just looking at Seoul from afar. Sunghoon and Heeseung were different, extremely different. While you mostly had home "dates" with Sunghoon, Heeseung took you around the city into places you never even saw or knew. Both of them were equally fun. 

Heeseung broke the comforting silence with his question "Soo YN.. were you raised in Seoul?" you just dryly chuckle "No... but I always wondered how it'd be to live in Seoul and that's how i ended up here, I'm from a small island beside Jeju I came to Seoul to become a therapist or psychiatrist but I guess some dreams don't come true" you looked down and brought your knees to your chest. "Why did you suddenly become a manager, I mean it is something comepletely different from a therapist or medical field " he asked again "Mm.. I dont know.. it was because of my mother, my studies were going well until she fell sick and needed money for her medicines so I just took a job that I found" you suddenly chuckle feeling chilled by the weather, "Is she still?..." you shake your head "no.. I lost her" you say, your eyes now getting glossy. Heeseung got closer and hugged you tight "It's not your fault, you tried and id everything you could. I'm so sorry" You started crying pathetically in his embrace hugging him back, you lost your mother recently yet tried being strong, nobody had comforted you like this. None of your relatives lived with you so you kept blaming yourself. The night went on by you explaining on how alone you feel in this city and how Seoul wasn't the place for you. This felt different, new and you liked it. Sunghoon normally talked about his feelings to you and you never really minded because you wanted to protect and love him but you didn't kow how it felt to recieve the same love. Until tonight. 

It soon got pretty late and you drove Heeseung to his apartment instead of the dorm as most of them were with their familes or in their apartments. You realised that the key normally stays with his manager who was sick or Jihun, Heeeng had called Jihun but he wasn't picking up. You couldn't just leave him. "YN? If you want you can go home, I'll just stay at a hotel." he said breaking your thoughts. "No no what if sasaengs find you? How about you just stay at my house for tonight?" you don't know why you suddenly said that but you guess you didn't mind his presence anymore.

"I'll sleep on the couch" you offer and bring out a pillow from your bedroom buut he snatches it from you and says  "I don't want to bother you so I'll just sleep on the couch" "No what are you saying I can't do that to a guest" You say snatching ng the pillow back and it suddenly becomes a pillow tugging competition to a pillow fight. It looked like as if you both were kids but you needed to get revenge on him for hitting you on the head with the pillow. After a while of messing around you began "Okay let's just sleep on the same bed but put pillows in the middle is that okay?"you said exhausted and out of breath. THere is no way any of you would fit in your small couch so Heeseung just agreed.

Instead of sleeping you both just talked about random stuff, how Heeseung became a trainee, if you had any siblings, music taste and anything till 4 in the morning when Heeseung heard snores while he was explaing his childhood talent show. He surely adored your sleeping face and fell asleep watching you. 

You had woken up to your alarm and so had Heeseung, after turning off the alarm you couldn't help but laugh at how cute Heeseung looked . "Why what's wrong?" he asked rubbing his eyes "nothing you look adorable, you can go freshen up first then i'll drive you to the dorms" he just smiled and got up unlike sunghoon who would want to sleep 10 minutes more. As you said, you dropped him off at the dorms and went to Jihun's office.

Even if you didn't say or show it you were worried about what Sunghoon did after 7 PM and so by giving the excuse of 'forgetting his schedule' you asked Jihun where he went. "Oh? you don't know? he goes to the club and then a hotel as his schedule stays empty after mc'ing." Oh. It all made sense now, all those 'scars' him always coming after showering and drunk with the smell of women's cheap perfume. But why were you feeling like this? It's not like you both were dating or anything even jf you did confess? he had rejected you. You couldn't believe it. You thought he would've moved on. You knew you weren't the only one feeling this.

"Hyung? Where have you been?" Sunghoon asked the older boy, he didn't know if he should say that he spend the night at the house of his member's 'friend' or crush but he couldn't lie to him either. "At YN's place as we forgot the keys to my apartment" he said calmly, "Oh? so that's why she didn't call me?" the older one just sighed "Sunghoon you cant expect her to only run behind you, I know you love her you should just tell her.. stop going behind her back and doing shit how would she feel if she found out?" Sunghoon just scoffed "You should be the last person to tell me this after sleeping over at her place" he said slowly getting heated up, thankfully none of the members were home, Jake, Jay and Niki were recording while Sunoo and Jungwon were at their radio show."You don't own her, I'm not here to argue about her, just stop and confess to her before she finds out herself" he tried to be calm "Hyung you don't need to tell me what to do, I know her well enough to know what to do to win her over" he said ready to walk out when- "know he?" he laughs in between before continuing " do you even know what she was going through these few months when her mother died? No, youre to hung up on Hyunhee just give YN a chance stop fucking around." Heeseung snaps back before going to his room.

Sunghoon was speechless but still mad and possibly jealous over the fact that you let Heeseng stay over so he went to meet Jihun to ask why you hadn't come yet. "Oh YN, she took a break for a week" he said before going back into a phone call about a new brand deal while Sunghoon stood confused "why would you suddenly take a break?" Completing his schedule faster than usual he drives to your place, t was 6 PM a lot eralier than he usually would come, it was raining heavily so the sky was dark already. He had a bad feeling but he had to confront you, maybe even tell his feelings like Heeseung adviced?

He twisted the door knob and surprisingly it was unlock but that wasn't more shocking than what he saw inside, you were blankly staring at the city infront of you through the window of your living room with a cigarette between your hand. "Since when did you smoke and let guys I didn't want you to be with come in your house?" you flinched but turned to face him and stood up, "Since when did you start coming so early, are you done fucking your hoes in a hotel?" you spoke quieter, looking at him with glossy eyes. "Answer the questio- YN what?" he said quite shook and taken aback by what you said.

 "Tell me what youre doing on the other side." you start backing up "YN-" 'Just tell me what youre doing with those other girls!" you spoke through your tears "Tell me why youre always wasted when we talk, tell me why you only remember my name in the mornings..." "YN no listen to me I love yo-" he tries grabbing your hand but you back away, both of you pathetically crying now. "Running in circles now look what you've done... I trusted you.. and what the hell are we? tell me we werent just friends? this doesn't make no sense!" you said gripping your hair "YN I really do love you I didn't mean to- " he fell down on his knees "You said youre not ready.. I  was waiting for you to move on, only to find out I'm the rebound" you laugh bitterly "YN No- please give me a chance..-"  you pointed at the door "leave." he seemed shocked "Y-YN no youre not fine I can't leave." you only laughed "I'll be fine without you babe" 

That's when he realised he had completely losed you..

after he felt, you decided to call heeseung

"YN? What's wrong?"

"H-hee please come ove-over"

He left.. again. like everyone does you were shaken up. The only person who gave you their attention was Sunghoon, despite not saying anything he made you feel special. you had confessed your feelings to him once and he said he needed time. what has this led to. I should've known. "YN?" Heeseung came in, he seemed shocked  at your state. You were shaking a thrown cigarette on the floor while your hair was a mess, tears kept streaming down your face. He ran up to you taking you in his embrace, he didnt want someone so precious in this much pain. It hurt him too. "W-why did h-he even give m-me ho-hope?- if h-he want-ted something e-else" you spoke in broken words but Heeseng understood, he figured you found out what Sunghoon had been doing. "Shh.. it's okay you deserve better calm down" he rocked you back and forth before you calmed down just softly crying in his embrace. 

You were on his lap while he held you protectively in his arms. "I know this isn't the right time but, I -I just want you to know I'm here for you.. I probably haven't loved you as long as sunghoon did but if you give me a chance i promise I'd never let you go.." Before you could say anything he attached his soft lips on yours, you didn't kiss him back. You were too taken aback. He soon detached his lips from you and said "I get it if you don't want this I'm still with you" He hugged you tighter before you spoke up "I n-need you too Heeseung but please let me heal before I trust you again.."

"I'll help you heal" He said before you fell asleep, tired from heartbreak and love yet being comforted by the person who you'll soon start loving.

you maybe truly will be fine without him