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i really wish i wasn't writing this. honestly it's been a long time coming and i wish this post would be more positive. but unfortunately, i've come to the decision to leave this blog :(

over the past couple of my months, i've been dealing with heavy bouts of insecurity and self esteem issues. both in my writing and in real life as well. in the first place, i've always been insecure with my writing, and it's just come to the point that i don't particularly like the fics that i've published in this blog anymore.

also, in the spirit of transparency, i would admit that the lack of feedback and interaction in this blog has been getting to me lately. and this isn't to preach to silent readers since admittedly, i'm usually a silent reader myself and i've always believed that readers don't strictly owe writers a specific form of feedback that they aren't comfortable/motivated to give. but in my particular case, while i'm not gonna hound for feedback for my works, i guess the general lack of it just fed my insecurity even more. so please, don't take this to mean that i'm blaming anyone. if anything, i'd say this is a personal issue of mine and one i'm currently working on.

and to add to that, my personal issues in real life have also been adding to my insecurity. it's tough having to feel inadequate in all that i do, and this is also something that i really need to work on as well.

this is not to say that i've lost passion for bts and for writing fics. if anything, my love for these 2 things are still at an all time high. i guess what i really want, tumblr-wise, is a fresh start.

i'm not gonna deactivate this blog. i'm thinking of just cleaning it up and leaving it as an archive (or rkive, if you will). i'll be deleting some works that i'm not comfortable putting out in the open anymore (but to potential plagiarists, this doesn't mean my deleted works are free game!!!) but i'll also be leaving up some works that i'm fine with (most notably, mother knows best).

i'm not gonna be completely gone from tumblr tho! i love this odd site too much to ever completely leave it. in fact, i'm already starting fresh in another new blog, but i'm not gonna openly share its url bc then my "fresh start" would mean nothing lmao. but i'm still gonna be lurking here from time to time, mainly just to reminisce and stuff. and if i ever find the creativity and motivation to expand the mother knows best au (or other aus i'm leaving up here), i'll definitely be posting that here instead of in the new blog.

— oneshot ; 3.6k words —

pairing | min yoongi x female reader

summary | you wish you could cry, wish you could do something about the situation. but how could you, when he is obviously very human and you are very obviously not?

warnings | angst, mermaid au, childhood friends (kinda?), mermaid!reader, human!yoongi, i just wanna hug both of them :<

general masterlist

Yoongi thrives on routines.

Every morning for as long as he can remember, he wakes up at six-thirty. Drinks his cold, decaffeinated brew at six-forty. Finishes showering and his other morning rituals by seven o'clock sharp. He arrives at his fishing supplies shop that he owns with his friend Jin and starts the work day at seven-thirty. They close up the shop at five-thirty later in the afternoon, and say their goodbyes and see you tomorrows by five-forty-five.

Oh, and at six o'clock on the dot, Yoongi silently marches to the shoreline of his small beach town just as the sun begins to set, and navigates the bed of uneven rocks to get to the secluded lagoon where your excited form greets him every day without fail.

“Thought you wouldn’t come,” you say cheekily, shiny tail splashing playfully in the shallow water.

He gives you an unimpressed look as he sets his things down and sits on a large rock. “You say that everyday.”

* s - contains smut

Last Christmas by @whatifyoulivelikethat s wc~7.5k / neighbors au Summary: Last Christmas, she gave you her heart, wrapped up with a note saying, I love you. She meant it. This Christmas, you give her back the stuff she left at your place and run into her next-door neighbor that knew all about your love. Somehow, you end up explaining why it went wrong.

[…] Tell Me Something Good by @reliablemitten wc~5k / single dad!Jungkook, neighbors au Summary: You’ve started seeing your downstairs neighbor and tenant, the very hot Dr. Jeon. Everything is going so well, but is it too good to be true?

Up To Snow Good by @aredheadedmess wc~5.1k / enemies to lovers, neighbors au Summary: It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt.

After Last Night by @cherrygukki s wc~4.3k / angst, rich fuckboy!Jungkook, FWB Summary: After last night, Jungkook doesn’t know what to do. You got to tell him when he’s gonna see you again before he drives himself crazy.

A Blight on the Heart by @thatlongspringnight s wc~13.3k / established marriage, historical au Summary: You married him because you wanted a new life, and even with the struggle, the fights, you’d marry him again any day. Or - Jungkook loves you from the moment he reads your first letter, and the rest is history.

Velvet Cherry by @jeonqkooks s wc~5.9k / exes to lovers, agent au Summary: You can’t find it in yourself to care about anything, not when he’s looking at you like that. Like if you were to die, there’s not a single part of him that would hesitate to follow.

Antidote by @gimmethatagustd s wc~2.3k / established relationship, PWP Summary: You know exactly how to make your boyfriend feel better when he’s feeling down, but he has his own plans.

Curiosity by @yminie s wc~10.6k / ft KNJ, established relationship, idol au, PWP Summary: Jeongguk’s interest is peaked by something he finds on his favourite hyungs computer, so it’s only natural for him to turn to Namjoon for guidance, right?

Of Dying Stars and Soulmates by @seokth s wc~7.8k / best friend’s brother Summary: You don’t notice how Jungkook blushes or how his hand cups his cheek. You don’t notice how he stares at you longingly, watching you walk up the stairs to his brother’s room. Because at the end of the day, that’s where you’ll go — to Jin.

— oneshot ; 2.3k words —

pairing | jeon jungkook x female reader, past min yoongi x female reader

summary | a gentle gust of wind caresses your cheek as you linger there in the arms of your betrothed and you tell him stories of your first love. the flowers nearby sway gently with the breeze, serving as a beautiful reminder that spring, for you, will come once more.

warnings | arranged marriage, hurt / comfort, angst, mentions of character death, grief, healing, prince!jungkook, princess!reader, servant!jimin, mentions of gardener!yoongi, royal au

note | this was supposed to be longer but life brutally happened and i physically can’t write more of this despite there being a whole lot more events to the story :< hopefully i’ll be able to pick up where this left off and post a continuation sometime, but anyw enjoy!!

general masterlist

Winter has come and gone.

From your window, you observe how the snow melts from the nearby rooftops and how the kingdom’s people forego their heavy coats to welcome the new season. The scene is undeniably beautiful but you cannot find it in yourself to truly appreciate it.

“Princess?”

A moment passes.

“What is it, Jimin?” you respond without looking away from your beloved window.

Another moment. Your servants have adopted some sort of behavior around you, one that could only be described as pity. You do not blame them for tiptoeing around their grief-stricken princess. “Your betrothed, the Prince, has arrived. The King and Queen request your presence in the main hall immediately.”

oneshot ; 7.8k words

pairing ; jeon jungkook x female reader, side kim seokjin x female reader

summary ; you don’t notice how jungkook blushes or how his hand cups his cheek. you don’t notice how he stares at you longingly, watching you walk up the stairs to his brother’s room. because at the end of the day, that’s where you’ll go — to jin.

warnings ; childhood friends au, brother’s best friend / best friend’s brother au, coming of age (kinda?), heavy angst, pining, unrequited love (at first), mentions of terminal illness, family drama, secrets, smut (both implied and explicit), mature content (18+), unhealthy relationships/friendships, if i missed any warnings it’s bc i forgot or i didn’t want to spoil anymore than i already did

note ; i don’t know why i gravitate towards writing sad things but i was in the same mindset as spring, once more when i wrote this so that should be its own warning i guess? :3 anyways, enjoy and please please let me know what u think! <3

(page 1)

Jungkook has a brother.

“There’s the birthday boy!”

Balloons flood the living room, party streamers and banners are in every corner, and at the very center, a white alpaca piñata hangs comfortably from the ceiling.

It’s all so beautiful and festive. It’s all so perfect and fitting. It’s all so happy and all so Jin.

It’s his brother Seokjin’s birthday, but all Jungkook can see is you.

“Happy birthday!”

Jin smiles so wide in delight, and his eyes light up when you walk towards him, all smiles and missing teeth, holding up an obnoxiously pink cake. You and Jin share a look, the kind that only best friends of the same age can share, before he finally closes his eyes and blows out the candles forming the number ten.

Cheers erupt from the whole room and a series of knocks echo from the door, but all eight-year-old Jungkook can hear is the sound of your laughter as you hug his older brother tightly.

oneshot ; 7.8k words

pairing ; jeon jungkook x female reader, side kim seokjin x female reader

summary ; you don’t notice how jungkook blushes or how his hand cups his cheek. you don’t notice how he stares at you longingly, watching you walk up the stairs to his brother’s room. because at the end of the day, that’s where you’ll go — to jin.

warnings ; childhood friends au, brother’s best friend / best friend’s brother au, coming of age (kinda?), heavy angst, pining, unrequited love (at first), mentions of terminal illness, family drama, secrets, smut (both implied and explicit), mature content (18+), unhealthy relationships/friendships, if i missed any warnings it’s bc i forgot or i didn’t want to spoil anymore than i already did

note ; i don’t know why i gravitate towards writing sad things but i was in the same mindset as spring, once more when i wrote this so that should be its own warning i guess? :3 anyways, enjoy and please please let me know what u think! <3

(page 1)

Jungkook has a brother.

“There’s the birthday boy!”

Balloons flood the living room, party streamers and banners are in every corner, and at the very center, a white alpaca piñata hangs comfortably from the ceiling.

It’s all so beautiful and festive. It’s all so perfect and fitting. It’s all so happy and all so Jin.

It’s his brother Seokjin’s birthday, but all Jungkook can see is you.

“Happy birthday!”

Jin smiles so wide in delight, and his eyes light up when you walk towards him, all smiles and missing teeth, holding up an obnoxiously pink cake. You and Jin share a look, the kind that only best friends of the same age can share, before he finally closes his eyes and blows out the candles forming the number ten.

Cheers erupt from the whole room and a series of knocks echo from the door, but all eight-year-old Jungkook can hear is the sound of your laughter as you hug his older brother tightly.

oneshot ; 7.8k words

pairing ; jeon jungkook x female reader, side kim seokjin x female reader

summary ; you don’t notice how jungkook blushes or how his hand cups his cheek. you don’t notice how he stares at you longingly, watching you walk up the stairs to his brother’s room. because at the end of the day, that’s where you’ll go — to jin.

warnings ; childhood friends au, brother’s best friend / best friend’s brother au, coming of age (kinda?), heavy angst, pining, unrequited love (at first), mentions of terminal illness, family drama, secrets, smut (both implied and explicit), mature content (18+), unhealthy relationships/friendships, if i missed any warnings it’s bc i forgot or i didn’t want to spoil anymore than i already did

note ; i don’t know why i gravitate towards writing sad things but i was in the same mindset as spring, once more when i wrote this so that should be its own warning i guess? :3 anyways, enjoy and please please let me know what u think! <3

(page 1)

Jungkook has a brother.

“There’s the birthday boy!”

Balloons flood the living room, party streamers and banners are in every corner, and at the very center, a white alpaca piñata hangs comfortably from the ceiling.

It’s all so beautiful and festive. It’s all so perfect and fitting. It’s all so happy and all so Jin.

It’s his brother Seokjin’s birthday, but all Jungkook can see is you.

“Happy birthday!”

Jin smiles so wide in delight, and his eyes light up when you walk towards him, all smiles and missing teeth, holding up an obnoxiously pink cake. You and Jin share a look, the kind that only best friends of the same age can share, before he finally closes his eyes and blows out the candles forming the number ten.

Cheers erupt from the whole room and a series of knocks echo from the door, but all eight-year-old Jungkook can hear is the sound of your laughter as you hug his older brother tightly.

oneshot ; 7.8k words

pairing ; jeon jungkook x female reader, side kim seokjin x female reader

summary ; you don’t notice how jungkook blushes or how his hand cups his cheek. you don’t notice how he stares at you longingly, watching you walk up the stairs to his brother’s room. because at the end of the day, that’s where you’ll go — to jin.

warnings ; childhood friends au, brother’s best friend / best friend’s brother au, coming of age (kinda?), heavy angst, pining, unrequited love (at first), mentions of terminal illness, family drama, secrets, smut (both implied and explicit), mature content (18+), unhealthy relationships/friendships, if i missed any warnings it’s bc i forgot or i didn’t want to spoil anymore than i already did

note ; i don’t know why i gravitate towards writing sad things but i was in the same mindset as spring, once more when i wrote this so that should be its own warning i guess? :3 anyways, enjoy and please please let me know what u think! <3

(page 1)

Jungkook has a brother.

“There’s the birthday boy!”

Balloons flood the living room, party streamers and banners are in every corner, and at the very center, a white alpaca piñata hangs comfortably from the ceiling.

It’s all so beautiful and festive. It’s all so perfect and fitting. It’s all so happy and all so Jin.

It’s his brother Seokjin’s birthday, but all Jungkook can see is you.

“Happy birthday!”

Jin smiles so wide in delight, and his eyes light up when you walk towards him, all smiles and missing teeth, holding up an obnoxiously pink cake. You and Jin share a look, the kind that only best friends of the same age can share, before he finally closes his eyes and blows out the candles forming the number ten.

Cheers erupt from the whole room and a series of knocks echo from the door, but all eight-year-old Jungkook can hear is the sound of your laughter as you hug his older brother tightly.

alternatively ; i don’t dress for men

pairing ; ot7 x female reader

filed under ; fallen angel au where oc is banished from heaven for killing the human man who hurt her charge, and she extracts the ultimate revenge by seducing his sons.

warnings ; for 18+ readers only, touches on triggering topics, mature themes, smut (office/desk sex, masturbation (f), mating press, unprotected sex), cheating, rich family drama, morally gray oc

note ; i do be out here purposefully leaving out the name of the eldest brother for *suspense* but at this point i know i’m not fooling anyone lmao yall know who the next member/brother is ^^

series index

You expected there to be more animosity, but when Namjoon talks about his brothers, there’s only respect, admiration, and something you think is the need to earn their approval.

He talks about his eldest brother the most. It’s always, “hyung this, hyung that.” But from what you understand, they’re not that close.

He’s much closer with his second brother.

NAME: JUNG HOSEOK

alternatively ; i don’t dress for men

pairing ; ot7 x female reader

filed under ; fallen angel au where oc is banished from heaven for killing the human man who hurt her charge, and she extracts the ultimate revenge by seducing his sons.

warnings ; for 18+ readers only, touches on triggering topics, mature themes, smut (office/desk sex, masturbation (f), mating press, unprotected sex), cheating, rich family drama, morally gray oc

note ; i do be out here purposefully leaving out the name of the eldest brother for *suspense* but at this point i know i’m not fooling anyone lmao yall know who the next member/brother is ^^

series index

You expected there to be more animosity, but when Namjoon talks about his brothers, there’s only respect, admiration, and something you think is the need to earn their approval.

He talks about his eldest brother the most. It’s always, “hyung this, hyung that.” But from what you understand, they’re not that close.

He’s much closer with his second brother.

NAME: JUNG HOSEOK

pairing ; ot7 x reader

filed under ; fallen angel au where oc is banished from heaven for killing the human man who hurt her charge, and she extracts the ultimate revenge by seducing his sons

warnings ; for 18+ readers only, touches on triggering topics, implications of sexual assault, mentions of suicide, mature themes, smut, cheating, morally gray oc

note ; this is a fic idea of mine that i unfortunately don’t have the time to write properly anymore so i just thought i’d share it in bulletpoint format. feel free to share your thoughts and ideas :’>

part 1 ; they say looks can kill and i might try

part 2 ; i don’t dress for women

part 3

part 4

part 5

part 6

part 7

part 8

part 9

part 10

meanwhile ,,, only two parts in so far and i love this concept. this is a piece of art. i wish to frame it and hang it in the louvre so i can stare at its beauty all day and night (and perhaps get some dick while i am at it.)

hsnsjdbsnd thank u for reading!!! u spoil me too much 🥺 meanwhile i wish to frame ur words and hang it so i can stare at it whenever i'm feeling down 🥹

pairing ; ot7 x female reader (platonic), ot7 moms & female reader

summary ; being the only woman in a friend group with seven men automatically makes you the love interest in seven mothers’ wistful romantic stories. though your relationship with the guys remains completely platonic, the marriage fantasy their moms frequently project onto you and their sons has them coming up with all sorts of shenanigans to make you their daughter-in-law. mother knows best, you suppose.

warnings ; overbearing moms, attempts at humor, platonic, slice of life

note ; a drabble series featuring the (fictionalized) bangtan moms! <33

status ; completed

main story ;

drabble 1 ; sunday lunch

drabble 2 ; of quail eggs and perms

drabble 3 ; of hair styles and scissors

drabble 4 ; of tangerines and dumplings

drabble 5 ; mafia game

drabble 6 ; code red

drabble 7 ; father knows best

drabble 8 ; a solemn day

drabble 9 ; of ferris wheels and pomeranians

drabble 10 ; of burns and skin care routines

drabble 11 ; of fights and allergies

drabble 12 ; once upon a treasure hunt

drabble 13 ; of breakups and bouquet tosses

drabble 14 ; a decade of friendship

drabble 15 ; mother knows best

extras ;

scenario 1 ; what if tae’s eomma makes him & oc go to hawaii?

scenario 2 ; what if the members get tired of their eomma’s antics?

scenario 3 ; what if a member is out with his mom and a girl comes up to him?

survey ; who is oc’s appa’s favorite among the members?

ask ; what if the moms had a group chat?

character asks ; the mkb gang answers your questions!