// if we meet again.
[âhe chuckled, he was glad she understood him. he couldnât say that there wasnât a time when he thought about it. especially after she had left his life, his thoughts were in circles and he wouldâve done anything to get her back, even when he had to get her back with saying he loves her even tho he eventually just liked the idea of liking someone, but soon enough he had thrown the idea in the trash bin. in the end she would just get hurt and leave again and that wasnât something he wanted. after all he was too young anyways to understand it at all.] Yes letâs scratch it. But in case you fall for my new handsome self, you tell me alright? I donât want to see you hurting with me just being too dumb to notice it. [âhe grinned before a frown appeared on his face. ] We talk about that later? Weâll talk about that right now. Soo! You canât hide that from me, alright?! If someone hurt you then you tell me exactly what that person did and who it was and then Iâll fuck that person up. I donât care who it is. No one can hurt you just like that. [âhe crunched his teeth, just thinking about someone hurting her. but nonetheless he was more mad at himself, for not being there when she needed one the most.]
[âhe bit his lip for the second she looked away, he didnât feel good by that, he just wanted to make her smile again, yet he made feel her guilty. even after the years he still couldnât manage to know what to do and he knew her for a few years by now. but as she smiled softly and touched his arm, he somehow knew it was okay and that it wasnât too bad, that he didnât mess up everything.] Well.. Itâs good to hear that I wasnât the only one missing you. [âhe grinned slightly but after a few seconds a small smile was left.] Just donât worry too much.
[âhe laughed quietly as he felt her jumping slightly in surprise. it wasnât his thing to just hug someone, he wasnât fond of any types of being touched. it was just a weird feeling for him, on the one hand it felt nice but on the other hand he felt caged. like someone holding him back from doing what he wants. it was weird to describe it. maybe it was just because he was scared of any kind of body contact. a small smile appeared on his lips as she placed her hands on top of his.] I like windows too. You first of all can watch all the funny people passing by and in case a fire breaks out this will be the easiest way to escape. [âhe chuckled before he lead her to the table, pulling a chair out for her.] Just to remind you, you wonât get special treatment every day. Itâs just because today is the first time we see each other in ages. [âhe grinned at her, yet he still couldnât hold back the urge to ruffle her hair.]
(/she scoffs, shaking her head at him.) Okay, on the off chance that ever happens-- you'll be the first person to know. But-- Okay, okay, we'll talk about it now if you really want to! I just-- I wouldn't really know where to start with that.. Oh well, I guess I'll start somewhere. (/gently shrugging her shoulders, she follows him to the table and bows her head thankfully as he pulls a chair out for her, sitting down.) Wow, so I'm not special enough to get this treatment every day? How mean! (/she says, playfully pouting to herself as she rests her elbows on the table and holds her head up.) Well, I guess while we wait I can tell you about other things? (/she runs her fingers through her hair in a half-assed attempt at fixing it, but despite her efforts, some of her brown strands were still misplaced. at least it was all out of her face.)
Well, uh, after I left... let's see... I got popular pretty quickly, so I payed off my dad's debt and I payed my mom's medical bills, I got my brother to try a lot harder so that he would get a scholarship and I "fell in love" for the first time, I suppose, but pretty much all of the effort I put into all of those things never did pay off.. Oh, you don't need to fuck anyone up-- it wouldn't even matter if you tried. I have no idea where he is right now, and I'd rather keep it that way. He was a jerk. (/she sighs silently, glancing to the window and looking out of it for a moment.) Anyway, which one would you like to hear about first? I'll tell you about anything you wanna know about.













