I read a lot of shit.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Harua/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Harua (&TEAM), Nakakita Yuma Additional Tags: First Kiss, Practice Kissing, Fluff, Getting Together, Alternate Universe - College/University, Roommates, and they were roommates! Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Asakura Jo/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Asakura Jo (&TEAM), Nakakita Yuma, Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Harua (&TEAM), Taki (&TEAM), Hirota Riki | Maki Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, School Reunion, First Love, Romance, Friends to Lovers, Second Chances, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Unresolved Romantic Tension, Reunions, Nostalgia, Late Night Conversations, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Romantic Comedy, Humor, Idiots in Love, Happy Ending, Implied Sexual Content, Domestic Fluff, Love Confessions, Touch-Starved, Asakura Jo is So Whipped (&TEAM), Yearning, Adult Jo/Yuma Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Asakura Jo/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Asakura Jo (&TEAM), Nakakita Yuma Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - High School, Spring, Graduation, Angst with a Bittersweet Ending, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Mutual Pining, Friends to Lovers, almost relationship, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Separations, long distance, Youth, Coming of Age, Slice of Life, They Never Actually Define The Relationship, The Horrors of Graduating High School Summary:

The last spring of high school turns everything softer: sunlight through classroom windows, quiet train rides home, and feelings neither Jo nor Yuma can pretend away anymore.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Nakakita Yuma/Taki Characters: Nakakita Yuma, Taki (&TEAM), K (&TEAM), Wang Yixiang | Nicholas Additional Tags: Childhood Friends, Best Friends to Lovers, Friends to Lovers, Childhood Trauma, Miscommunication, Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Top Taki (&TEAM), Bottom Nakakita Yuma, First Time, Child Abuse, Child Abandonment, Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Found Family, Hand Jobs, Making Out, praise kink crumbs, a decade of yearning and internalized homophobia, please read Authors note, Not Beta Read Summary:

The first time Yuma felt that quiet, unexplainable warmth toward Taki, he was only ten years old.

He remembers it as a sticky, almost-summer afternoon, the memory still glowing warm in his mind. Back then, the sky was painted with soft oranges and pinks as Yuma sat alone on the cracked concrete steps of the elementary school, knees pulled to his chest, sneakers scuffed from kicking at pebbles.

Once again, his mom had forgotten to pick him up—probably lost in another haze on the living room couch.

The other kids had long gone home, their laughter fading into the distance.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Nakakita Yuma/Taki Characters: Nakakita Yuma, Taki (&TEAM), Asakura Jo (&TEAM), Harua (&TEAM) Additional Tags: Childhood Friends to Lovers, Best Friends to Lovers, Miscommunication, Angst with a Happy Ending, Fluff and Angst, im always putting taki through some shit im so sorry taki, yuma can't communicate to save his life, Drinking, Clubbing, Alcohol, taki i love you i promise, Jealousy, jealous yuma!!! Summary:

Taki tries to remind himself to relax. 'It's just Yuma.' He thinks, squeezing his eyes shut momentarily. He would never make fun of something like this, Taki knows that. Underneath all the jokes and sarcastic remarks, hid one of the biggest hearts Taki's ever known.

So why did he feel like his world might end depending on Yuma's answer?

Inhaling deeply, Taki decides it's now or never. He locks eyes with Yuma as he whispers, just loud enough for the two of them, "I wish for you to kiss me," and blows out the candles.

OR

Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bang Chan/Lee Minho | Lee Know Characters: Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Lee Minho | Lee Know, Stray Kids Ensemble Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Idols, Canon Compliant, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Getting Together, Feelings Realization, Friends to Lovers, Love Confessions, Idiots in Love, Lee Minho | Lee Know is Whipped, But he doesn’t know about it, Lee Minho | Lee Know is kinda a germaphobe, a Sexual Germaphobe?, Friends with Benefits, Humor, Fluff, First Time, Oral Sex, Vaginal Sex, Alpha Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Omega Lee Minho | Lee Know, Top Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Bottom Lee Minho | Lee Know, Unhealthy Amount of Blow Jobs, Half of the Fic is Minho Sucking Chan’s Dick, Light Angst, Eventual Happy Ending, Crack Treated Seriously, Orgasm Control, Cunnilingus Summary:

“...to conclude, Minho-ssi, you need to immediately introduce alpha’s semen into your daily diet to balance your hormone levels. Ideally, you have to consume a hefty amount of fresh and potent semen from a healthy alpha specimen on a regular basis.”

The doctor, a middle-aged female beta, states the verdict with an absolute straight face, peering over her glasses at him.

Minho wants to laugh at the absurdity of the situation.

Or, a certain Lee Minho — the second-oldest member of a famous idol group, a dancing gem, a great beauty, and still a virgin omega (suprise-surprise) — could never have imagined, in a million possibilities, that his sexual escapades would finally be set in motion due to a ‘medical need.’

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bang Chan/Lee Minho | Lee Know Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Fluff and Smut, Tenderness, Kink Discovery, Kink Exploration, Praise Kink, Hyung Kink, Sub Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Dom Lee Minho | Lee Know, This is mostly not smut, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Intimacy, so much love, Light BDSM, Soft Lee Minho | Lee Know, Minho attempts to dom Chris into loving himself, It kind of Works, baby's first scene, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, they're in love Summary:

Minho just wanted to take care of Chan. How was he supposed to know Chan fell into subspace so easily?

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bang Chan/Han Jisung/Hwang Hyunjin/Kim Seungmin/Lee Felix/Lee Minho/Seo Changbin/Yang Jeongin, Bang Chan (Stray Kids)/Everyone Characters: Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Lee Minho | Lee Know, Seo Changbin, Hwang Hyunjin, Han Jisung | Han, Lee Felix (Stray Kids), Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Yang Jeongin | I.N, GOT7 Ensemble, TWICE Ensemble Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Heats, Suppressing Heats, Substance Abuse, Sort Of, Light Stalking, but in a cute way, Pack Dynamics, Bang Chan Needs A Hug (Stray Kids), Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending, Omega Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Alpha Lee Minho | Lee Know, Alpha Seo Changbin, Beta Hwang Hyunjin, Alpha Han Jisung | Han, Beta Lee Felix (Stray Kids), Beta Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Alpha Yang Jeongin | I.N, Food Issues Series: Part 1 of Birdie and Kitty's Prompting Challenge Fics, Part 11 of SKZ oneshots, neatly packaged, for your convenience Summary:

“It’s not the first time we’ve had an omega wait out their heat in our guest bedroom. And since it’s just the two of us we figured you might be alright to nest in our home. We wouldn’t have tried anything—”

Chan shook his head, reaching down to lace his fingers with the alpha’s in reassurance. “I didn’t think you would have,” he breathed, still shocked that Minho and Changbin figured out he was going into heat before he did. “It’s just— it’s too early. My heat’s not due for another couple of months.”

Changbin swore, wrapping his arm around Chan’s shoulder as he bracketed the omega. “Shit,” he hissed. “You don’t think— did we cause it?”

He shrugged helplessly. “Considering I didn’t even realize? Probably. It’s fine though,” he reassured, feeling sick to his stomach at his next words. “It’s probably just a pseudo heat, you know? A day or two and I’ll be back to normal.”

OR

Chan keeps suppressing his heat. He knows it's not good for him but he's got it under control.

Chapters: 26/26 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Bang Chan/Han Jisung | Han, Hwang Hyunjin/Seo Changbin, Lee Felix/Lee Minho | Lee Know, Bang Chan/Han Jisung | Han/Yang Jeongin | I.N, Bang Chan/Han Jisung/Hwang Hyunjin/Kim Seungmin/Lee Felix/Lee Minho/Seo Changbin/Yang Jeongin Characters: Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Lee Minho | Lee Know, Seo Changbin, Hwang Hyunjin, Han Jisung | Han, Lee Felix (Stray Kids), Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Yang Jeongin | I.N, Lim Jaebeom | Jay B, Jackson Wang, Kang Younghyun | Young K Additional Tags: Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Depressed Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Bang Chan Needs A Hug (Stray Kids), Everyone Loves Bang Chan (Stray Kids), slow healing, finding reasons to live, Homelessness, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Found Family, Platonic Relationships, Platonic Cuddling, Slow Burn, coming together, eventual ot8 - Freeform, Love Confessions, Yang Jeongin | I.N is a Panicked Gay, Protective GOT7 Ensemble, Han Jisung | Han & Kang Younghyun | Young K are Siblings, Overworking, Illnesses, Minor Violence, Abuse, Everyone Needs a Hug, Everyone gets all the hugs Summary:

“Do you have trouble sleeping, hyung?” he asked, worry seeping into his tone.

Chan startled, shocked to see he had forgotten all about the bottle of sleeping pills sitting right in the middle of his living room. “Ah— yeah, sometimes,” he replied, handing one of the mugs to the younger man who accepted it gratefully, wrapping his fingers around the ceramic to warm them up after having been outside all afternoon.

“Be careful with those, hyung,” he said, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “I heard it’s really easy to overdose with them.”

Guilt welled in his stomach, settling like a rock. “I will, Jisung-ah,” he lied. “Hyung promises.”

OR

Chapters: 8/8 Fandom: Stray Kids (Band) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bang Chan (Stray Kids)/Everyone, Everyone/Everyone Characters: Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Lee Minho | Lee Know, Seo Changbin, Hwang Hyunjin, Han Jisung | Han, Lee Felix (Stray Kids), Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids), Yang Jeongin | I.N Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Libraries, Everyone Loves Bang Chan (Stray Kids), Everyone is Gay, Minor Injuries, Cats, Attempt at Humor, Asexual Character, Not Beta Read, Implied Polyamorous Relationship, Librarian Bang Chan, Thunderstorms, Halloween Costumes, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, 7 + 1 things Series: Part 1 of University librarian Bang Chan Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Koga Yudai | K/Murata Fuma Characters: Murata Fuma, Koga Yudai | K Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Breeding Kink, Pregnancy Kink, Birthday Sex, Roleplay, Dirty Talk, Kissing, Banter, Established Relationship, Brat Koga Yudai | K, Blow Jobs, Teasing, Rimming, Spit as Lube, Multiple Orgasms, Anal Sex, Unsafe Sex, Creampie, Feminization, Size Kink, Boys in Love, Murata Fuma Has a Big Dick, Top Murata Fuma, Bottom Koga Yudai | K Summary:

“Fuma, I got a gift for you. Something I think you’re really gonna like.”

To be honest, Fuma thought this was his birthday gift—Yudai twitching and whining in his lap. It’d be the best gift he’s ever gotten, so he isn’t quite sure how Yudai can top it. Well, aside from the obvious, but he thought birthday sex was a natural progression from what they’re currently doing.

“What is it?” Fuma steals another kiss. “You’ve already spoiled me enough.”

“I’m gonna give you a baby.” Yudai says with pride, voice low and heavy. “I’m gonna let you knock me up.”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Nakakita Yuma/Wang Yixiang | Nicholas Characters: Nakakita Yuma, Wang Yixiang | Nicholas Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Not Idols, Exes to Lovers, Exes to Friends With Benefits, Past Relationship(s), Feelings Realization, Porn with Feelings, Boypussy, Boypussy Nakakita Yuma, Bottom Nakakita Yuma, Top Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, One Night Stands, Drunk Sex, Marijuana, Drinking, Semi-Public Sex, Kitchen Sex, Jealousy, Miscommunication, Toxic Relationship, Yearning, Falling In Love, Getting Back Together, Vaginal Sex, Vaginal Fingering, Fighting as Foreplay, Consensual but Not Safe or Sane, Unsafe Sex, Porn with Plot, Angst with a Hopeful Ending Summary:

Relive all the ways you still want me I haven't given you what you need You wanted me but couldn't reach me I'm sorry it should've been me

“Should’ve Been Me” – Mitski

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Taki/Wang Yixiang | Nicholas Characters: Taki (&TEAM), Murata Fuma, K (&TEAM), Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Byun Euijoo | EJ Additional Tags: Witches, Spirits, Folklore, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Modern Fantasy, Falling In Love, Friends to Lovers, Animal Transformation, First Time, First time being human, Top Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Bottom Taki (&TEAM), Blow Jobs, Drunk Sex, Taki is a 500 year old crow spirit who turns human, they don't have a tag for that i'm sorry, nicholas is a witch, Mutual Pining Summary:

Unbeknownst to him, a silent wish was made at his shoulder, heard only by two creatures in the house.

It was earnest. Sincerity lining the words, a desperate plea for it to come true. The heart of the creature that made it tugged on the ends of it, like a sinner begging to be let through the gates of heaven.

Please.

If you can hear me.

Please.

I want to be human.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Taki/Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Murata Fuma/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Taki (&TEAM), Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Asakura Jo (&TEAM), Murata Fuma, Nakakita Yuma Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Food as a Metaphor for Love, Fluff and Smut, Falling In Love, no plot just yearning, Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts, Cooking Lessons, Meet-Cute, Dry Humping, Making Out, Eventual Smut, Tooth-Rotting Fluff Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Murata Fuma/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Nakakita Yuma, Murata Fuma, Taki (&TEAM), Harua (&TEAM), K (&TEAM), Asakura Jo (&TEAM), Wang Yixiang | Nicholas Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Age Difference, Bartender Nakakita Yuma, Fuma is Rich, Mr. Murata Returns, Murata Fuma is So Whipped, Yearning, Slow Burn, Fluff and Smut, Phone Sex, Top Murata Fuma, Bottom Nakakita Yuma, Home is a Person, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Aged-Up Character(s) Summary:

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Murata Fuma/Nakakita Yuma Characters: Nakakita Yuma, Murata Fuma, &TEAM Ensemble Additional Tags: Romantic Comedy, Fake Dating Adjacent, Train Sex, Switching, Coworkers to Lovers, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Porn with Plot, Nakakita Yuma is a Menace Summary:

Yuma snorts, "Oh what, I should be nice to my elders?"

"Elders?" Fuma gapes, "Just how old do you think I am!?"

A smirk forms on Yuma's face that he doesn't even try to mask. He's too easy. He squints and pretends to think, "I dunno, like forty? Forty-five?"

"For—" Fuma cuts himself off and purses his lips together. He looks hot when he's annoyed. "Oh, shut up."

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: &TEAM (Band) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Byun Euijoo | EJ/Hirota Riki | Maki Characters: Byun Euijoo | EJ, Hirota Riki | Maki, Naoi Rei, Harua (&TEAM), Na Jaemin, Wang Yixiang | Nicholas, Asakura Jo (&TEAM) Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Falling In Love, Alternate Universe - Office, Developing Relationship, Eventual Romance, Flirting, Rimming, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Sexual Overstimulation, Anal Fingering, Fluff, Eventual Relationships, Age Difference, Mutual Pining, Relationship Study, Bottom Byun Euijoo | EJ, Top Hirota Riki | Maki Summary:

He hates how much he can already tell — Maki's going to win this.

It doesn't matter if it's a relationship or something less, but whatever it is that comes out between them after tonight, Euijoo's going to lose.

Or,